Hijrah the Rebel Girl
Pms

Sorry if there is an offending element. Just take her yes. Take his knowledge and accept what is loved. There are no elements of contact. But the goal is to wake each other up.

@Novi Vuspita Sari.

As a word of offense will be tucked because the heart is aware if what others say is in itself.

Nvs...

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Dukk. Doctor Rey can't say anymore. He glanced at Rian and Rani who hugged Miss. There was a strange vibration on his chest while listening to the story told from his tiny lips Rian. His tears escaped, he did not know why but why his day felt sliced so many times with razor blades. He did not know, really, but held his heart like being hit with a sharp knife. He looked up not to cry, it had been a long time since he had cried.

Silence occurred until the cottage. Only occasionally did Rey's doctor ask Miss where her nets were. Miss just explain if the net should turn right or left, then explain if entering the arch archway and written there ‘PONDOK TAHFIZ DARUSALLAM.”.

When they came in there it was so beautiful. Miss and others also observe around, although this is the second time Miss here does not make him bored and lose admiration. The beautiful trees, the scenery that made Miss feel her heart crumble. Doctor Rey? He even felt a tremor in himself who knew what it was.

At the bottom of each tree there are about two or three children in his hands there is the Qur’an, with eyes closed while calculating what is calculated but can be seen from their fingers that are winding, and the, some use sarongs and some use panties.

Peace..

Very peaceful. While out there children of their age starting from the age of 5 years to 10 years there are taught using the Handpone, everywhere proudly show off the Mobile, whose hanpdohne is the most expensive, who is the most expensive, so they are the most arrogant, their children are told to play games so as not to disturb their parents to work so that children do not know religion, sadistic? Very sadistic. Why are parents now so upset when their child is playing tikt*k? Play lik* and other kinds of alication? Sensitizes forget if their age is not enough about it.

“Wahhh very good yes miii.” Said Rian amazed who was embraced by Rani next to Rindu.

“Bene... We'll be like them later. “ Say Rani antusia.

Miss thin smile.” Amiin.” Gently spoken

The car was spinning because it was past tahfiz kindergarten which was under 10 years old and now they entered the youth area where there were children aged 11-19 years. I don't know when the tears will flow. It is different from her old self. Yes, here the child who is the same age as him walks by looking down with the Qur’an embraced, feet covered with socks, and so on, here no one uses a veil because the place where men and women are separated, not to mention the instructions from the school makes them not to use closed items. When passing through the adampun will make adem. Beards were being treated, there were some, some were not, some were running with utterance. Akhi, someone asked about the slanted peci problem and there was a calm laugh, ahaha, no man here said dirty words.

Miris when we see this in front of our eyes. The child who here every step is blessed by God, no one plays TikTok is today, there is no mole body bulbar and no one dares to raise their head because of arrogant Riya’ or open-hearted. They are willing to abandon the pleasures of the world for a better life of heaven. Where children today are busy to and fro poya-poya or hedoninism.

But here all use simple clothes, where out there teenage children who have returned to the age of 10 have dared to kiss the cheek of a boyfriend or have been proud to make a conversation if he has a girlfriend but here? proud of it when it's proud of the old man. Proud is when we are uncertain, unmoved but have a lot of impact on others. Proud when others do not dare to come into contact with us because of shame, yes shame.

It is true that the teaching of parents is very influential on the brain development of children. Child anak. If parents teach children about the world, then the world is our goal. But when we speak of the Hereafter, the Hereafter is our purpose. Life is only momentary but the Hereafter is eternal.

If here we can see the difference of clothing that is much different from today's children, children who today use clothes less material, no hijab and no one knows the rules, he said, dirty and all. The grace they bring is very soothing.It is fortunate for their parents, how their parents want their children to be like them. This tahfis cottage is very different from the boarding school, because here the children memorize the Qur’an make their faces exclaim., yes...

“We've arrived..” Rindu's daydreams crumble upon hearing Rey's doctor opening the door for them. Missing even unconscious. His mind wandered far away.

“Thanks doc.." Muttering Miss then told Rian and Rani to come out first..

“I take Rian and Rani's goods first yes.” When Miss nodded, Rey immediately took the suitcase and also Rian and Rani's bag.

“Wahh. Very good, bun. Better than the photos we see.” Rian murmured sparkling when he saw this building in front of him.

The building in front of it is made of teak wood that impresses usability, but more like a mosque but not a mosque. If the language of the jaw ndalem or the house of the owner of the cottage. Miss is very amazed because here is very beautiful, there are many lush flowers planted, not to mention children passing by.

“It's great yeah.” Answer Homes.

There are so many young people here, yes. Because the ndalem is near the dormitory of teenagers. If left then the female dormitory, if the male dormitory right. If the children's dormitory is next to it again for fear that the teen should be watched closely, he is afraid because the risk is higher than the children. You know what you are worried about.

“Ayooo..” Said Dkter Rey to Miss. Longing to cry, he helped Rey doctor carry a suitcase and then stepped inside the ndalem. But Rey's steps seemed heavy making Miss see it.

There he could see if Rey's doctor sighed deeply, the sweat pouring out and the jakun rising and falling as if it were very nerfeus. Wh why? “ Let's dock, why is it still quiet, just entered.” Missing Speech.

Doctor Rey stared at Miss.” That's a mosque huh?” Ask.

Longs frowning. “Not dok. emang why if mosque?” Tanya Rindu kepo's.

“Why?” Tanya Miss wonder.

“I am not a religion isalm.” Missing the snoring is no problem.

While Rey's doctor smiled thinly at Miss. he knew if Miss must be surprised but not seen, “But no one is forbidden really. Moreover, religious differences that make us united?” Tanya Miss.

“I am atheist.” He smiled when he said that. There is no guilt or shame.

“Atheis? Not that in our country this indnesia must have confidence. How can you not have a doc?” Tanya Miss wonder. Right no? In Indonesia it has 5 recognized religions, namely Islam, Christianity. Hinduism Buddhism and Confucianism. Otherwise we cannot be scared by the state. Because religion is so influential. Starting from the wedding deed and other Ktp there are listed religions that we profess.

Doctor Rey looked up at the sky with a faint smile. “ Diktp I have religion but.” He looked at Miss then hit his chest slowly and smiled thinly.” But here I have no faith or belief in God. I have no religion and no faith from childhood.” Definitely firm but slow.

I miss the bland laugh. He nodded his head to sign that he understood. “Many kok inKtpnya have a religion such as Islam, he said religion but never practice prayer, he said islam but prefer to read snapgrams or stories of others than in the Qur’an. Many say he is Islamic but prefers to listen to man-made songs rather than murotal. Some even say Islam but do not understand Islam at all. So does that include atheists like doctors?” Ask the silent doctor Rey. Longing only to look ahead to look far considering the end-time man like himself.

“At least he claimed that he believed and had God. It is different from me who does not believe and does not have a God... “ Answer doctor Rey.

“But can a relationship be lived when there is no affection? Can a relationship be recognized when one of the parties has never heard from each other? One of the parties never answered the call of his Lord, Azzan, never came when happy and just said HAY LORD I AM ISLAM AND I AM YOUR SERVANT? While we are talking about. ‘HAY WORLD, I COME’” Long for a tasteless laugh. “I am amazed by you even though you have no religion you are brightly told you have no religion, even though it is wrong, at least you are more courageous in confessing if you have no God than others who say I have God but are not considered.” Misses chuckling again. It's not that he's saying someone else but that's the reality.

Doctor Rey was silent and could not answer. Want to answer thanks? Where is it really? Thanking for being praised? It's not really a compliment to him but a dialogue that says if he's not as bad as he thinks, there's still a lot worse than him out there. confessing to have God but not giving place in his heart to God, but God who has a Heart and who turns the heart, right?

Their conversation came to a halt as the voice from Ndalem broke the silence.

“Wahhh There is this real guest.. Ehh notya you yesterday list of his children yahh nduk?” Ask the middle-aged lung who uses a sturdy shirt in the form of a white robe, on his head there is a turban sign that he is a kiyai here. He was sincere when he saw Rian and Rani who were still dumbfounded to come here.

“Assalamu’alaikum Kyai... Yes this Miss who yesterday want to register my children..” Answer Miss politely.

“Wa’alaikum salam. yaudah let's just enter if so.” Mr. Kyai's words made Miss nod.

“Price. Hasbi.. Please bring the goods adek this dong.” He called out to the two santri who passed by to make them bow respectfully and then approached. “Enjeh.” Answer them compact.

They politely extended one hand and placed one hand under the elbow of the sign of politeness. He bowed to Miss. “Afwan Ukhty's. Let me just bring my suitcase si twins.” His voice smiled even though looking down did not want to see the eyes of Miss and vice versa.

Miss gave Rian the suitcase he had in his hand. While Rey's doctor frowned not understanding what was said by the two young men who helped her, he only followed Miss when Miss gave me a bag and suitcase, and she just wanted to give me a bag and suitcase, he also gave the suitcase and others entered respectfully but were restrained when massaging the doctor Rey who was silent did not want to move.” It'sit's okay. Let's go in, there is no prohibition here if you do not have a religion can not enter, do not hold a foster that why atheists are prohibited from entering?” Tanya Miss chuckles making doctor Rey also chuckles then enters.

Rian and Rani had not asked a lot of questions.they went in and talked a lot of things, about Rani and Rian who want to enter here and become dormitory children as well. Kyai also asks why Miss is delivering now instead of her promise tomorrow, misses answering If Rian and Rani can't stand it, want to sneak here and it was successful to make them laugh out loud while the two leaks just scowl annoyed.

Azan's voice stalled making their conversation stop. Kyai and others choose to pray first, indeed Sii Rindu here just arrived and now reverberate Ashhar prayers with pleasure Rindu pray here.

“Kok you ngitin me? Do you also want to pray?” Ask Dr. Rey. Doctor Rey followed him earlier. There Rian and Rani also beside Miss. earlier Kyai asked if doctor Rey who answered Miss honestly. they thought if Rey is the husband of Miss and father of Rian and Rani.

“Sya can't tell if I'm non-Muslim to them? Let me wait for you under the tree here, later if you finish praying here.” His voice directed his chin at the big tree next to him.

Rindununapu nodded.” Yes already. Yuk Ran Rin we pray.” Missing Rian and Rani.

“Loh doctor does not pray?” Ask Rani plain..

Miss shaking.” Doctor Again PMS... Yuk prayer.”

Doctor Rey bengong saw Miss is gone. What's PMS? Coming moon dong? And luginya Rani he believes the word Missing at this time. Rundu spent praying for one hour, because here prayers are quite long, there is also Dzikir there is prayer as well. The point is to spend more than 40 minutes and that does not include sholawat after prayer.

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