I Desire the Love of My Husband
I Don't Want

Zahra closed the door after bringing Bian to the sofa, Inggrid had ended the conversation.

Zahra will leave tomorrow, she already knows where to go to make things clear.

"Bian, I'm going to take a shower, do you have anything you need, let me get you?"

"No need."

"All right, I'll stay a while."

Zahra then entered the bathroom after storing her bag, very tired, her head also felt very dizzy.

But all that must not make him weak, Zahra must be strong, is not the struggle has not ended until now.

"Papa still hates him, which means there's still a chance I'll get a defense."

Bian smiled a little, he rubbed his face, why Bian was so evil, but Zahra was very good and patient to deal with it.

***

"Bian, can I ask for one thing?"

"What?"

"Hug me every time you sleep, and every time you wake up."

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"Yes, I'll try, give me some time, I'll get her to have a grandchild for Mama."

"Don't mess with you" said Inggrid.

"I'll try, can't you believe me just once, I'll try for all that Zahra stuff."

"You must fulfill your mother's request."

"Yes, I'll fulfill, I'll talk about this with Zahra, you'll get what you want."

***

"Ssss arrghts"

Bian smacked his hand without a focus, why it all felt so annoying, the situation felt very pressing.

"Grandson, prison, then what else."

Both Bian's hands clenched, but Bian imagined the happiness that would be more perfect from the wedding.

But all wrong, what is happening now is problems and problems only, there is no calm at all.

"How can I repay that woman's feelings, it's so hard."

Bian turned his head, Zahra was done with her bath, the woman looked tired, what could Bian talk about everything now.

"Would you sleep now?"

"Why, I just took a shower, my hair is still wet."

"Why do you have to wash nights like this?"

"My head is dizzy, it might get better."

Zahra seemed busy preparing clothes for the next day she was working, worried that she would be late again.

Bian looks silent to notice Zahra's movements, the woman teases him a little, with a kimono wrapped, and a small towel on her head.

His imagination began to play, did not Bian have ever felt the body, and all was very pleasant.

Bian smiled as he shook his head, he slowly got up and walked over to Zahra.

"Dear, did you eat, I even forgot to ask."

"Do you care about me?"

Zahra was a little surprised, she did not know when Bian walked, and now she was behind him.

His breath was blown all at once, for what to ask whether to care or not, Zahra would definitely care about it.

"You want to eat or not, if you want me to bring it here."

"It's not polite to you."

Bian turned Zahra's body to face her, both of them smiling, did Bian not understand if Zahra still had any business with her clothes.

Bian's eyes were fixed on the kimono's ties, it wasn't difficult to pull it, so he could see the body that was currently covered.

"What's wrong?"

"You still want those two requests?"

"What request?"

"You said that in the hospital."

Zahra was silent, of course, but Bian had already rejected her, he did not give any answer, so let Zahra conclude her rejection.

"I've forgotten about it, so you better rest now."

"Certainly, are you angry?"

"I have no right to be angry, so just forget it, and get to sleep."

Zahra was about to move, but Bian's hand quickly held her back, and he pushed Zahra slowly into the cupboard behind her.

Zahra's smile was a little visible, she started to feel another gaze from Bian, what was it, why Zahra was suddenly afraid of that gaze.

"Bian, I told you you'd better get some sleep."

"Do I look sleepy?"

"Let's go, let me finish my activities first."

"What else, it's night."

Zahra turned, could not, why did Bian look at her like that, Zahra wanted to just run away now.

Zahra's eyes followed Bian's hand movements, the man grabbed his rope, Zahra immediately held him back as he was about to pull it.

"Bian, I have to dry my hair first."

"It will dry by itself."

Bian brushed off Zahra's hand that was deliberately blocking his movement, but Zahra did not want that, he still tried to avoid Bian.

Zahra looked at Bian's legs, trembling slightly, surely because of the pain, why was Bian so forced himself like that.

"You still reject me now, do I have to force you again?"

"Bian, your legs must hurt, you better sit down."

"Don't talk about anything else, can't you just shut up by looking at me."

Zahra closed her eyes as Bian clasped her cheek, Zahra indeed wanted to be considered a wife, treated as a wife, but not for that one relationship.

Zahra did not want to do it, can Bian understand with it, all this time Zahra who always tried to understand her husband, maybe this once Bian can understand her.

"You really rejected me again?"

Zahra shook her head, she did not dare to open her eyes, very much did not want Zahra to see Bian at this time.

"You don't want me to be angry anymore, so don't make me angry now, open your eyes."

Zahra complied, it was enough to make Bian smile, without permission Bian kissed her just like that.

Zahra's eyes closed again, Bian again messed up his feelings, he did not understand Zahra at all.

His unwillingness will indeed make Bian angry, but Zahra does not want to do it by force again.

"Stop."

Zahra pushed Bian just like that as she managed to untie her shirt, Zahra surprised herself when she saw the stranded Bian.

"Bian, I'm sorry."

Zahra quickly tied back her shirt ties, and immediately helped Bian to get up.

"away."

Bian brushed off Zahra's hand trying to pull her away.

"Bian, I didn't mean to upset you, I'm sorry, please."

"Shut up."

"I don't want to if we have to ...."

"Shut up, are you deaf?" snapped Bian.

Zahra was silent no longer talking, but she still intended to help Bian stand up.

Unfortunately, because Bian actually pushed it back even stronger, making it fall too.

"Stupid!" snapped Bian.

With great difficulty he got up and walked to the bed.

"Bian, I'm sorry."

"Forget it, and do what you want."

"Bian, I'm sorry."

"Omong empty."

Bian did not care, he then lay down and closed his eyes, his legs were so painful, no matter when his suffering would end.

Zahra lowered her head while closing her eyes, yes Zahra knew she had made a mistake again, and Zahra deserved the scene again.