I Desire the Love of My Husband
He's Better Right Now

Kania walked past Ingrid, long enough they were silent there, but Zahra and Damar seemed unaware of their existence.

The two people were still engrossed in her jokes, and Kania could not accept that, when Bian was depressed there, Zahra was happy with the other man.

"Is this how you're doing?"

The two of them instantly fell silent, they turned their heads together, Damar instantly got up and nodded respectfully at Kania.

"What did you do, and you, who told you to come here?"

"I was ...."

"I asked him to come" said Zahra.

The two looked at each other, both of them not believing what Zahra said.

"What do you mean?" ask Kania.

"I'm bored here, I think I can ask her for help to accompany me here, so now she's here."

"You said you were bored, didn't you decide to stay here when Mama took you away?"

Zahra nodded, that's right, Zahra did not want to meet Bian even though her heart forced her to meet him.

"Zahra, what nonsense is this, you know Bian suffered so much there, and here you are engrossed in him."

"Tante, sorry ...."

"Isn't that what Bian always did to me?" sela Zahra's.

Damar frowned, why did Zahra not allow him to speak first, Zahra's sentence would only misunderstand everything.

"I told you, I don't want to live with hope anymore, I'll be what I want to be, and you need to know that I'm describing your child's attitude toward me."

"Zahra, the situation is different, don't be rude to you."

"Why, why am I the brash one, what am I doing with Damar, are we doing the dirty thing, or what?"

"Ayra," call Damar.

Zahra turned her head, the two lingering in gazes at each other for a while.

Ingrid seemed to be approaching with his own efforts, he slightly pulled Damar away from Zahra's bed.

"I'm sorry" said Damar.

"Why are you coming back here, what's your business with Zahra now?"

"I told you, I told him to come here, there's no need to scold him like that."

Inggrid shook his head, his feelings becoming increasingly dislike towards Damar.

Why they should know each other, Damar really did contribute to Zahra, but Inggrid did not want it to be the reason Damar approached Zahra.

"I'm glad he's coming."

"And you can really forget about Bian?" ask Kania.

"That's what I'm fighting for."

Kania clenched her hands, how dare Zahra say that, did she deliberately play tricks on all of them.

What exactly is Zahra's desire, after successfully imprisoning Bian, now he is busy with other men.

Kania shook her head, Kania couldn't accept it, it didn't matter if Zahra wanted to leave Bian for Damar, but she had to be willing to release Bian.

"Come home now, don't see my grandson again" Inggrid said.

Damar just nodded, rather than having to argue, Damar better go first because maybe he can explain next time.

"I'm sorry."

"Go away soon" said Kania.

"Ra, I'm leaving."

"Be careful, thank you for the food."

Damar smiled as he nodded, his feet swaying away from the room, at least now Zahra is healthy.

"What do you really want?" ask Kania.

"What does that mean?" ask Zahra.

"There's no such intention."

Kania smiled wryly, why is it so difficult to be patient with Zahra, Kania always felt annoyed with the woman.

"Can't you stop dealing with him?" ask Inggrid.

"No, of course you can't, why, Oma would ban me for that?"

"He's not necessarily good, you don't ...."

"I don't care, I'll just do whatever I want, good or not I don't want to think about it."

"Do you think this is true?" ask Kania.

Zahra nodded surely, of course true to her own thinking even if not for others.

Zahra sighed calmly, she did not want to be messed around by anything, so do not force Zahra to think about anything other than what she wanted.

"Zahra, can't you think right?" ask Kania.

"I've been thinking very correctly, I told you that I'm only going to do what I want."

"It's so selfish of you."

"There's no need to call me that, I don't care at all, Mama's just gonna get tired of talking to me a lot."

"It's getting more disrespectful to you."

Zahra breathed his breath, whatever let them speak, Zahra would not touch him.

Later on, they would understand that if everything they did would only be in vain, Zahra would no longer obey whatever they wanted.

"I'm going home today, aren't I okay?"

"You know you're coming home tomorrow" said Inggrid.

"Why not now, is it the same?"

"Follow the rules, don't be noisy, it's for your own good."

Zahra nodded, alright then, it is better for Zahra to sleep now.

He then lay down and closed his eyes, Kania and Inggrid exchanged lyrics, even Zahra did not ask the slightest question about Bian.

"I don't understand what to do with him anymore" Kania said.

Inggrid was silent, he chose to stay staring at Zahra, not he also did not understand Zahra now.

"I have to go home now, Mami just go back to the room."

"As far as you are."

Kania then brought Ingrid to his ward, no more patience to talk to Zahra.

The woman was very annoying, her attitude and speech were so arbitrary, Kania could not accept all that.

"I'll never be able to speak well with him like that."

"It's not that you know that Zahra is thinking about everything, you should understand that this isn't something that's easy for her either."

Kania did not answer, Zahra himself made the mess, he should have handled it well.

Strange indeed, it seems that the woman is always forcing herself in everything.

Kania helps Ingrid move to lie down, should indeed Kania go home to be able to calm down.

"What do you want, before I go home, let me get it ready."

"Nothing, just go home if you want to go home, Mami just want to rest.

"Later I tell Mbak Nur here, he can take care of Mami and Ayra."

"Yes, it's up to you."

"If there's anything, tell me immediately."

Inggrid nodded, hopefully he can do it.

Kania then left Inggrid, so Kania would come back later tonight if he could.

Inggrid closed his eyes for a moment, whether when all his problems would end, Ingrid was tired of being in such a state.