Husband's Regret: I'm Not a Little Child
Abah

“Sorry Mr. Rendi, you are forbidden to enter!” the security guard at Baba's house. 

Back flash.

The day after the Fatma diwhatsap not to go home to see Abah, Rendi chose to calm herself to sleep lazily at home. The next day Rendi carried out his activities as a lecturer. 

And three days had passed, Rendi went home to her parents. Abah and Umminya are still angry. But they remain conscious parents, forgiveness is a trait exemplified by rosululloh. Although his heart aches, angry and disappointed Abah and Ummi are still ready to meet Rendi.

“That there is no need to teach you the law of marriage anymore? Time S3, our own religious teachings that we should hold dear do not know?” abah Yusuf said in a very calm tone, insinuating his own son. 

His brother Rendi actually wanted his son to deepen religious knowledge, so that he would become his successor. Unfortunately, Rendi prefers to pursue medical science. So Abah often brings up and insinuates.

Rendi felt guilty and ashamed. 

“Akbar never pledged the word divorce Bah, Akbar apologized, Akbar was wrong, Akbar admitted, Akbar wrongly intended to marry Nila to vent his heartache and just follow Ummi. I didn't see him, because it was ridiculous that Rendi married a boy, but I never hurt him physically. Akbar said still alone, Akbar wants to protect Akbar's name, Akbar is afraid of kolot, pedophile or unnatural to marry a boy!” reply Rendi again explained the logical reason for his version

Abah just kept quiet and sipped his cigarette with a shiny wooden handle to hear it. Abah was still sitting down with her scabbard and her white cocoa.

Rendi who had expressed all her opinions was silent waiting for her Abah response.

Abah still enjoyed his cigarette for a while not answering, so it created an atmosphere of silence. The non-smoking Rendi only looked down to understand the nature of his Abah. Yes Abah does like to be strange, like testing his son's patience, also gives time to think. 

After a while, even to take 20 minutes finally Abah turned off his cigarette.

Rendi who had begun to ache still sat before his brother like a disciple who was being punished. 

Yes, Abah did educate Rendi so disciplined like santri, that's why Rendi was also fierce to her students. 

“Hhhh...,” Abah sounded a long sigh. 

Rendi raised her face hoping that her brother would answer soon. 

“Make Abah coffee again!” abah even ruled. 

Rendi who was apologizing obeyed and nodded. A Gus Rendi, or if in the pesantren krab called Gus Akbar to the kitchen itself even though in the kitchen many santri are ready to serve. Rendi also made coffee for her father, then served it. 

“This Bah....,” said Rendi. 

Abah did not answer and just turned his head sharply. 

Rendi was still thinking. 

“So what do you think?” asked Abah even asked a question that made Rendi think. 

“What's Bah?” asked Rendi confused.

“What do you want?” ask Abah again. 

Abah's questions and answers are very simple and not many words, not telling Rendi or blaming Rendi. But it makes Rendi dizzy and embarrassed. “Rendi want what? Rendi herself confused!” 

“Ehm...,” Rendi cleared her throat even with her father, Rendi was very careful to talk. Rendi just kept looking down. 

Abah smiled back. 

“If you are embarrassed to marry Nak Nila, Abah apologizes. Abah and Umi are wrong,” said Abah then very calmly. There is no tension or hate. 

“Hhh...pardon Ummi and Abah!” abah said again, not ashamed to apologize.

The joints are so stifled and embarrassed. “Why is Abah sorry? Is it Rendi who makes trouble, Abah and Baba Ardi's relationship becomes tenuous, pesantren also lose donors? Abah also has to bear the shame on the santri-santri, our extended family and also Abah's friends because Abah's son is divorced!” said Rendi again 

“Keep what you want?” ask Abah again. 

“Akbar just wants to return everything like it used to, Bah!” 

“Cannot, what happened already happened!” answer Abi again. 

“How to not be angry or embarrassed?” 

“For what?” 

“Change doesn't want to repair the relationship with Baba Ardi?” 

“What to fix? Which is not good for you, not Abah!” replied Abah calmly. 

This time Rendi was quite tangled with his Abah statement. It seems that the intention to ask for help must also be stopped, Abah clearly wants to say that Rendi must finish by herself, but with an implied sentence. 

“Sorry Bah!” said Rendi. 

“Bambu Teduh and santri already have their own windfall. Abah never worried about this. If you go home thinking only of this, go back to your home!” abah even kicked his son out, 

Sounds subtle, but this is enough to turn off Rendi's guts. 

“Akbar wants to meet Abah, Bah. Akbar apologize!” reney refused to leave. 

Abah then took his seat and looked at his son. 

“That's not how much you got? How long you have been in school. The nature of your knowledge is what you practice. You know, it all starts with intention. Good intentions alone do not always end well, let alone start with the wrong intentions.” Abah said this time a little long but still need a brain to think. 

“Yes... Bah, Rendi is wrong!” answered Rendi absorbing her father's word bb

“Go home. Take care of your heart and intention! You are an adult, decide for yourself your path!” 

“How to get rid of Akbar?” ask Rendi gelagapan. 

Abah did not answer and seemed to pick up his coffee like he was about to leave. 

“Bah . then Akbar should how? Akbar believes Nila is still my wife!” said Rendi again asked for his father's opinion and justification. 

But Abah Yusuf did not answer and seemed to stand by ignoring Rendi. 

Because his own father expelled Rendi was limp. His father had a study schedule again. 

Randy went into his room. Rendi's room turned out to be so well maintained, of course all because of Nila. Even Nila's body odor and perfume were still felt in the room. The books and books of Nila are also there. Nila's clothes were also partially there. 

Rendi also fad open the book Nila and find the diary Nila book. 

“I have to let go or chase after him? I should be happy, right?” rummam Rendi's. But why is everything so messed up. 

Rendi then read some notes of Nila's diary. 

“I have to fight for it!” rummam Rendi's. 

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And now Rendi intends to meet Baba and Nila. Unfortunately Baba has limited access to Rendi, even Rendi's number has been blocked Baba.