Hijrah the Rebel Girl
My God loves me..!

The clock had been humming at 2pm, but Miss still could not sleep. she sighed, I don't know. He feels that his heart is not good... He was very worried about Habib because Habib was sick, he wanted to accompany but both in one room was not good. He felt that Habib was his responsibility at this time. Someone asked, Where is the other Maid? the answer is that they have flown into the subconscious.

But because the ranger makes him want to just decipher from the Balcony of his room alone, who knows he can peek a little. In the room they are side by side. He got up from his sleep and hurried to his balcony, where he often memorized and calmed himself. Balcony there is very comfortable and quiet, able to make the heart long for peace and calm.

When it was balconied he entered the window of Habib's room, did not see anything, just dark and closed making him throw a rough breath. Missed hitting his head a little at this moment. “You think what sii Rin... She must have slept, don't worry about it.!” He muttered and said Istighfar to avoid adultery.

Then he sighed and went into the room. He wants to sleep first. He has not done the third night prayer, because he has not slept, so he must sleep first and pray at night.

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Geck... Geck... Geck...

“Rindu... you're awake?” Ask someone from the outside after knocking on the door.

New miss already doing prayers one third of the night and as long as Muroja’ah. He frowned, why did the Habib family name it that way? Is there a problem at the moment. “Iya briefly...!!!” He said then won his face, he took his veil and came out.

When the door was opened, in front there was Habib who used a sturdy White suit, Brown Gloves and black skullcap. Longing to admit if Habib's tightness increased many times over now, he was even able to turn away from Habib's face. Ummmm...

“Have seen it?” Tanya Habib teases.” Are you fascinated by me?” Continue with eyebrows up and down.

Missing has just been blown away and is now big... He nodded and asked.” Why Mister? Isn't the Master sick? Why exit the room?” Ask slowly.

Habb scratched his nape. “I want to invite you to pray in the mosque only. You want?” Awkwardly ask. “On pain, I am no longer sick. After all, I do if the pain likes to be cured. Yes kayak gini.” He again answered the question.

Longing to feel warmed when Habib invited him to pray with the mosque. “Women are better to pray at home Mr. So you are praying in the mosque. “ Said refused.” And thank God if you don't get sick anymore.” Said again.

Habib suddenly became weak.he had planned this before, wanted to feel go with Miss. walked along to the mosque, then joking joking make the same happy laugh. indeed he thinks it is romantic more than anything on the face of the earth.even more than the sweetness of the man gave a hadia... I hope what I hope will be accomplished.. Amyn.

“So. We pray together at home how?” Habib asked Missing a little excited.

I miss smiling again. “Laki-lai obligatory prayer in the mosque Tuan, what else you are ready and just leave. So it is better for the lord to pray in masjid only.” Said again.

Not to refuse, but that is the day of Islam. The prayer of the man is in the mosque, while the prayer of the woman is better at home. Following the shari'a is difficult and not everyone understands it, but everyone understands it,

Habib slumped his shoulder.” But I am still lethargic if I have to walk alone. So if you want to pray at home then I pray at home, if you want to come with me. Then we pray in the mosque. Yes itung itung if I fainted someone shouted..” Habib said...

Say aja want to pray with Miss Bib Bib...!! Pack the show and find your alibi all. You're not aware of your age...

Missed cringing again. Why don't you take Panji? The hendrawan? Yohan or Dilan? Isn't there a lot of ptia in this house. but he did not want to ask that, because he was swept one sentence in his brain ‘Modus’ and his Master is currently ‘Modus’ Can Miss psychean?

“If so let's call the others. so we can pray together.. “ Said Miss. he did not want to break the spirit of Habib, at least he could accept even though he had to be charitable.

Habib suddenly brightened and then glorified.” I'll wake the others. You go kemushola first when you're ready.” Habib said after that go to the nearest family room.

Miss pengghela breath. This is what he wants. Habib was getting more and more satisfied while he could not give anything. He held his sick plate. It had been a month very sick.he dodged not understanding and went into the room.

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As agreed. Hollmast misses and family prayers dimusholah simultaneously. He stepped closer there.

In this house there is a prayer room. Initially it was a guest room but was made into a family prayer. Never prayed there and only this time. There they look their faces are still lazy, what are the faces of Nayla and Nina. The others are ordinary.

His eyebrows miss lifting.” Why is the Qibla going that way?” Ask. In fact the qibla was very deviated from the qibla that he usually knew. Where the qibla leads to the toilet again.

Yohan and others shrivel.” Where is the qibla? Isn't it there?” Ask Yohan to Miss.

Miss sigh.” Nope. But there.” His words pointed in the opposite direction making anyone look at Miss sharply.

“Do not know. Yesterday the guy put my wife in the house at his mecca that direction. So don't know you.” Yohan said. He's breaking his waist right now.

Nyolati? So he never prayed?

Miss almost laugh.” Different at home dad. If the house of his father there, not necessarily here the same. So this is wrong. That's right there sir.” The word misses understanding.

“So the correct qibla there?” Panii asked Miss and got the nod.

Habib and others biting each other's nails.” So all this time we were wrong qibla.” Habib was nervous and embarrassed.

Yasayalam...!

Missed to see it. It has been a month more means they are wrong qibla??!!

“Makanya. We have to ask. because shamefully ask astray on the road.” His word. “Because I've been horrified that studying without a teacher is the same as studying with a demon..” Say miss again.

Why so? Because it's like that. Learning without a teacher is like learning with a demon. We can interpret anything according to our thinking, while something must be explained thoroughly. So don't get like this...

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And here it is now. In front of Dr. Rey, he has seen the results of his rosen. And honestly heart miss now already dag dig dug.”.How am I doing doc?” Ask fear. He knows the results will get worse, but he will be tough and stay calm.

Doctor Rey arranges Missing in.” Why then don't you check Up? Why not take the medicine?” Instead of answering, he gave a worried look to Miss.

Misses looking down.” I have to work. So I'm not going to make it here doc. sorry.” Lirih. Almost inaudible.

Donter Rey rubbed his face rough. He rubbed his eyes so that he would cry. “Does your area like to hurt? Or has it ever hit?” Ask again.

Misses nagging plain. “Iya. Like pain, even straightened it is difficult. If you sit too long then I am not the boss standing up.. That's since I fell twice.” His word. He remembered the moment he fell down because of Hendrawan and he remembered the moment he fell and protected Habib. After that his ping hurts and gets sicker. Inflammatory and very inflammatory. All that, he just kept quiet. He never fainted in front of others, but he fainted late at night. He was always resistant even though his body was already very sick,.

“Then what else have you been feeling for the past few weeks?” Ask Rey's doctor.

Miss remembering it again.”Every waking up I like to vomit blood constantly. Body limp, and my hair.” He didn't go on anymore but Rey's doctor understood.

Doctor Rey fixed her seat and began to stare at Miss's face straight. “You don't feel sad to hear it.” Said makes.

Hates to hold. “Your tank has entered the final stage,.” As soon as Rey's tears fell, she couldn't accept the reality.

Longs to feel silent nyasesak chest. His strength cannot be expressed..

“And you also have kidney failure. Your kidneys are injured when you fall so that the longer the more infected. and now hiks..” He can't stretch it. The pain of longing is huge according to him.

Longs to have liver, heart and lung cancer has been damaged and now misses having to face a damaged kidney. He did not understand, what was wrong Miss.

Missed to breathe. Not crying and not singing any expressions, but he looked up and looked at the nanar. His chest was tight at this time. Doctor Rey looked at Miss not understanding, how bus miss not crying.” Why don't you cry miss? If you are fragile you can cry, crying will not make you weak kok.” Soft words.

Miss holding her chest.” It hurts doc if I cry. Every time I cry, I can't breathe. Maybe why my lungs are hurting so that I am always strong and not crying. God love very much yes I same doc..?” He said with teary eyes.he smiled sweetly behind his niqob,

Doctor Rey megeleng.” God you are evil Rind...! If he's nice and affectionate with you there's no way he's torturing you.. She doesn't love you, she hates you.”! It's soft. Isn't it? He's an atheist and he won't understand.

Misses shakes weakly. Her chest is getting tighter. “ I am sick because God loves me. Because God wants to take away my sins. Maybe why my heart got sick because I was always spiteful to other people, vengeful to my parents, dirty because it was full of emotions and worldly, and pulsating meaningless. Why my lungs. Why is he a deer because I don't use my breath well on this earth doc... My heart? Why is he damaged, because every beat is always wasted and I never thank his life. Why is my kidney damaged? because I always walk the wrong way.” He cupped his face which was no longer able to hold back the crying. “Allah loves me and I know of it.. Don't blame my God, because I deserve this.” His word. His chest tightened making him hit his chest.

Doctor Rey who saw it became panicked. It's close to Miss “ You're okay Miss?” Ask panicked.

But I miss trying to breathe. It has been said that he cannot cry sobbing. He hit his chest again, he could not breathe making him moan. Red liquid had flooded his nose.he coughed again, he knew if he would cough up blood and vomit blood.

With the energy that was there Miss flicked her veil and spewed blood in the garbage there.he ran to leave the doctor Rey. And then the darkness took it all away.

And it's better...!

Doctor Rey who had been staring at it became panicked and approached Miss.” Longs.. You still hear me?” Ask slowly. He patted the cheek soft miss. But there is no truth, he lifted the body of Miss and put a basket next to her.

“I'm sorry Miss.” Mumbled. He felt guilty, he should not provoke Miss. he should not make Misses in shock. he began to check the state of Rndu.” Forgive me Miss. sorry because I have opened the cloth on your face.” His words opened the veil of Miss, his hands trembling at this moment.

After that there was a peaceful face of longing. Doter Rey held back the cry at this time.he took water then wiped Miss's nose, her hands even trembled in fear. This face used to be cubby and cute, but now it's tapered, it used to be very beautiful eyes, but now there is a blackened circle around the ball he said... Missing now is like an undead.. If only I hadn't used this cloth. It was definitely like walking eyes.

He put the infusion back and some tools. He activated Oxygen for Missing. The trembling hand was no longer able to wipe away her tears. He caresses the head of Miss dear. “I'm Sorry to miss.” His words then close his lips in the head of Miss. his binbir trembled and then kissed him briefly.

He opened the hand sarum longing not to heat. The fingers were peeling, extremely thin and pale White in color... Missing is not okay and it is because of her.

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It had been three hours longing unconscious and Rey's doctor did not rise from his seat he always looked at the face of Missing peace, but when he saw the lashes flicked weakly, he was always looking at the face, a sign that the girl is going to be awake. Quickly he got up.” You realize Miss?” Ask directly.

Samar faint Longing looked at the face of doctor Rey then smiled. He nodded making doctor Rey closer.” Let me check you out yes.” He asked for permission. Missing back to nodding made Doctor Rey start with her action.

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cry when you are fragile and tired. That is one of God's unparalleled pleasures... Because if you can't cry anymore. Then you live as if you have lost the impingement. - Misses.

- Is there any pain more painful than pain but cannot weep?- Miss Azzahra---

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