Hold my hand, dear Forever
9. The Wound That Opens Back

After Maria got into their car. Bayu immediately took the little girl to the nearest hospital. Tasya, who felt sorry for Maria, held the head of the little girl who somehow made her heart beat so fast. It was as if something was pulling her mind to continue paying attention to the pretty girl's face.

' Oh God what kind of feeling is this why I feel so sorry for this little girl? Why does this girl feel so familiar to me? Where have I met him before?' inner Tasya while continuing to look at Maria who was currently closing her eyes due to unconsciousness and fainting.

" Mommy don't stay with me! Mama please take Maria with you!" suddenly Maria deliriously hugged Tasya tightly and her tears flowed so hard that Tasya felt very sad and touched with her sobbing.

" Dear! Come on, you wake up. This is Auntie darling. Are you okay?" tasya said trying to wake up Maria who was still closing her eyes with tears that kept flowing down her cheeks.

" The body is very hot. Papa is sure he has a fever. It's normal that a child with a fever is delirious like that Mah. You don't have to be so baper with her!" said Bayu who saw his wife Now join in tears.

" I don't know. I felt like I had an inner bond with this child. My heart suddenly felt a lot of pain when I looked into her eyes when she was looking at me." said Tasya explaining her current feelings to her husband.

" Your heart is very sensitive, sensitive and also too good. Therefore you feel that kind of feeling to the little girl who is currently fainting and also sick! we'll take him to the hospital after that leave him there. Right now Dion also needs us Mah at home. Let us not spend our time with others who are strangers and unknown to us!" say Bayu reminded Tasya of their son who is currently at home with his caregiver.

" Mama knows Pah. Mama didn't say that you don't remember Dion!" tasha said to her husband.

As soon as they get to the hospital. Bayu immediately lifted the body of Mary who was still scratched limp in his lap.

" We leave the girl in the hospital. Let's go home this time Dion's definitely waiting for us!" ucapp Bayu invites Tasya to leave Maria who is currently being treated by doctors.

" Oh my goodness! At least wait until the doctor comes out and we get the results of the examination. I really can't bear to leave that girl alone here!" tasya said she was trying to persuade her husband to wait for Maria soon. At least until the doctor who handled it came out and got the results of the Maria examination.

" Well, just until the doctor comes out and we get the results of that examination. After that we leave the little girl and have no more business with her!" bayu finally relented to Tasya.

" Yes Mas only until the doctor finishes his examination and we know the condition of the girl!" tasya said as he gently touched the husband's hand. As a form of gratitude because the husband wants to follow what he wants.

" Yes dear. This is my risk of having a kind wife like you!" said Bayu while reviewing a smile to Tasya who currently looks depressed like he is thinking of something heavy.

" What's wrong with you, baby? Are you thinking of something?? Why does your face look so tangled?" ask Bayu to his wife.

" I don't know. I don't know either. This feeling suddenly disturbed me. The strange feeling that was present when I looked at the face of the little girl! I was like a familiar with her eyes so clear with her face so innocent. I don't know I feel like I've met him before! He kind of reminded me of _____" and suddenly Tasya stopped. Because he was troubled by what he was currently thinking.

" Swhy does it remind you of who? To your daughter from Zainal?" ask Bayu to Tasya.

Tasya recalled the incident when Maria was delirious in her car. That is when Maria was hugging him tightly and said 'Don't Go'.

The words 'Don't go!' what Maria said in her delusions seemed to remind Tasya of what happened about 5 years ago when she left Zainal with her 5-year-old daughter.

The flash back

After the divorce they were both officially hammered by the religious court. Tasya immediately left the Zainal residence.

At that time, Tasya had no job. Their daughter's custody fell into the hands of the more established Zainal and had a steady job.

Tasya can only resigned to the situation he immediately stepped foot out of the house that has given a lot of good memories when he was still the wife of Zaenal.

The man who became his first love and also the first person who had incised the wound in his heart so deeply. Zaenal did not believe in his loyalty to their marriage.

Without listening to any explanation. Zainal immediately dropped three talaqs on him. When Zainal catches her wet with a man who is unfamiliar and has never even met her before in a hotel.

"Mama don't stay with me! Mama please take Maria with you!" said the little girl who was crying sobbing when she saw her mother step her foot out of her father's house.

Tasya's true heart did not have the heart to leave her daughter. But a court ruling that uprooted her daughter's custody to her husband forced Tasya to leave Maria with her ex-husband.

' I'm sorry my daughter's mother. One day we will meet again, son! Now you stay with your father. Mama will definitely one day pick you up again and we'll stay with you baby!' tasya Inner with tears flowing profusely on his cheeks.

The little hand did not want to let go of her hand until the beaded bracelet used by Tasya broke the rope and scattered because it was attracted by little Maria who did not give up her mother's departure from her life.

Zainal, who saw her daughter, wept bitterly as her mother left her home. He could only hug his daughter with a prayer that seemed not to let the mother go from their lives.

Flash back off

Tasya directly touched his chest which suddenly felt so painful. When he recalls the past that was so painful and also hurt his heart.

The past he had buried deep in the deepest recesses of his heart. Because it has incised such a deep and heart-wrenching wound to this day.