I AM A DISOBEYING WIFE
CHAPTER 70

Aileen POV's

I am Aileen Almira Guntoro, at the age of 17 I had to marry a man much older than me because of an arranged marriage.

I am a child who has many friends, especially men, what's wrong if I have many male friends, don't you think? But my parents' thinking was very different.

They think that if a woman hangs out with a man she will become an unruly child and engage in promiscuity, and that's the main reason why I got married on my graduation day.

I who should still play with my peers, should get married and take care of a husband who is more worthy than his own om.

Maybe because it is not my desire to get married, I was tempted when my High School friend asked me out, Raka is a very popular man in my school, can be said he is the frontman of slang children in High School.

I started 'cheating?' behind my husband, even though my husband never interfered in my personal affairs and vice versa.

When my husband remarried to his ex-girlfriend I did not even feel anything at first, but over time it felt like something was stuck in my heart.

I don't know what happened to me, but I feel like I want to tell them to separate and recapture my husband's attention.

We were always arguing about any issues and there was no day where the house we were living in was quiet, until finally one day my husband and I consciously did the husband and wife thing we were supposed to.

Somehow it could, but it just happened without any plans and talks. But at my graduation party, I drank too much and Raka took me to my room.

I don't know what else we did, but suddenly Raka was next to me when I woke up and it made me feel scared and worried if my husband found out.

I didn't talk about it because I didn't want anyone to find out about the shame, until a week later I found out I was pregnant.

It was really a hard slap for me because I don't know who the father of the child I bear, I wish this child was my husband's, but what if this child was my lover's? How do I deal with my husband?

But finally I kept telling my husband the truth for what it was, my husband even found out that I was sleeping with my lover and he was so angry about it that he even kicked me out.

But after I confirmed to Raka, she explained everything and proved that the child I was carrying was the son of my husband, Archie's flesh and blood...

I was happy, very happy, wanting to run into my husband's arms and tell him that the child I was carrying was my husband's child and make him forgive me.

But all of a sudden everything was destroyed just like that because of a short message sent by a number I didn't know, he threatened me and even sent me a picture of me back then like he was always watching me.

It was really shocking and also painful, I didn't want anyone to get hurt because of me, so I decided to go away from my husband and live alone, she said, at first I thought it was very easy but what a force turned out was all the suffering in the beginning when I went away from my husband.

I should try to cover my ears from all the insults that my son is a child of illicit relations, and there are still many things that I have to endure even if it hurts, I even had to be patient with the threat package sent to my apartment.

Even I have almost 5 times moved to another apartment to avoid the threat, but nil! Wherever I moved he would find out and still threaten me.

Both my parents, my younger brother, and my best friends always come to take turns to accompany me in the apartment because Brenda sometimes has to stay at her friend's boarding house because of her stacked tasks.

They always remind me that there is still a tiny baby growing inside my womb, and I have to stay strong for this baby and it always manages to get me back excited to live life.

Until I finally gave birth to a beautiful, pure white, sharp nose, and adorable daughter who I named Almeera Zahra.

I didn't give my daughter a last name because I didn't have a husband to give my daughter her name, and I hope one day his real father's last name will be at the end of his name.

At the age of 19, I had given birth to a child and had to take care of it alone, something I never imagined.

Being a mother at such a young age is really not easy, what else when there is no husband who accompanies and turns to stay up late when my baby cries especially when I have to go to college the next day.

Although actually after giving birth my mother lived with me, but I did not have the heart to wake her up because she had to take care of my son while I was in college.

Tired up? Of course very tired, but back again I can only say 'it's okay' because there is still Almeera I have to take care of.

Since Almeera was born in this world, my passion for Archie mas can be slightly inhibited because Almeera's face is a little bit similar to him and every time I miss Archie I will look at my daughter's face.

Every day I have to give ASI to Almeera and I also have to pump ASI for supplies at home while I am in college, even while on campus I still take the time to pump ASI in the toilet.

Complicated right? Well that's my life after being away from Archie... Somehow in his current state, did he already have a wife and child? Or is he still waiting for me to come back? Even if it's a very small possibility.

At least hope he's still waiting for me there's no harm, right? After all I have not betrayed him, Almeera is also his flesh and blood so there is still a chance for us to return, right?

Hahhh, it is only my imagination that I always allow in every prayer in my prostration...

Almeera is 3 months old now, does not feel she has grown and someday surely he will ask about the whereabouts of his biological father.

I even thought of getting there even though Almeera was only 3 months old, was it time I met her and told her the truth? Is the threat no longer coming? Because since Almeera was born, there have been no more threatening letters or threat packages sent to my apartment.

Is it time for me to go back and introduce Almeera to her real father?