
I fell silent, what is really on my wife's mind right now? Is that the importance of his foster sister? I'm not out of thought, really not out of thought at the moment.
I'd better not talk about something like this. I can't see Nessa like she's not. When it comes to Vanny, he always looks very guilty. It's wrong what Nessa did to the girl. I feel very confused now.
I lift up my wife's body on the floor right now. I moved him up to bed. I'm trying to calm my wife down so she doesn't get burdened again, even just for tonight.
......
When I woke up, I couldn't find Nessa beside me. Where is he, why is he so early in the morning. It was still too early in the morning, was he ready to go to work?
I don't want to just guess. Better, I see for myself where Nessa is now.
I got out of the room, and headed for the kitchen. Intentionally, I wanted to see if the aunt had woken up and made us breakfast.
As I was about to reach the kitchen, I listened to Nessa's voice talking to someone. The voice of that person is a male voice. And his voice is very similar to Pandu.
"You don't have to kneel down until you're Ness. I don't like seeing you like last night. Sometimes, what Mr. Lio says is there's a point. You do not need to interfere too much about Vanny's life," said Pandu.
"Not knowing how me and Vanny. I've had too many sins with Vanny. I can't make up for all those sins if I don't get a good man for him."
"But you really don't love your husband?"
"No, I only sacrificed for Vanny. As you know, my sin against Vanny is already very much. You know, her grandmother died because of me."
"That's actually Ness' destiny" Pandu said.
"What about the man he loved, whom I took from him. Which I dated and made him lose his taste and slumped. I've taken what he's got, without Vanny knowing Pandu. Poor girl, she's so nice to me, even considering me her real sister."
"But ...."
"Already Pandu, everything I do is still not how much with what Vanny did for me. We remind you, I also owe my life to my foster sister. Not just once, but twice. He almost died drowning, because he saved me. He also had heavy bleeding, as a result of saving me from an accident."
"Yes, I know what he's done. Naturally, if you try to make him happy at this time. Especially about you who have become the third person in his life. That inflicts pain so that he doesn't want to fall in love anymore."
.....
make his adoptive sister's life.
Poor Vanny, she is a gentle and affectionate girl. He didn't deserve so much trouble. Moreover, the difficulty of the person he considered too good. The person she loved so much, like this Nessa.
But wait, there's something strange between Nessa and Pandu. Why Pandu looks so close to Nessa. In fact, she did not call Nessa Madam. Guide her by her free calling Nessa with you or Nessa's name directly. There's something wrong between Pandu and Nessa. I have to investigate all this.
I rushed back to the room and pretended not to listen to anything Nessa and Pandu were talking about. I wonder if Nessa and Pandu have a hidden relationship behind me.
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Vanan POV
A very bright night, scattered stars dotted the sky tonight. The crescent moon also looks very beautiful when accompanied by stars and the brightness of the night sky.
Now, I am sitting alone in the garden of this house alone. Trying to comfort the heart that is a little lost due to the problems I face.
I have a hard time trying various ways, so that I do not feel the heartache caused by the words of Lio's sister a few days ago. But it feels, aki can't for not being heartbroken at the moment. Those words made my heart so hurt.
I am sitting alone in this garden, because everyone in the house is not there now, except the aunt. He is enjoying his beloved soap opera at this time in the house. I'm not interested in watching with aunt inside. What I like is not soap operas, but dramas that smell of the kingdom or ancient times.
Therefore, I don't want to come with my aunt to watch.
While Nessa's sister, she's in the office. He said he had a lot of work and had to work late. If it is Pandu, it is certain that he is always there where sister Nessa is. He was the closest person to Nessa's sister. It was never far from Nessa's sister even though Nessa was out of the pot. While Lio's sister, from the one I'm with, aunt says she's also overtime tonight.
I am now really trying to avoid Lio's brother. As much as possible, I will keep my distance and not greet each other if we face each other. I'm not ready, if I accept the sudden change in attitude of Lio's brother. Sometimes it is warm and very nice to me. But sometimes, he is also very cold and always makes me hurt.
Never mind, there's nothing I should think about. If sister Nessa lets it, then I'll be home to my mom and dad in the near future. Whatever happens, I don't want to be in the middle of Nessa and Lio's sister. I'm tired of being in this house. Maybe there won't be a problem, if I go home and be the old me back home. Even now, I'm not a girl anymore.
Sometimes, I feel a little sorry for accepting Nessa's offer back then. So the second wife or the second woman in a household is not good. The hardest thing is to be in their midst. Never intend to be a second woman. Because it will never taste good. His name is also something that is divided, where there is good. Something we can't have completely. Not good, it will even cause pain in the heart.