
[Don't regret Lika. Beautiful and rich women like Jelita alone cannot bear the status of a widow. Then, what about you. In fact, you have no income and have two children! ]
Sentence after sentence kept ringing in my head. Spreading into the heart creates angry outbursts. I immediately rushed to get water to wet my face and also this steaming head.
This heart seems to need to be watered by the holy verses so as not to continue to emit the smoke of grudge.
Still imprinted in the brain when Azam, I mean my ex-husband threatened never to give the right of living to my two children. If, this self is still determined to get out of the house.
Strange, very strange. Obviously that night, Azam himself gave me a choice. Or, it's just a threat. He thought, I'm afraid if I have to go back to my father's house with my new status?
[You're wrong, Mom! I was never afraid of hunger! In fact, it's been months that me and my two children don't you make a living, do you realize, Mom? Did we die floundering and become beggars? Nah! God is rich. If you intend to abandon your two children. Remember, Mas. At times, God will uproot your regime! ]
Breathe out loud. Then blow it slowly.
I hold the left chest while reading Surah Al–Insyirah.
..."Bismilbornrahmanirrahim's."...
...Alam nasyrah laka....
...Wawadha'naa 'anka wizraka's....
...Alladzii anqadha....
...Warafa'naa laka....
...Fa inna ma'a al'usri....
...Inna ma'a al'usri....
...Fa idzaa fara....
...The wa ilaa rabbika fairghab....
Have We not widened for you your breasts? And We have removed from you your burden, which weighed on your back ?
And We raise up for you your name (name) ,
Because after the difficulty there is ease
After the difficulty there is ease
So when you have finished (of some business), do it earnestly (of another), (of another) ,
And to your Lord you should hope.
I rubbed my face along with the istighfar I called. Looking towards the bed where my two children have ventured into the world of their dreams. Yes, I am currently in a farmhouse. To be precise, a small contract that has three rooms including a bathroom.
Why don't I stay at my dad's house? Because I didn't want to burden my father's mind, my parents' house was small and there were only two rooms. If I go there, my sister Tyo will give up. I haven't, the courage to tell the truth about my family.
About, the run aground of my household due to the presence of a third person that I could not accept. I waited for a moment where you were completely stable. Let me put together the words first and the reasons that are not too painful for you.
All, because Mas Azam wouldn't hand me over directly to my only parents. I still remember clearly in my brain memory, How word for word Mas Azam said, when giving talaq to me in front of his family.
I also returned to give a squeeze to my chest. It still feels very painful and tight when you remember it all. I never imagined in my mind that our happy and harmonious marriage would end like this.
It was late at night, but my eyes were still not sleepy. I took off my face, then turned to the top of the bed. I took the phone I just charged. My two children are still very strong. Because they really don't know what's going on right now.
After turning on the phone, I immediately switched to the app where I wrote the novel online. Since yesterday I have not opened my phone at all. How shocked when I get a message notification. That, my novel has been edited by one of the big Production House in the country.
"Oh my God, what is this blessing? My unexpected novel is about to boom. It turned out to be a web series," I said while staring nanar on my phone screen. Where, there is a chat lined up from the public relations section of Production House.
I turned to look at my two children. Heru and Lulu, still sleeping in peace. These tears, not flowing profusely, were a sign of amazement at the miracle God sent for my two children. "Truly, after the difficulty there is ease. Turns out your promise– is true O Allah." I, hugging the phone for a while, then started replying to the messages one by one.
Me and the public relations department, replied to chat until one in the morning. I also decided to take a short nap, so that I could perform the tahajud prayer later.
The next day, we arranged an appointment to meet each other. I told you, Dina is my best friend. Because, I need someone who can take care of my two children. Finally, Dina came with me to meet one of the affairs of the production house.
"God, give you the way, Lika. When you dare to make a decision. Later, you will be able to prove it to them. Family, your ex-love. If the name is, this Lika can also be successful!" said Dina, with a proud smile and both eyes that condensed.
"Ah, Dina. I don't know what would happen if, we'd never known each other before" said I, who was now in his arms.
"Gue too, by being able to know you, Lika. I am more grateful for what I have now. I so rarely demand this–it to my play. No need for him to be romantic, the important thing is that he is affectionate and loyal to me," said Dina, echoing my words.
"Yaudah, let's walk. He would get stuck on the road. Oh yes, Beno you will buy cigarettes. He wants to wait until we're done" said Dina. Because, I used his friend's angkot to drive us to the meeting place. That is, one of the famous cafes in the suburbs.
Long story short, the meeting ended with the signing of a contract. You who do not understand a little get a detailed and clear explanation. Of course it was also helped by, Dina.
"OK, Madam Azura. You will receive rewards from the platform yes. Actually, I'm interested in getting to know you personally. Maybe, if, Mbak there is another script, can directly submit to me. Because, PH we are also looking for good stories that want to be made FTV Even Movies," said the PR, Mei Cien.
Tight-eyed woman with short hair luris shoulder to shoulder. Her smile was elegant and beautiful. I was a little bit insecure when he took me for a picture.
Ah, what if my reader becomes ilfill. When they know the author like this. My heart fretted for a moment, the feeling of insecure re-emerged inviting kufr.
"He's a lot, a bad script. Later, if there is a suitable one, it will be sent. Aren't you, Lik?" fishing, Dina. Makes me nod slowly and smile warmly.
It is true that there is one manuscript that is broken. About, the hurt wife. Hey, why is it like my story.
"God willing, I will send yes, Brother," I said.
Hopefully, this is the path to the door of success for me.
"Elu, have to diet continuously aerobically," whispered, Dina who made me grin the horse.
Hopefully I can, I'll take off contraception.
...For the sake of you eyes like this, forced literacy....
One chapter, one coffee cup 😁
Pray, the author is also a success kayak, Lika ya🤣.
...Seriate...