I Choose A Sugar Daddy Route
Malu

I stared at the sun that was about to set. If I look at the setting sun, it's about 18:00 (6) in the afternoon. I let out a rough sigh, looking at the ordinary-looking Fallden while putting the ring on Selena's ring finger.

Honestly, I was nervous (Angelah upset) to see them. Wh why? Because even though I said I forgot about it. The feeling still exists even though only a little bit of pain when you see him commenting on a smile in front of other women makes me sick. But can I be selfish like this? Selfish with a store of taste while the mistress written her name in the heart has wrapped the ring on the ring finger of another woman?

“Mother, I have to be patient yes. It's just a contract marriage, so don't worry. As long as the yellow path is still curved the husband of the person can still be stabbed!”

I'm nodding.

But briefly, ‘Yellow line is still curved.’

‘Suami people can be tikung!’

Shialan, the child is lacking morals. You told me to be an actor huh?!

Jesus, Patience Tania. Patience, remember he was a child. He's still seven ta—sewhile. How did this child know such slang heh?!

“You know where that language is from, huh?!” I grabbed Allarick's shirt a little stronger. Then shake it repeatedly.

Jesus, Allarick, are you the same as me? Time travel's? Reincarnation, or transmigration?

IF SO, YEAY I FINALLY HAVE A FRIEND!

“I can see the past, Mother.”

“Patient mom yes, don't give up.”

Allarick rubbed my fingers gently. I was stunned, staring at his eyeballs deeply. If it's true Allarick can see the past. Then he knows my past, right?

Ahahaha, how ridiculous this is.

I immediately shook Allarick's hand slowly. Then passed leaving him. I don't know what I'm gonna do now. I feel so ashamed of Allarick, now he must be disgusted to see me, right? Huh, that's for sure.

I'm just a street kid, who eats maybe three times a week. While he, treated and raised in a luxurious family. Before and after adoption. Hahaha, he must be embarrassed right?

I ran towards Favili quickly. Ignoring the Duke's greeting or the Duchess' call. I also passed by, Fallden and his wife, Selena.

I feel ashamed to see them now. The confidence that I had been holding, immediately flew far away, carried by the wind.

I was pensive in the room. Staring around the room made of pearls then stroking her softly.

Do I deserve to occupy this body? My soul is only the soul of the poor. I am not rich, nor am I. Should I accept all this?

I most dislike being pityed. I don't like.

“I'm not worthy, like this. Right?” I asked the gold-plated mirror beside me. The mirror was silent, while displaying the shadow of the body I was currently occupying. Aylene.

Oh, mercy. Why are you so easy to baper like this, Tania. Remember this is not your body. This is not your world, let's think positive. Comeing! Don't think about anything else. You simply walk steadfastly on the path you choose. Yeah, correct. You just have to stand firm on the path you choose.

I smiled, rounding off the resolve I would build for the future. I stared at Ailena's shadow with a faint smile. “I will definitely be able to survive, until the end of the specified time. I believe that god exists in this age. So, I beg of you, God. If you do exist, please get me back to where I belong. I don't want to be greedy just because of all this. I don't want to, my heart is dirty because of the desire to seize what is not mine. I beg you, my god.”

“Dan, yes God. If you exist, I believe in Your will, I believe everything you do is for my happiness. But, can you, get me back to my world? I'm more honored to be insulted by so many. Rather than staying by someone I consider important.”

Early in the morning, I was ready to bring some clothes, and some of the jewelry that I was going to bring ran away from this Favili. The rope to go down is also ready, I just have to prepare the intention and also determination. And hopefully, God will protect me.

“Enjoy, Tania. You can definitely.” I muttered. I carried a bag that contained everything I needed to survive and then slumped using the cloth I had tied down this morning.

Arriving below, at lightning speed I ran. Passing through the gate that happened to be quiet then smiled faintly. I realized that I was a little far away now. And maybe my story starts now.

Hopefully I will find a good destiny in this village.

I can't forget everything that's been happening to me. But, at least rather than forgetting, I'd rather recant. Because I know, forgetting isn't that easy.

But at least, shaking it off is a little easy, right?

I smiled looking at the village area that looks beautiful, the area is not at all polluted with the smell of smoke or money like in the city.

It's a little different, but at least it's better here. As for the name, I will use my real name Tania, and for the job, I can use my intelligence in my previous life.

Inhaling for a moment, then puffing the chest forward. Smiling sweetly, then shouting gleefully, passing through the crowded streets with flowers and grains.

“I once wrongly wished on a human, about my destiny. But now I understand, my destiny is mine. It's all in my hands. If it wasn't me who set my destiny, then who would be willing?”

“After all who would accept a woman without a pleasant destiny? Hahaha there is none. It's the end of time. Where there is power, there is love. Which man would accept a woman without a real destiny?”

“Nothing. If there is, take a look. Your physique is perfect or what? If perfect you are lucky. If not, it's a pity that your fate is stumped.”

I looked at the man in front of me warmly. The man is the principal (village) of the one I will occupy at this time. I guess that guy must be rude like the ones in the movies or at least cold and cranky. But unfortunately not. The man was warm, and always spread a smile when he saw someone passing by.

Whether it's children or adults. Amongst them? It must be different. But the man kept smiling at her.

Here's what I've been looking for all this time. People who can appreciate others. I hope I feel at home in this village.