I Desire the Love of My Husband
Get angry

Zahra's eyes slowly opened, dimly lit he saw, slowly but surely everything changed clearly, and Zahra saw Inggrid holding his hand.

"You're sober."

Zahra's tears just flowed, not forgetting what she saw before.

"Bian, where is he?" ask Zahra while sitting down.

"Where is Bian, where is he, why am I here?"

"Calm down, you were unconscious, so now here."

"Mana Bian, where is she, where is Bian, Oma."

"Zahra, shut up."

Zahra lowered her head, she could not help but cry, what she saw earlier was too bad.

Ingrid hugged the woman, to be honest Inggrid also could not calm down what else to accept the situation, but Ingrid must be strong in order to strengthen Zahra.

"Where Bian is, I have to see him, where he is."

"Doctor's still handling it, just be patient."

"He's here, in which room, I have to go."

"Zahra, we can't go in, let the doctor finish the examination first."

Zahra shook her head as to how her husband was doing, for a long time Zahra had not seen him, and now Zahra had to see him in his worst state.

"Zahra."

"Son, I have to go there, where is he, where is Bian," Zahra cried.

"Don't be like this."

Zahra let go of Inggrid's embrace, he got down and ran out, shouting Bian as he continued to move his legs.

Where should he go now, where is Bian, in the room where the man is handled, why is Zahra's mind so dark.

"Ayra," call Kania.

When Zahra's steps stopped, he turned his head and immediately approached Kania.

"Where, where is he, tell me where he is."

Instead of answering, Kania hugged Zahra tightly, she cried without shame.

Even after all her hatred for Zahra, now that the embrace was real, Kania hugged the unexpected daughter-in-law.

"Don't be like this, where is Bian, please answer."

"Mama" call Kemal.

The two turned their heads together, the hug was no longer there because of the arrival of Kemal, Kania moved to hug her husband.

"Where is Bian, how is he?" ask Kemal.

"He's inside, the doctor says it's very bad right now."

Zahra frowned, she glanced at the door beside her, wasn't that the room Kania meant, Bian was in there.

Zahra immediately got out of place, but she had to hold her leg as Kemal pulled her hand.

"What do you want?" tanya Kemal doesn't like it.

"I need to see Bian, please let go."

Kemal keeps Kania away, he pulls Zahra away from the door of the room, again and again chaos ensues in his family, and it is Zahra's work.

"How dare you be here, get the hell out of here, don't care about my son anymore."

"Son, I'm not leaving, I have to see Bian."

"He doesn't need you, cunning woman."

Kemal pushed him away, but not to be outdone, the fallen Zahra quickly turned around and hugged Kemal's leg.

She wept there, asking to be let in to see Bian, and Zahra was not entitled to it, to see her husband's condition.

"Please let me in, I beg you."

"Let go, how dare you do this."

Kemal kicked his leg to make Zahra strayed, Zahra's cry did not necessarily make him want to be kind.

"It's very good how you behave" said Ingrid.

Kemal turned his head, he saw Inggrid who helped Zahra to wake up, it was very annoying for Kemal.

"Tell him away, or I'll throw him out."

"Why don't you go alone?"

Kemal frowned, could Inggrid say like that, so great was Inggrid's defense of the selfless woman.

"Please let me see Bian, just for a second, please" Zahra.

"For what it's like, you're in if the doctor allows it."

"He can't find Bian" Kemal said.

Kemal looked at Zahra with full fury, if only Inggrid had not defended him, Kemal had already dragged him out.

Inggrid nodded at Zahra, asking her to leave without thinking about anything else.

"Zahra," call Kemal rude.

"At a time like this, you can put your hatred of that woman first, is your brain no longer functioning?"

"Mommy shouldn't be like this, didn't Mami realize the mess had been going on since she came into our family?"

"Then it's Mami's fault, did you forget that you brought that woman in in our midst?"

"But not for now, it should be that the woman left without any prisoners, she just brought it with her shit."

"Stop talking, dare you speak high like that."

Kemal rubbed his face, Inggrid very make his emotions just go up, very annoying.

Zahra revolted from a nun prisoner inside, apparently Bian was guarded by two sisters.

"Who will let you in, please come out."

"You forbid me to see my own husband, are you not sane."

"Please get out, you must follow all the rules in this Hospital, please get out."

"Silence ..." Zahra screamed as she pushed the nun away.

"You who go, what are you here for, go quickly" cried Zahra.

The two sisters exchanged lyrics, if the commotion continued to happen it would definitely be a problem, they kept quiet and let Zahra get close to Bian.

Zahra's cry grew even more when she saw Bian, the man was so pitiful, so many medical devices were plugged into his body.

Until his mouth could not be closed because of the hose inserted into his mouth, Zahra closed his eyes for a moment, this is the destiny of God.

"Look, I'm here, you're asking where I am, you're asking me to come, I'm coming now, look at me Bian."

Zahra lowered her head, because not getting any response even more deepening her crying, her breathing was short because of the pain felt due to Bian's state.

Zahra hugged the body carefully, a single device should not be disrupted because of the movement of Zahra.

"Wake up, let's get up, you gotta see me now, Bian's up."

The two people there seemed to feel sorry for Zahra, was it not a very bad situation.

"Get up, we haven't seen each other in a long time, why should this be our meeting now?"

Zahra raised her head, her hands raised slowly touching Bian's cheeks, as difficult as it was for Bian to open his eyes.

"You didn't hear me, I'm here, I'm back now, get up, open your eyes and look at me here, Bian I beg you."

Zahra moved her thumb to rub her husband's cheek, but it did not bother Bian's consciousness in the least.

"Bian, I'm sorry, I've been ignoring you so much all this time, I'm guilty, you have to hear my apologies, Bian let's get up."

Zahra slightly patted Bian on the cheek, but still did not make any changes.

"Mom, we should wait for the conscious patient, you better pray for his consciousness to return quickly."

Zahra heard that, but Zahra did not care, Zahra rubbed Bian's cheek.

"Wake up, I've come, quickly open your eyes, do I have to beg."

Zahra closed her eyes, trying to regulate her breathing, Zahra completely lost control of herself at this moment.

"Bian wake up, aren't you a strong man, you can't lose to this situation, let's get up."

Zahra's voice grew quieter, she looked at her husband's face, the memory of all Bian's rude behavior suddenly dancing in her memory.

Bian's meaning towards him, Bian's clashing, and all the other vices again pressed Zahra, why is it like that.

"I don't mind Bian, you know that if I always try to accept everything, I can't see you being quiet like this."

Zahra kissed softly Bian's cheek, amid his unbearable stuffing, Zahra silently persisted with her kiss.

Wasn't this the first time Zahra had done such a thing, Zahra never dared to touch Bian even if it was just a little.

Zahra's eyes were closed, in the hope that they would open again with Bian's eyes open.

"Mom, please let the patient rest first."

Zahra opened her eyes again, she also let go of her kiss, the eyes were still closed so tightly.

"You see, I've dared to be rude to you, let's get up, you have to scold me because it's me, Bian let's get up."

Zahra's thumb didn't stop moving on Bian's cheek, why didn't the man respond, how else did Zahra have to behave.

"And you're not a good man, you're always angry when I do wrong, you're always angry even if it's a small mistake, now I've dared to kiss you, why don't you get angry."

Zahra tightened her quivering lips, she bit her lower lip, why her tears never subsided.

"Mom, I've, pity the patient."

"Wake up, you know, I miss you so much, miss all your bad treatment, you can't help but scold me now, I've kissed you without permission, so let's get angry, let's get angry, Bian let's get angry open your eyes."

Zahra looked down on Bian's forehead, crying there, Zahra did not care even though her tears had to hit Bian's face.

Maybe that way, Bian will realize that because he is angry with her, Zahra will be very happy.