Hijrah the Rebel Girl
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Hendarwn could hear those words with a verse of sincerity, summed up with the heart, and recited with soul. He can even feel a deep sense even though the speech is only short. “I have conditions for you if you want me to forgive.” His word.

Miss hearing it looked up at Mr. Hendrawan, just two seconds then back down.” Whatisit? If I am able, then I will do for the sake of sorry mr.” His word.

Hendrawan smiled faintly. Their distance was only blocked by the dining table of the maids. If measured as far as four meters. “ I want you to help my family tourbat.” She wiped her tears.” Help us to the path of Allah swt, help us to know the religion more deeply and forgive me for slandering you.” He wipes away his tears slowly because it is too deep in feeling, I don't know, this speech is a little bit of heart-wrenching.There is a sense of burden that is lost after saying it. But he doesn't know what it is.

He had thought about this, all the narration of Miss. ranging from the tomb of his mother, prayers, accidents, his late daughter and the request of his son. It turns out that he has gone far away from his Lord. He does not even deserve to say that he has a God, because he has so far left his Lord.

Miss hearing it look up.” Mean sir?” Ask slowly.

Hendrawan smiled thinly.” I realized that I had missed all this time, I had forgotten that if I had a God to worship, I had forgotten that prayer meant me home, and I forgot that the Quran is more important than my documents. I had also forgotten if my death was only one time but I wasted the opportunity to prepare for my death.” He gave a moment of pause because he was out of breath. “ I want you to teach my family a religion, because I want to go back in God's way before I face him.”

“But do I still deserve to call him God? And I never worshiped him? Do I still deserve to say if I want to pray while I have sin? I feel like I don't deserve to miss.” He shook strongly with his hope. He thought his heart was hit by a big rock. Very sait and tight. Very hard to explain. His mistake was too fatal at this time.he left his Lord not just one day or two days, one year or five years. But from the time he was little, from the time he was born, and until he was old he did not know his god, from the time he was little he never knew. It is like an atheist in Islam.

Longs shook. “ I do too. I like to talk, I also kill people, I like to argue and make my parents angry. I am a rebel and I am a rebel. But I still have one belief, which is that God is waiting for me to bow down and get back on his lap. “ Longs to try hard so as not to cry at this time. “ I know if my sin is compared to the foam of the sea, then I will not be able to distinguish it sir, but I still have confidence if I can remove the foam even if it is only a little, but I still have confidence, at least I've tried.”

“I'm not God who knows whether our prayers are acceptable or not, but we as beings, why we can be afraid and not believe in our Toubat. If we still ask if God accepts our Toubat, it means pamri and ask for vengeance. All we have to do is just pray fervently and with heart. let's pack we both improve ourselves.”

Hendrawan.” Have you ever killed anyone?” Ask surprised.

Longs chuckle. he nodded.” Even I forget how much I hurt others. I am not as good as you think kok.” Said slowly.

Hendrawan nodded.” So you want to help my family Hijrah?” Ask slowly.

Miss nodding.” I want mister., but for men it is good to look for ustadz only, because that is not my path..”.

Hendrawan. “Thank you Miss. Thank you for making us aware, thank you for opening our minds.” Said slowly.

“Ah... Dad ngajakin melow ih.” Hewndrawan gasped as Ify hugged him from behind.

Miss chuckling.he actually did not know there were them, but seeing Ify peeking earlier made him realize. Be this sat there is Yohan. Panji, Nina, everyone was crying hearing that. “ Thanks yes Miss... Mkakasih to everything... Loe changed everything in our family..” Ify hugged Miss tight.

New first time miss receiving someone's hug. He returned Ify's embrace gently. “ Thanks ya Rindu. I also want to learn religion at this young age..” Yohan spoke to Miss.

Miss nodding.” Thank you also for forgiving Miss.” Soft words.

Be a hugging event, a melow melowan event. They were aware of each other, but there was a different look in Habib's eyes. ‘Thank you for missing. because you've been a lantern in my family. You've brought light in my family. I hope you always shine in my family, and will be your family later too’

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“So Miss. what should we do first of all bertoubat and Hijrah?” Ask Sarah antusia, she was on top of sleeping with Ify who maih silent in his penpat he beside his mother. There was Nayla, and Nina. But the most antecedent to change at this time is Sarah and Ify may be because yesterday's calamity made them afraid of death, or maybe because they already felt life. Sometimes it's true. We must be given a disaster first so that we realize that we have left God?

Missing to come closer and thinking about something. “How long have you guys not prayed?” Ask Rndu to them.

Sarah fell silent and saw her son. “Lebaran seven years ago.” Sad answer.

Mum.

Missing not being able to answer, this has been very far turned out. “If then we have to recite the creed again to restore ourselves in the way of God.we start with a new one, we live with a new one. After that we pray repent,” Reply Miss.

Right no? It is very doubtful of our beauty if it has gone that far. Actually there is no law, but Miss just want them to start with a new one and claim they just enter and start from the beginning.

“Jibab?” Sarah's great-grandson on Missing Fear.

Missed her frown. He is not welcome to sit down. Remind it, it hurts so much. “ If I want to use Hijab can I?” Ask again fear.

Miss nodding.” Liabilities..” Answer's short. “The hijab is an obligation for Muslims. But if you want to use the hijab just because the head is bald it is already blaming the meaning. It is better to use from the heart to mean.”

Sarah swallows a dry Salova. Apparently miss knowing the reason she wanted to use the hijab. She knew Sarah wanted to wear a headscarf because she wanted to cover her bald head. “ If the mother wants to use the hijab only to cover the ugliness of the mother, or want to beautify themselves, then the hijab will not last long. If one day the mother's hair is long and back beautiful, I can guarantee you will definitely be tempted back to open the hijab.” Say miss again.

“Don't sotoy. Don't be cynical.” While Nayla was silent.

Miss staring Nayla flat.” I wear a hijab from First Grade Junior High. At that time I was the only girl to wear the hijab of all the students. I used the hijab from the first entry after the mos made everyone say I was pretentious. Unlike today, hijab is common among us. it has become Fashion and become a trandee. Hijab has actually been misused and is not the same as the meaning.”

(Actually the word Hijab I use because hijab is our everyday word yes. And the meaning of the hijab is a cloth that covers the entire body. I should have used the word Khimar, but I was more robust everyday to keep it easy to understand)

“ When my friends play at home, they think my hair is curly or curly, so I want to use a hijab. But at that time they said that if I didn't wear the hijab much prettier. And in the end I almost goya.. When I wanted to remove my hijab, my Abi said. Sometimes we do not need to be beautiful in the world, because beautiful in the world will fade as well. Right now your friends say you are beautiful if you wear a hijab, but if you take off your hijab then they will say you are hypocritical and pretentious, Our ugliness and our shortcomings are always sought by humans... “

“The hijab is not a refrigerator or a door that we easily install and then close. So if you have not been able to hijab incantantly, do not let us shame our religion and also ourselves. And since then I have never taken off my head. “ Say Long again.

Ify and his family were silent again. Miss do not know what to answer, because Sarah veiled not because of the heart, but according to Miss hijab it must be from the heart.not even though the heart is clean but the hijab is mandatory, obligation. But if we use a headscarf that only closes the ugliness will make us wrong ourselves.

Many say the important hijab in the head used to be his heart. But according to Miss who hijab it should be the heart first, because if the heart is easy goya, it is easy to turn it back. Do not we need to be strengthened first just continue the steps? Because the hijab is not a toy that we can easily play with happily... Truly, the veil must be preceded by the heart....

“Gue sii don't want to wear hijab yet. You see I am not ready and also I still want to be beautiful.” Nayla breaks the silence.

“Means loe?” Tanya Nayla still hasn't hooked up.

“I mean yes I veiled not for myself. Like that, one step I get out of the house without closing my aura, the same as I push my father and brother into hell. So when I confess it does not only affect me, but also for my parents.my father was diligent in prayer, he was religious, he was religious, he was religious, it's funny that later fitting in the afterlife he went to hell because I have no morality. I'm too sorry to rush my dad to hell.” He chuckles amusedly. “ Enough he nanggung sin he alone, nanggung weight ngurus me only, do not let my sins also. Plus for those of us who are married. Then we will move our husband also to hell. And I don't want my loved ones to go to hell.”

His father miss is good at religion, the priest of his village. He also guided Miss very strict about religion. He even guided Miss hard so that Rindu wanted to learn religion. beaten, gagged, slapped even his father had chased Miss using rattan so that Rindu wanted to learn najar. he likes to flush Miss's face with water when he is lazy to wake up to dawn prayers, during the day he will whip or hit a wooden branch. Indeed, parents miss very cruel when dealing with religion and miss the most torture in learning because it is the laziest and the most rebellious. Not infrequently miss running because of laziness.....

Miss's mouth had even been hit a hundred times using rattan by her brother when Miss was angry at her brother and memamggil brother with the title "Dog and bastardtt..." His lips bled because of the punishment.

Miss also never fed two days and two nights when her parents know if Miss steal the mango fruit neighbors. Her father was very loud....

Nayla was silent.there was a slight slashing feeling in her heart. Miss bergera with a cloth inside her wide hijab. He ejected. He hid it because he wanted to take it out at the right time. The hijab is not visible because the hijab is very wide. “The hijab is like a wrapped candy, if the candy is not wrapped will certainly be a lot of deketin and take the sweetness as little as a little and in fact we ourselves are losing. Or if I give you a choice, if I give you two candies that have been opened the same that are still wrapped you want to choose which?” Ask.

“Yang wrapped sii.” Chirp Ify talut. He was scared at this moment.

Misses to snuggle.” I support whatever your decision.want you to pack a hijab to cover up your ugliness, want to cover up because of balding. But I hope that the hijab is from the heart, so that the hijab is durable, not a moment. I support whatever it is. You knew? Hijab is easy, just wrapped or tikat it, given jrum pentul so deh. Because many out there hijab can be counted fingers, because engak able to maintain the hijab.”

“The outside world is too heavy for people who do not have principles. If the hijab is only because of intention but not from the heart, then the word people is much more meaningful (People's opinion). So, you better strengthen your heart before you PHP in Allah. In PHPin it hurts?

They're lyrically interlocking. There was a big blow on Sarah, ashamed of her. His heart ached, but he could answer nothing. What he knows now is that he has to reintegrate. He must see himself, is what Miss says true? While Nayla is still digesting Miss.he loves her father and brother, she does not want them to go to hell.

“I just put it here ya hijabnya. This is my hijab before I pack Niqob, the hijab is not too long and engak thin, make this beginner better.” Said Rindu put her hijab next to Sarah.

“Kok terbelang? Usually thin Rin.” Nayla said looking at the hijab. She scouted the base of the hijab. Hijab based on wolfis.

Misses a thin smile. “Thin touts are not the hijab her name. Hijabkan want to cover the hair with the ear. Do you want to wear a veil or do you want to wear a cloth? And don't forget the hijab. So that later her hair does not look if you want to buy her tools.” Said again.

Thin hijab is the best hijab...

Until this moment he was not offered to sit while his legs were already cramps. “If so I excuse you. Later maybe you close again, want more creed or engak. I want to hijab or not. Excuse me for going out.. Assalamu’alaikum.”

Missing the same death they glanced at each other and then sighed.

While Ify silently stared at the hijab, he was already very steady to use the hijab at this time.His heart was already very sure for Hijrah.There were even tears rolling on his cheeks.’.I definitely can. Help me YaRob’’ murmured in my heart.

Since I miss using two languages, namely ‘I-kamu’ and ‘Loe-Gue’, it is not a wrong write. Here Rindu uses formal language for Nina and Sarah, while with Nayla he uses slang. He only adjusts the situation and other people because he thinks we need similarities in order to understand each other, one of which is language.

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“MORNING All..” Shouted Nayla down her hand. He looked at his family with a smile.

“Morning Darrling's... Come come with breakfast.” Panji said as Nayla peeped at his cheek.

“Ify where?” Ask Nina there. There was Hendrawan, there was Yohan as the head of the family, there was Sarah and there was Habib. They just focus on the food.

“Not know. Maybe again get ready.” Said Nayla taking a seat beside Habib. Ify has entered his college today because of the incident one week ago.

Habib's family has performed the Shahadah again and of course has not changed too much. They are still not veiled as long as Rindu. While others are still learning to pray with ustadz which has been hired by Yohan. He will reflect once every three days.

“This Sir. The toast..” Said Miss.he held back his cough because of his pain. No one knows about it. He put the bread on Habib's soft plate.

Habib smiled gently.” Thank you for missing my future wife.” His words are miss.

Nayla who wants to eat her fried rice now did not enter her fried rice. He looked at Habib with one eyebrow raised. But silence is broken with people's voices.

“Assalau’alaikum.”.

An unheard speech and greeting from the Hollmas family. The greeting is usually like Morrning... Morning of san whatoun...

All turned their eyes to the beautiful girl who had just come down from the stairs. The long gems covered his entire body were colored ping flower flowers. Grey hijab in line with the pattern of flowers there. She smiled sweetly at her family. He's Ify..

I miss seeing that sweet. He was happy, it turned out he was useful on this earth.ify who saw Miss laughing while crying now approached Miss and hugged her.

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