HiTams
Chapter 1

I can't imagine....

I can't think of....

A world without him.......

I don't want to be alone!

I'm used to swallowing my aunt's nagging and the rude actions she's done to me. All the remaining time I spent with him was enough to affect my mind and mind. I want to be free, run from it.

But if I can't, maybe I'm the one who should set him free. I'm an orphan. Since I was 7 years old I've been feeling alone, ever since my parents had a terrible accident between a car and a truck. I can imagine fresh red blood wrapping around my mother's car and both hands waving stiffly saying goodbye to me. I must be willing to swallow bitterly and collapse the happy childhood.

Rotated from the orphanage one to 2 times to other orphanages.until my age reaches 15 years, none of my parents' relatives came or someone who kindly adopted. I grew up to be a quiet and stiff girl.

But then around and around me changed, everything started at that time, well.still fresh in my memory!

On a sunny Sunday, I was called by Mrs Ros, the head of the orphanage and I walked into her cramped, damp room. I always didn't like it when I had to go into her room. I think he's getting tired of his job and tired of seeing us home children who feel at home for years inhabit his house.

This is evidenced by always breathing hard every face to face with us. This time, when I opened the door the first thing I heard was his heavy breathing.

“ Diana, look at you. I'm always happy to see you who are calm like air, can be felt though invisible”. I'm not sure, especially this time? Mrs Ros always calls me just to complain about things I don't understand. Maybe because I'm the longest-living orphanage here.

Lady Ros breathed out and rose from her old chair which had not been replaced for many years. And stand against the window. Now he looks like a shadow.

“ you know? How long have you been living here? Ahhh. I know you very well, Diana. You are a sweet child, not much of a whim, and you are a good listener.” Madam Ros rubbed her forehead. He continued

“ and..you're the most beautiful girl in this parlor..” I let out a small sigh and tried not to be too obvious.

“ but, you're too embarrassed to bring it out. If you want, I can polish you more than this. Yahh...but I think this is the last time we chat like this diana.

i'm looking. Did ya? Wh why? Am I gonna be kicked out? or is there someone who will adopt me? That's the worst and best possibility.

But somehow the comfort started to leave me. Oh naw. I'm not old enough to be released. No. gabe.

“ quiet diana” mistress Ros change her founding style and exhale even more heavily “ mother know what you think. Believe me, you will thank and your wait all this time will pay off”. this is not my wait. But your wait, Miss Ros.

“ you will not be alone anymore. The brother of your mother finally found you, he is here.”

Whahuh? brother mother? But, but.my mother was an only child. The sound of the door creaking open. I jumped and turned around. A big tall woman with slippery hair pigtailed back. From behind his glasses, I could see his eyes squeaking and watching me.

“ I'm Your Aunt.....diana”. heavy voice and in it started it all. And I still don't realize. That something buried inside of me began to rise. Little by little.