I Desire the Love of My Husband
Stay a Little

The journey from time to time they have lived, all they pass even with a heavy heart.

Zahra was increasingly successful with his company, and other problems Inggrid was able to solve.

Although Kemal company is still bad, even now it has almost collapsed, but Kemal did not give up.

Bian's figure has never disappeared from their memory, Bian has been there for months, and Zahra has not intended to end it all.

"Oma, are we going to be gone next week?" ask Zahra.

"Of course, wasn't everything prepared?"

"Yes, Marvel said it was like that."

Inggrid nodded, the plan to carry out the annual activities is now correct.

The good state of the company and all its residents had been very supportive for the event, and Ingrid finally agreed to do the activity.

"Your day has a show?" ask Inggrid.

"No, tomorrow and the day after tomorrow aren't workdays so I'm not going anywhere."

"Would you like to see Bian?"

Zahra was silent at once, peace was beginning to be felt, Zahra was never again heavy when she remembered Bian.

But to meet him, Zahra had not wanted to do so yet, Zahra still wanted to by her own time.

"Zahra, maybe just once, even if it's only for a few minutes it will mean a lot to Bian."

"I didn't think of that."

"Zahra, you have proven everything, you have made Bian feel the return, even if not to free him, it may be enough to just look at him."

"Vanessa and Sintia have seen him a lot, that's enough for Bian."

Inggrid was silent, was it true, but Bian always asked Zahra to come to see him.

It's true, the two women still visit Bian, especially Vanessa, but it seems Bian no longer wants the woman now.

"Oma, I forgot if there's a job I brought home, I have to do it now before Marvel nags later."

Inggrid nodded, Zahra has always been like that, she always dodges for various reasons when it comes to Bian.

But Inggrid did not intend to force it, just let it be what it wants, gradually Zahra will change by itself.

"I'm sorry, if there's anything, just call me coming."

"No problem."

Zahra smiled and left Inggrid, entered her room and sat down at her dresser.

Zahra looked at herself there, she felt her life was like her wish, Zahra felt free and peaceful without any pressure.

She succeeded in becoming a dissident, against those who tried to suppress and bring her down, even though it was her own father-in-law.

"Am I great, or what is the proper name for my behavior?"

Zahra smiled at a glance, Zahra's arbitrary attitude had managed to make her happy, but it didn't hurt others.

"I like it like this, can I continue like this, my struggle is not a joke to get to this point, Zahra do you know the mistakes and the truth is always side by side, which way are your next steps?"

Zahra was silent, she focused on looking at the mirror, as if the two pairs of eyes were two different figures.

Zahra is evil, yes Zahra admits it, but with her evil she manages to get what she wants.

Zahra saw the bed behind her through the mirror, Bian was there every night, and they often slept together there.

"I've always hoped that your kindness and sweetness were not Bian's plays, but that was just a stupid wish I had."

Zahra opened a small drawer beside her, she grabbed a small calendar there, opened it sheet by sheet, had many circles of them every month on the date of her marriage with Bian.

"This much, and it ends with me holding you there, do you understand that now I feel that justice is still there for my life?"

Zahra reopened her calendar, there was one other date of the wedding date marked as well.

It was the worst date for him, where Bian took away his future, where Bian destroyed the rest of the hope he had, all forced, and until Zahra could not let go.

"Your presence there, can't replace everything, I can't get it anymore."

The calendar reopened, until the last circle of the month was running, Zahra smiled, is that not fair, the wound had been paid.

Zahra opened until the end of the month there, the year was only 2 months left, but Zahra's marriage with Bian occurred in the second month of the year.

That means they are still 4 months away from their marriage agreement in force, and have successfully passed 8 months from the agreement.

"And until now I still hope with that man, my stupidity is strong Bian."

Zahra looked down at her eyes and her face was instantly hot, which happened between her and Bian was bad, but it wasn't when in front of them all Bian's attitude was so sweet.

All the memories met, fought and opposed each other, Zahra wanted to survive but all the bad things made Zahra want to stop.

"I have to what now, my time is only a little, I should be happy right?"

"Yura."

"Ayra, what are you doing?" ask Kania.

Zahra kept her calendar and closed her drawers, she saw Kania from the mirror.

"Are you busy?"

"No."

Zahra turned and greeted her father-in-law, after a long time, Kania finally met her again.

Zahra must whom if she will hear again the name of Bian, and will hear various requests for Bian's freedom.

"What's wrong?" ask Kania.

"What's wrong?" ask back Zahra who was confused by Kania's question.

"You crying?"

Zahra frowned, why should Kania realize that, did Zahra not cry, she just glazed over.

"What's up, there's a problem?"

"No, I'm just dizzy with my job."

Kania nodded, though honestly he did not believe Zahra's answer.

Zahra shifted the chair she had sat in, and asked Kania to sit there, Kania also did not refuse with it.

"Mama herself here?"

"Yes, it's out of the front shop, you guys come by here."

"Buy what?"

"Mom bought clothes for Bian."

Zahra was silent, wasn't it true, there would be nothing else to hear but about Bian.

Zahra nodded with a smile, of course it was fake, because Zahra did not like it.

"Isn't Bian's clothes a lot here, and it's still good" Zahra said.

"That's true, but maybe you don't know that Mama always buys Bian new clothes every time he has a birthday."

Zahra nodded again, that's right, Zahra did not know, and it seems that Zahra did not want to know.

"Lusa is Bian's date of birth, Mama always prepares new clothes for him, even if only one pair but Bian must be happy."

Zahra watched as Kania opened up what she had bought, just plain clothes, nothing special, casual clothes at home.

"Mama used to buy him Office clothes, but now that he's not at the Office, so Mama bought him casual clothes, is this good?"

Zahra did not answer, she chose to quietly look at Kania, her eyes looked red, not wrong Kania must be holding back her tears.

As evil as Zahra was, she had separated a mother from her child, she had also hurt her feelings for so long.

"Mama will give you this, and will ask Bian to put it on right away, it must fit on his body right, but do you think he will smile when he receives this later?"

Zahra turned, why should it be like that, should not Kania ask like that, zahra did not want to hear what else to answer.

"Yura."

"Yes." Yeah."

"You know Bian's birthday?"

"No, I don't know that."

"That means, you didn't prepare any gifts for her?"

Zahra nodded doubtfully, it definitely added to Kania's disappointment, Zahra completely forgot about Bian now.

Kania nodded as well, she tidied up her clothes, and kept them.

"You still can't forgive him, you still can't end his sentence, no problem, but can you come on his special day?"

"For what reason, wouldn't Mama be there, and surely the others would be there too."

"Because Bian asked Mama to take you there."

Zahra smiled at a glance, the longer Kania's figure and all of her speech, the more claustrophobic Zahra became.

As her guilt grew, Zahra touched her cheek as she turned, what she should think now.

"If you hate Bian so much, no problem, you don't have to talk to him, you just come and let Bian see you."

Zahra shook her head a little, what could it be like, are they planning something against Zahra later.

"Alright, don't be angry, Mama's not forcing you, Mama's talking normally, if indeed you don't want to be no problem, sorry Mama has added to your headache today, Mama's dizzy head today, please continue your work."

Kania got up and just passed, Zahra just silently stared at Kania's departure, all messed up, Zahra's mind and heart were no longer one way.

It was the opposite, they were fighting each other, his mind would not care about Kania and all his words, but his heart was so defensive of Kania.