I Desire the Love of My Husband
It Would Never

This morning was very pleasant for Zahra, being able to feed Bian, being able to talk to him in peace, being able to see and make Bian smile.

Question marks in his brain never go away, serious or not Bian with his current attitude.

But anyway, Zahra will still enjoy every case with Bian, unlike yesterday which he actually ran away when feeling depressed.

"Sometimes why don't you cook?"

"I'm afraid you won't like it."

"When did I try?"

Zahra lifted both shoulders, when Zahra cooked, though the woman but Zahra could not cook.

Since long ago everything was ready for Zahra, without having to bother preparing it yourself, and now the result is Zahra can not be anything.

"Where were you yesterday, how are you, your hands?"

Bian pulled Zahra's hand, almost the plate in Zahra's hand fell because of the pull.

Bian took it and kept it, he examined every finger of Zahra, and it had returned to normal even the scar was invisible.

"Oma who obeyed, she took care of me yesterday."

"really?"

Bian releases Zahra's hand, letting her take back the plate and bribe him.

Zahra smiled, just as small as Zahra already felt noticed, can it be like that to continue.

"You didn't eat yourself?"

"Later, I had milk at home."

"You're back at home, isn't Oma back?"

"Depending on you, I'll come back if you want me back."

Bian was silent, so it was true that if Zahra's feelings had changed now, Zahra no longer always wanted to be close to Bian.

If this is proof of Inggrid's words, Zahra will leave if Ingrid does not hold him.

"Why, this is eating."

"You want to go, Oma has said everything to me, you want to get away from me."

Zahra frowned, when did Zahra say that to Ingrid, no matter how strong Zahra's anger was, it never made Zahra want to leave.

"You've changed now, you no longer hold on to me?"

"Be quiet, and quickly finish this meal, you must take medicine."

"Just throw away the food, I just need to talk to you."

"Bian, I ...."

"You're really going to leave, you want to get out of our relationship?"

"Our relationship?"

Both of them were silent, Zahra was indeed lazy to argue, but there seemed to be some things that needed to be discussed.

Bian should know that Zahra will stay, as long as Bian doesn't let go.

"What?" ask Bian.

"I'll go, of course I'll go, but that's if you want it."

"What do you mean?"

Zahra breathed out at once, she kept the plate again, and grabbed Bian's hand.

By this time Bian had come to his senses, but he did not shake Zahra's hand, another Zahra pleasure increased.

"I know, between us is a lie, our marriage is a lie, but I never know if in the end I really like you."

"But you said you were going to go to Oma."

"And didn't I leave, how long have you not seen me?"

"But now you're back."

"Because I'm gone, it's to come back."

If Zahra can change her feelings, then why can't Bian, Zahra is too foreign to her and Bian can't like her.

"I told you, I won't set you up for anything, but please respect me, with you appreciating me, it's already heavily covered our charade in front of all of them."

"You know I like other women."

"Please, you also know that there are men who want me so much right now."

Bian gulped his saliva, he went back to silence, that was Dion, his own good friend who apparently wanted his wife.

Honestly, Bian did not accept it, although Bian claimed he could not accept Zahra, but Bian was also not willing to release it for Dion.

"You have to remember that there will always be a substitute for everything you lose, whether it's an item or anything else, including the heart."

"You're gonna take it?"

"Of course, I won't reject anyone who bluntly admits to caring, claims to want, can I waste it?"

Bian nodded, of course not, the same thing as Bian who could not waste his interest in Vanessa.

But can't Dion, Bian's feelings are not very willing if Zahra with the man, maybe if with the other Bian will be more liberating.

"Now we all know Vanessa, without being explained they must understand, so please be more careful when you're with her."

"Are you stupid, you're still gonna let me be with another woman?"

"As long as you don't have feelings for me, go ahead, my struggles are my business."

Still like that Zahra sentence, did he forget if Bian could do anything even if he did not accept.

Zahra would probably still be hurt by their togetherness, no matter how good Bian's attitude was, it wouldn't be able to cover up his dislike of Zahra.

"Can you treat me as your wife, regardless of your dislike of me, at least never be rude again."

"I can't."

Zahra nodded, the answer was certain, and Zahra should have liked it, Bian was open and honest so the reception had to be the best.

"I'll still be who I want to be, whether you're my wife or not."

"Yes, go ahead, I don't matter."

Zahra smiled, her speech was so calm, and it made Bian think to himself, about maybe the outrageous attitude of Bian all along.

Zahra marries by force, accepting Bian's touch by force, but Zahra doesn't hate, she becomes love.

"Bian, can I ask for one thing?"

"What?"

"Hug me every time you sleep, and every time you wake up."

Bian laughed a little, it made him very lazy, how could Zahra ask for such a thing.

To let her sleep on the same bed, Bian objected, what else to hug her.

"I know that I'm not allowed to sue you in any way, but this time for just one request."

"Is there nothing else, it's too bad for me?"

Zahra smiled briefly, what a disgust Zahra is for Bian, can not be a little Bian filter his sentences when talking to Zahra.

Zahra is stupid, there is nothing sweet about Bian, but why Zahra loves him now.

"If you don't want to do that, let me do that to you."

"You've been acting a lot, has Oma told you to ask something silly like this?"

"No, in the slightest there is no submission from others, it's my own will, let me fight for my feelings."

"But not like that."

"Only one of the two requests, do I have to beg."

"Yaaa, whatever."

"Where can I get?"

Bian was silent, he stared at Zahra without a gap, both requests fed him up, and none of them wanted Bian to fulfill.

Zahra smiled as she nodded slowly, even just such a request, so difficult for Bian.