I Desire the Love of My Husband
We Have No Difference

"Zahra, Zahra where the woman is now, Zahra," cried Kania.

He soon enters the house and searches for Zahra's whereabouts, so insolent that the woman dares to imprison her son.

"Zahra."

"Stop yelling at him, never dare to hurt him" Inggrid said.

Kania turned his head, it could not be obeyed, Zahra had disappointed him this time, but only for a moment did Kania feel warm with him.

"Mommy does not need to continue defending him" said Kemal.

"Then Mami has to defend your son, did you not hear the reason the police brought your son, was he not guilty, and Zahra has taken the right steps, he said, after all, you yourself are unable to change that stubborn child."

"Enough Mami," interrupted Kania.

"What, you don't accept, dare you offend Zahra, you'll regret it later."

Inggrid just passed by, there was no need to talk to them, selfish humans, always wanting to be comfortable on their own.

Kania screams of frustration, then what's for him now, how can be silent when Bian threatened to be imprisoned.

"Bi, we're kamit" Damar said.

"Yes, please understand the situation."

"No problem, I'll be back later."

Nur nodded and let the two men leave the house, Nur also passed to the kitchen leaving Kemal and Kania there.

Nur did not understand, why the family was always noisy, fights were always there at all times.

Inggrid entered the room, he saw Zahra sitting on the sofa there, the woman was silent as Ingrid sat beside him.

"Don't regret what you've done, you must have thought before."

Zahra did not budge, she was so immersed in her daydream, Inggrid could not understand completely.

But to blame him too, Ingrid could not, how else now, Zahra had already made her own decision.

"You still have to step up, don't be quiet like this, there's still so much you can do."

"I don't want to do anything, Oma go."

"You want to go on like this, what's the point, nothing at all."

"Let it go, I'll do what I want."

Inggrid nodded, could Zahra say that, her daydream would do nothing but drive her crazy.

And where Inggrid can let it continue, he was a little disappointed with Zahra, but Ingrid realized the alleged mistake was true.

"Everything will change after this, you have to study harder for everything."

"I don't want to think anything, Oma please go."

"Zahra, it's not good like this."

"Don't you want me to go?"

"Not."

Zahra exhaled at once, why not understand once, Zahra does not want to talk much now.

Inggrid rubbed his shoulders, all this time what Zahra showed was a good thing, and only this time he felt disappointed at his steps.

"Oma'd better follow Bian."

"For what, he doesn't need Oma, he needs you there."

"I don't care anymore."

Inggrid nodded, Zahra won't be able to hold on to that sentence, Ingrid sure it's just for a moment.

Zahra only felt she had to give Bian some understanding, if Zahra could do anything if she wanted to.

"There's nothing wrong with this, but if you yourself can't accept the decisions you make, it'll only hurt yourself, not just the feelings."

Zahra nodded, her gaze blank again, Zahra did not want to change anything, Zahra was already struggling to free Bian from Joseph's demands.

"I'm evil, I don't make any difference to Bian now."

"Be quiet, if in a good way you are not able to, this choice may be the best."

"I don't know."

"Pacify yourself, do not think about what is not necessarily the case, just live what you should live."

Zahra played her fingers, hurt her head, Zahra could no longer think.

Zahra got up, maybe Zahra should go now.

"Where are you going?"

"I don't know, I want to be alone."

"You can't go anywhere, let Oma get out of here."

Zahra turned her head, she silently looked at Inggrid, maybe Zahra was already brash, but could this time Zahra just happen as she wanted.

Zahra has given up a lot for all things, and all that makes him very nervous.

"Sit down, think well, if you want to stay in this situation, stay in this decision, you have to be strong."

Zahra was silent, he let Inggrid go, right now Zahra doesn't want to hear anything, he won't follow any message.

Zahra sat down again, she lowered her head and rubbed her face, she is evil now, she who always tried to treat Bian well, now just throw it away in that way.

"Oma get out, don't do anything stupid, focus on yourself right now."

Zahra turned her head, the door was closed, now Zahra was back alone, she looked down with her face closed.

Claiming himself inwardly, pleading for Zahra to stick with her decision, Bian must know that Zahra also has the courage to be like her.

"I can ignore you, you'll feel what I've been like all along."

Zahra let out a long sigh, she saw the mattress there, without anything else, Zahra got up and laid her body there.

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"Was the woman gone mad, how could she have done that, she defended her husband when he was taken by the police yesterday, but now she's the one who reported it."

Damar was silent, since then Yosep never stopped commenting about Bian and Zahra.

What he had to say, Damar did not know anything about their matter there.

"But good, that way the man will still feel the pain, the prison is indeed worthy of him."

"And please be quiet, can't you be quiet, why so noisy since then?"

"Hey, you're too deep, why feel sorry for her?"

Damar shook his head, who he loved so much, Damar tried to avoid thinking about it, but could not.

All very disturbing his mind, since Zahra came Damar could not focus, the grim face was quite disturbing his heart.

"Do you like that woman?"

Damar frowned and turned his head, could it be like that, Yosep really asked silly things.

"Yes I know she's beautiful, and obviously if she's so loving, of course you'll easily like her."

"Can it be like that?"

"Just do it, he's in need of a backrest right now, it won't be hard for him to turn around."

Damar raised both eyebrows, really like that, but Damar did not feel like Zahra.

Damar was just confused by everything, why was there such a messed up family.

"Here you go, you better go back to that house, comfort him, the others must be at the police station, they're fighting for the impossible."

"That's it, so noisy."

Damar rose and passed away, seeing Damar's attitude like that, Joseph smiled.

Isn't this the first time Damar has liked women, so he can avoid his own feelings.