I Choose A Sugar Daddy Route
Don't be like Him

It's been a week since the incident, Fallden revealed the truth about his identity to me. Since then, Fallden never came to my Favillion again, to say hello or just a stale base.

A miss? Evidently. I miss her, with her fervent scolding. Sometimes the world is joking. After, falling deeply in love, now I was thrown by reality as hard as it was.

The fact that Fallden's running away from me. Not because of that day, but because he was engaged to another woman before my presence. Unfortunately, their wedding ceremony will be held in exactly 4 days.

Saddened? Oh obvious. Two days ago I wished he had come, to bring sweet tidings that would please me. But, apparently not. He sent his aide, Dexter, to come to me and send me his wedding invitation.

What does he actually consider me? Brother, or what? I'm disappointed. Very, the feeling that I had just felt for the first time now ended with a painful reality. This is what it's like to be in love, I hate love.

“Mother.” Allarick came to me and was daydreaming while watching Fallden's romance with his fiancee Selena - who was the only viscount's child. Their romance looks very real. So, all this time, what he did for me, just to joke around ‘kan? Aye right?

Haha, you Tania. How paperan!

“Iya, what's up?” i smile. Stretch your hands wide. He told this little man to hug my body. Allarick smiled very sweetly, then hugged my body. Her body was warm and a little cold. Reminds me, with Fallden having the same body temperature as Allarick. Can fluctuate.

****, come on, Tania. Why keep remembering it! Come moveon, in this world there is not only one handsome man. Except for millions, so come on! We'll find him!

“I miss, Dad.” I just said I'd forgotten about Fallden, but Allarick went straight to it. Allarick looked me in the eye, with eyes full of longing. I don't know how Fallden's relationship with this kid can be so good. But, one thing I've made sure is true. If only Fallden was like me. Reincarnated, because he knows all the history that was known only to me and the crown prince. Other than them, there is no more.

And, about leaking secrets. It seemed, the crown prince was not such a person. Seeing from his slightly stern behavior, I think he would be ashamed to spread his own disgrace. Sure.

“Forget that weird guy. Just focus on, Mother. What, Mom, is less handsome to be a man? Hm.” I asked a little doubt. I glanced at Allarick who looked like he was thinking. This type of pose is perfect for him.

Her cute face, looks even more cute if it's like this.

“Not suitable! Mother only fits so he's aware of it, Allarick! Not the others!”

Accounts chuckled amusedly hearing his words. Didn't expect this little boy to be possessive too? But why should his attitude be exactly the same as Fallden's? Wh why?

Why do they look like a betel on the other two? Huh. They are twins once, from attitude and everything. Luckily, Allarick has a face and hair that is almost similar to mine. Otherwise, I've kicked him out of here. Like I kicked Fallden out of the door of my heart. If you can, yes. You see, I'm not sure, I can escape the rich demon he is.

“Alright.” I relented. Allarick smiled sweetly, hugged my waist tightly then a while later fell asleep.

I was silent, my eyes unintentionally glancing towards the garden. The place where Fallden and Selena are dating. However, an unpleasant sight was actually plastered in front of me.

What a scene it was when, Fallden easily kissed Selena in such an open room, without thinking about how others felt. I smiled wryly. I should have understood from the beginning. This world is just fantasy. My destiny was written to be dead, and I should not have opposed it. Because it turns out everything is in vain.

This feeling, it makes me numb to everything. The rainbow that I had seen disappeared immediately after a long night. Without light. If I can be honest. Sometimes I want to be someone who can be happy.

My life as Tania is not easy. I had to busk just to buy boxed rice that cost so much money, for such a small price.

I have to be sincere, when someone yells at me when I feel like I'm interfering with his peace. And must resist lust, when seeing how others can eat chicken easily. As for me, it can only eat that, if anyone is kind.

If, no I could just gulp, imagine how the flesh tastes.

Haha, congratulations to you Tania. Congratulations on your first heartbreak, and congratulations on losing your love. Congrats!.

I smiled, behind the hair that covered my face. Tears suddenly flowed there. I was silent. Letting the crying that is now a medicine while I am in need of a foothold. I'm back to what I used to be.

Alone, and I should have been self-aware. Yeah, I should have been self-conscious. Everything that is seen by the eyes is not always real. Except for fiction. And now I experience it.

Haha, what a pity for you, Tania.

I wiped my tears with Allarick's hand. Let it be, I don't care, he wants to get up or not. But right now the account is in need of someone to wipe my tears. Even if the guy is asleep, I don't have a problem.

“Mother, don't cry!” Allarick tucked his body into my body. I could feel the body of this child shaking like it was crying. My crying stopped. Immediately I let go of the hug and then looked at him sharply.

“Why cry heh?!” tanyaku. Allarick shook his head innocently, then wiped his snot onto my shirt. Ck, bye.

“I just follow, mom only.” And after that, instantly I felt the unpleasant smells that had been sticky on my body disappear all. Replaced the scent of wanting to kill someone, and that person was definitely not Fallden.

Except Allarick.

Oh, my God, this kid. Damn you, once! For handsome. If not, I'll sell you!

I stared at this child sharply, while continuing to sneer inwardly. My gaze from earlier could not be separated from his eyes that emitted a high light of curiosity. Her hand, repeatedly wiping away the trace of tears that were on my cheek, then licked it.

Not at all disgusted, Allarick instead looks like enjoying his behavior licking my cheek, like a hunchback. I giggled amusedly, when he accidentally peeked at my nose.

I immediately lifted Allarick up, then twisted his body. A little heavy indeed, because said the waiter who was watching Allarick. Allarick ate very well. It can even spend two plates serving of adults. Which, the number cannot be counted.

“What is not salty?” many spontaneous. Allarick.

“The tears of our loved ones, will usually turn sweet, when there is someone who wants to remove them. Hehe,” Allarick rubbed his head in confusion, with a fluffy smile.

I smiled understandably, tidying up a little of her hair, which was out of her zone. Then kiss his head.

Don't be, like him, huh?

Who came only to give wounds.

Because honestly, I'm not a strong woman, who can withstand all the injuries.

I'm just a human being, man,

Have a heart and taste.

I can be sick and disappointed.