
Hold tightness in this chest, but I cannot cry. Still waiting for an answer from Azam, my beloved husband. Though the heart wondered, what did Mirna's mother-in-law say to her eldest son.
"Don't switch topics, Deck. It was true what Mom said. Adek has changed since he was able to find his own money. In fact, you dare to answer the words, Mas!" say Mas Azam again. It ripped my heart back until the pain made me want to scream loudly.
"Change how, Mom? Adek did not understand what it meant? Adek answered not because, do not appreciate or no longer respect mas Azam as husband. Adek just wanted to explain his case clearly, that's all," I explained still with a polite speech. As much as I could I held back the emotions in my chest. Wanting to feel the heart, approached my mother and asked what she had said to my husband. However, I tried to be patient to handle Azam's mas first.
"You know better how far you've changed, Lika."
Deg.
Mas Azam called using my name. That's a sign that my husband is really angry. What has been entered into the mind mas Azam actually? I got up from my seat, approached her and knelt down. I grabbed her hand, and then I put it on one of my cheeks. I see, Azam did not withdraw his hand.
"Mas, not a bit ... Adek did not feel changed. What I'm doing right now is helping our family finances. Grandpa, don't want us to rely too much on family, Mas. Adek also, want to be able to occasionally send money to the father in the village. That's why, I'm doing all this in earnest. Please, explain the same Adek .. what changes Mas Azam saw. So that I can change it according to what Mas likes," I said while kissing the back of my husband's hand.
Alhamdulillah, Azam looked back at me. In fact, his gaze began to be faint and dim. Not burning like a moment ago. It turns out true, that gentleness in dampening anger.
Evidently, Mas Azam started rubbing my cheeks. I closed my eyes, to feel a touch I did not take for a long time. Slowly, the big fingers of Azam mas .. moved down my lips.
"Wake, Deck. Don't kneel like this" Azam called me to sit on his lap. He patted on the bag of his two equal thighs. Ah, is that true?
"I'm heavy, Mom. What if her leg hurts more?" many ensure. With my current body shape, I am not at all confident to do the sweet and romantic scenes that Azam wanted.
"No way, Deck. Try here!" Once again, Azam's mas patted his lap. I slowly put my big ass there. I heard my husband moaned slowly. Tuh, right. I said what too. Definitely heavy!
I immediately wanted to stand up again, but Azam's wry hand held my hip. She immediately wrapped her hands around my wide waist. Then, put his forehead on his shoulder. This, Azam why the hell. Why, suddenly his behavior changed drastically.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't, but I'm yelling at you like that. In fact, Adek became difficult this way because of the situation of Mas who is useless," said softly my husband with a look of affection. Make yourself this instant become a training. Forgot already by snapping it just a moment ago. I see, if Azam's mas is also depressed in this house. His emotions are indeed unstable because of the obstacles, burdens and responsibilities that he still bears.
"Sluck, understand, Mas. What I am currently thinking and feeling. Say it, whatever it is. Ask if there is something strange that, Mas see and feel from Adek behavior lately. Give me a chance to explain it to you, Mas," I said gently. Because, the husband and wife relationship stems from communication. If this relationship was good, then outsiders would not easily provoke.
"Just be calm, there will be no men who glance at Adek. Moreover, delivering orders while carrying two small children. There's still a lot of beautiful women out there, Mom. Women like me, God willing, will not be in the lyrics" I said with a smile. Truly, there is only what is thought of in Azam. Apparently, he's this way because he's jealous. I pulled the corner of my lips back up.
"I'm sorry, if mom and dad suspect you. Yes, too, because. We are surprised, in the near future your trading can be in line with it. Until, Adek can buy soap and body lotion is good," explained Azam while occasionally anchoring his kiss on my shoulder.
Why is my husband talking like this, all of a sudden. In fact, his embrace is getting tighter. Really, it's something I've wanted for a long time. Since then, Azam was diagnosed by a temporary paralytic doctor. Since then the warmth of this handsome man faded.
"Shouldn't be prejudiced just yet, Mas. Everything can be asked nicely. After all, there is not the slightest intention in the heart let alone the mind, Adek, to do such an adultery deed," I explained while wiping behind Azam's sour hair.
Father, mother ... Nelas. Are you not the ones who intend to introduce the son of Azam to the rich widow. Why did you issue first about my affair? Fortunately, I was able to hold back my emotions and was able to calm down again, Azam said. The smell of soap and body lotion is real. Mas Azam began to drift and enjoy the fragrance of my body to the fullest of his heart. I think Azam misses me too.
Our two eyes stared at each other deeply. Trying to channel longing long enough we pendam. Slowly, I took the initiative to move my face forward. Intent, give a sweet kiss to the man who for more than six years has been my husband.
Just now the two of us, put lips together. Suddenly, a loud call was heard with footsteps coming into our house. This is what it is if you don't have a door.
"Azam ...!" shouting mother. Hurriedly, I came down from the lap of Azam. But, it was too late. Because, I caught both of my eyes already glaring almost jump out.
"God! You are this, what the hell Lika! Your husband is sick, his legs are paralyzed! Why are you riding on it!" hardik mother, who immediately approached and pulled my arm. Until now my distance with Azam mas became a bit far.
"I'm sorry, Mom .. just-"
"You don't have to waste! You should be self-conscious about your body shape! Intentionally yes, let Azam not heal you can just go out of the house to meet your affair! Aye!" fawning mother with all her unsubstantiated accusations.
It has ruined people's romantic moments, now it's as if throwing slander at me. Oh my God, Lika must how to deal with such model parents ...?
Mas Azam, I saw that he just looked down without wanting to defend me.
...Seriate...