I Choose A Sugar Daddy Route
(No) Hypocritical

"You're too hypocritical, Ailena.”

I'm speechless. Heard the words of Fallden.

A hypocrite? Accounts are not hypocritical. I'm just trying to avoid, death, then why do you think I'm a hypocrite Fallden? I admit, at first I wanted to be a hypocrite. I want, all this to be eternal, I want to stay here as long as possible. But reality has driven me far.

The truth pushed me hard on my heart. And rejecting everything that exists.

“I'm not a hypocrite, Fallden.” Ogre me.

I returned Fallden's embrace was no less tight. Hiding tears into his stocky chest. One day, I will miss this warmth. I must have missed all this.

Flashbacks.

LII. Novels.

Ailena woke up with burns, which filled her body. His clothes were in tatters with blood flowing profusely at each of his indentations.

While at the end there, there was a man who was smirking satisfied. That man was, Fallden, none other than Stepbrother Ailena.

Original.

I woke up in a place I knew nothing about. The place is very cold, with all kinds of flowers blooming. The smell is also very sweet. This all makes me calm.

“Tania.”

I turned my head, looking at the person who called my name from his previous life. And it turns out, the one who called me was, Ailena was real. More precisely the soul of Ailena is genuine.

“I thank you, because all this time you wanted to occupy my body. Because of your presence, slowly, destiny changes. Everyone will be happy, the previous destiny will not be repeated again!”

I looked at him confused. As far as I know, Ailena in the novel is a haughty girl who will talk. Lah, this is it? Very onion.

The real Ailena smiled, pulled my hand then grasped it tightly. “But, there's one thing you should know, Ailena. It's all a world of magic, it won't last long. You can't, fixated on this world. Remember, you have the real world, and your happiness is there.”

I'm speechless.

Did ya? My happiness is there? But where is it? When's? Why has it never existed all this time?

Is my solitude happiness? I don't think so. This is where I feel happy. I feel considered his existence. I felt needed, and liked by many. I'm happy here. What, I gotta let go of everything?

“I know, you must have been enamored with this world. But, did you forget? It's novel. Not the real world. And, the author of this story must be upset because you broke the plot.”

“So please. Don't bring feelings in this story.”

End flashback...

I was silent in Fallden's warm embrace. Memories of the original Ailena words swirled in my head. There, there was Ailena who looked slightly dark. With roses on his body. The real Ailena is so beautiful, even the prettiest woman I've seen.

Again, Fallden kissed my head. This has become a habit before going to bed. I don't know why, but I can just quietly accept it. Not out of fear, if I wanted to I could have killed him by now. But, the feeling in my heart made me choose silence, and enjoy it.

“Ailena, am I wrong?” Ask Fallden. I shook my head in his warm embrace.

“Wrong? You are not wrong.” My answer. I took off her forced embrace, then grabbed her face.

Lonely, that's for sure. Because all this time, Fallden was always there for me. It was like being in my body. Let's say I'm stupid, because it depends on my own death. But, Fallden's treatment.

It makes me feel special. In my previous life I had never been treated like this. Flaws and swearing are my daily food, whereas here, Fallden has become my daily habit, before the start of the morning.

From waking her up, to putting her clothes on. That, it's like a habit for me. So how do you get rid of this habit?

Huh, I know my body in the world is still alive. My soul is just a time-travel. It is not reincarnation or transmigration that will harm my body. But, can this be much longer?

Me, me,

I

Me, me,

I wanted to express my feelings first to, Fallden.

In the morning, Fallden and I were getting ready to head to the Faluco Tower. The magic tower, the place where the Circles would pray for Allarick.

And, if you ask Allarick if he's coming? Answer's no. Allarick had to be locked up in the house while we were on our way, until we got home. And, as long as we haven't gone home, Allarick is required to recite purgatory spells at every hour.

“Mother, I want to come!” Allarick pulled my hand back. Right now I'm wearing clothes to Allarick and Fallden. They are both still kids. Hadheh.

I sighed, looked at Allarick resignedly, then kissed his head. “Cannot. Next time, how? I'll definitely take you there? Ok?” many negotiation. Allarick was silent, not saying.

“But, I'm lonely here.”

“Do not crybaby, boy! Get out of Ailena's body. You're interrupting!”

I stared at Fallden sharply. Look at this kid. Don't know how old. Can't you give in to a child? Heh...

“What? Don't look at me like that. You made me want to eat you, you know?” Fallden raises his eyebrows, teasing. I smiled wryly, then looked back at Allarick who was looking down.

Looks like this kid's afraid of talking wrongly to Fallden. Gosh darn.

“Allarick.” Call me. The boy looked over, with reddened eyes.

“Mother promised, I'll bring you something special. You don't want to? Or do you want to, what? Will Mommy, bring it. But to come along. Not just yet, huh? It's been a century-by-century rule, Allarick understands right?” my hand rubbed her hair gently. While occasionally pointing my hand at Fallden like he was going to hit him.

The boy just kept quiet, but nodded. I smiled at you. It might be hard for him to adjust. Because anyway, Fallden and I were the first people he remembered that night.

This kid will cry if he doesn't see me or Fallden. Our relationship is not blood. But his behavior was on me, like a child who had a blood relationship with me and Fallden.

He couldn't upset me at all at all. I've also seen, Fallden's emotions disappear after looking at him. This kid is special, and hopefully it's a good blessing for him.

“I don't want to, anything. I just want you, Mom and Dad back. Promise yes?” allarick's hand was outstretched in front of me. Quickly, I closed some of his fingers, and only made his little finger still open.

“Appointment!” I put our pinkies together, then smiled looking at her. Allarick nodded, with flushed cheeks.

Ok, the first problem is solved. History is a problem for him.

Hopefully, destiny will change. Fallden did not like the female lead, and Elionar did too. Hope so.