Hijrah the Rebel Girl
DGR22

Miss rubbing her face rough. “ I have many sins mi. Lots!. But the doctor said I'd die a little more. I'm afraid of going to hell. I'm Evil mi. I'm evil.” The voice of Rue. But still heard clearly by Umi Ira.

Umi Ira frowned. “Doctors are not God. He is just a human like us. You need to calm down.” Soft talk. He held the hand of Miss who covered her face, “ What big mistake did you make?” Ask.

Missed to look at Umi Ira sadly. He bit his lower lip. “I've always disappointed Umi with Abi. I always make them shy, I always make trouble from small, I also use a lot of men. I even killed my people. “ Her voice vibrates. He pulled his snot in. “But I always pray with God for my love the opportunity to happyin umi same abi. Make them proud. But hiks hiks..” He is no longer able to explain it.

Umi Ira looked at Miss in disbelief. With her appearance using a hijab makes her unexpected. He is in Miss. “ Umi God evil mi same Miss, evil! Why you should miss!” Continue to miss shouting.

“Astagfirullahhalazim says. Istigfar. You can't talk like that. Death is destiny, not God's fault. Which doctor can predict someone will die?”

“i have liver cancer mi. And the doctor says it's hard to healin” said Miss half-snaps.

Umi Ira's hand. He holds the shoulder Miss.” You are horrifying umi well..” Soft talk. Missed to look at Umi Ira. “You know?, if pain is delicious. When you are given pain. Then Allah will take away the sins of his creatures.” Her speech.

Ira Umi's serious. “ You should be grateful for whatever is on you. When men are born on this earth, they have made a covenant, both born, soul mate and death. We received all that time in order to see this beautiful earth, and that applies to you as well. Everything you've missed now is written on dilaulmahfuz.” Soft talk.

Miss removing her tears.” Including disease?”

“true. Do you remember the story of the prophet Job who was afflicted with a disgusting disease?.” Missed to nod her head. “ His body is full of caterpillars, maggots. But he did not complain at all. He even took the caterpillars and put them in a tube, in one day he could collect three jars of maggots and caterpillars. Picture it. Not to mention all the people he loved left him. The treasure disappeared instantly. But he's not complaining at all. If he prays to God to be healed, God will grant him. But he accepted the chest, he did whatever God gave him and you know what he got?” Ask Umi Ira.

“All caterpillars in the tube become gold. And his sickness was lifted up by Allah” answered Longing

“Pinter...” Umi Ira. He stroked the cheek softly longing. “ You are not too late at all. You are given the opportunity of God to know the rest of your life. As for us?, we were not even given a warning from God about death, whether it be later, tomorrow or anytime. You are given the unparalleled privilege of God. You are special in the eyes of God. Many people died in a state of action, and many died in a state of not repentance. If you feel you do not want to go to hell, then you must repent.” Gentle continued.

The heart of longing has become calmer. “But, instead of Ridho Mother it is the ridho of God. Then the mother of God's wrath is also angry. Umi Rindu has been the same wrath Missing, means God is also the same wrath Long?” Tanya Miss.

“You're right. Therefore, you must get your mother Ridho back. You fix everything in yourself. You started from the beginning. Make your life start from this second” replied Umi Ira.

“Dosa miss a lot mi...” Answer Missed sad.

“You know Sayidina Abu Bakr Aisya's father. How many sins. How cruel he used to be, he also often drank and sinned. But he repented and God lifted his rank. He became a noble man after that. You must remember. Everyone has sins. You should always be grateful whatever you have.” Umi Ira replied firmly.

Miss digesting all the words of Umi Ira. Everything he said was true, everything was even very true. He began to move his heart, he began to erode the sadness in his heart. “Maybe why God gives you pain in your heart because your heart is full of spite, your heart is always used of evil and eats of unclean things. Make it a bad thing you get is yourself.”

“God loves his creatures so much. When we are touched, God gathers all our sins on our backs, when we bow down, God sucks out our sins. You still want to say God is evil?” Ask Umi Ira.

Miss shaking her head. He smiled thinly. “Umi. Longs often eat illicit money, misses often angry, and many others. Longs. I miss trying to fix everything. Missing will be a good person.” Speak Miss the spirit.

Missed to nod her head. His face was adorned with a smile. “ You can pray Crown?” Ask Umi Ira.

“Can. But Rindu has not yet prayed magrib and Isya. How?” Tanya Miss.

“Kalo. You pray magrib and Isya with Qodo’. Then continue praying Tobat” Reply

“What can mi?”

“God puts our intentions first. When our intentions are from the heart. Then God will be in our hearts”.

Miss smiling. “But hands Miss?” He just realized his hand was wrapped in bandages. Where can he take ablution water.

“Take wudhu. God never made it difficult for his people. Wet things you can wet. And leave what you can't. Leave everything to Allah.” he said gently.

Missing just nodding her head. He started to take water. He washed all the parts for ablution. For the wound in his hand, he slightly rubbed water over the surface of the bandage. After that he read the intention after ablution.

He stepped inside the mosque. He took mukena. He performs his prayers. When he has mengQodo’ his prayers. He continued the prayer. Fortunately he was born from a family rich in religious knowledge makes him not blind to science.

At the end of the prayer. He raised both his hands. He held out his hand to ask for forgiveness. He was crying in that prayer. “God. I am the dirty, the sinful. Even the foam in the sea is not worth my sins. My sin overcame the size of the mountains you created. I am ashamed to ask for forgiveness. I'm shy..” Her voice is raucous. Even broken up. He sobbed. “But you are glorious, you always give me the pleasure that I always complain about, I always sin but you are still by my side. Yallah. Yaroobbiku the Most Merciful, the Most Forgiving. Allow me to chat.” Saying Miss hoarse. His voice disappeared from crying all day, he raised his head to look at the ceiling of the mosque. “Receive my penitent Yarob. Help the servant to repent. Help me to always be in your way. The yarobbiku. Forgive all the sins of the servant, forgive all the sins of the servant. Guide the servant to change himself so that the servant becomes a better person Yarob.” Cry broke. He covered his face. He prostrated himself, he cried there.

“Yarobku. Allow the servant to change my destiny. allow the Servant to repent.” Mumbles weakly. Even his voice no longer wanted to come out. He was crying so much.

.

.

.

**Hay all. greetings from Autor. actually Autor bungungung want to continue this story or not. because not many who read or like. what else like and vote. hiks hyks.

but the author is still willing to share religious knowledge and others in this novel. The author is confused to make readers interested in this novel. How huh? Does anyone like this novel to convince Author to continue?.

Yarob. hiks sad hicks Autor**....