I Desire the Love of My Husband
I Chose It

Early in the morning Kania and Kemal were already at Inggrid's place, they would go together to meet Bian.

Not long after, Zahra heard a voice from out there, she walked and stood on the balcony of her room, it was Bian's friends.

Zahra smiled, didn't they love Bian so much, it was fitting that Bian never needed Zahra.

"Where's Ayra?" ask Kania.

"He's still on top" Kania said.

"We're leaving now?" ask Kemal.

"Wait a minute, is this serious, we can go in with Bian?" ask Dion.

Kania turned her head and nodded surely, already from afar Kania begged the police for tolerance about it.

And he managed to get permission, therefore Kania invited them all, and fortunately they all agreed with it.

"All right, let's go now" said Kemal.

"Where's Ayra, why isn't she coming?" ask Inggrid.

"Auntie, please call Ayra," said Kania.

"Just a minute, Mom."

With quick steps, Nur climbed the stairs to get to Zahra's room.

Nur had not been able to knock on the door, the door was already open, Nur was a little surprised by Zahra who was still wearing her nightgown.

"Nl ...."

"I'm not coming, just tell me they can go now."

Nur frowned at it, could Zahra say that, wasn't it the important day of her husband.

Zahra again closed the door, Nur also could not force, he then went back down and approached them all.

"Non Ayra's not coming, ma'am."

They turned their heads together, obviously it was news that they did not want to hear, Zahra had made them disappointed and upset.

"What is he doing?" ask Inggrid.

"It looks like she just woke up, Non Ayra hasn't changed clothes yet."

"Why think about that woman, we're here to pick up Mami, not her" Kemal said.

"Can I persuade him?" ask Dion.

Without thinking, Ingrid immediately agreed with Dion's offer, the man then walked to Zahra's room.

Dion couldn't believe that if Zahra had changed now, she really wasn't the Zahra Dion knew before.

"Zahra, can I talk to you?"

"Go, I told you you can go now."

"Let me in for a minute."

The door opened, Zahra silently looked at Dion, the man would definitely try to persuade her or maybe force her.

But Zahra will stick to her wish, she will not come to see Bian with all of them.

"Zahra, why did you become like this, you completely forgot about Bian, how could it be like that?"

"You should be happy because I've forgotten her."

"Yes you're right, but I know it's fake."

"It's still morning, I don't want to argue about anything, so you better go, please respect my decision if I don't want to go there."

"That's impossible."

"Why should it be impossible, I don't care about it, and I won't beg you to believe."

"Zahra, maybe this one time you can meet Bian."

"I don't want to, and you better leave before I hate you too."

Dion nodded, it was possible that Zahra intended to come after them, just that he might have his own way of mending his relationship with Bian.

Well, hopefully that's true, don't they just have to be sure of all the good possibilities.

"Wait what else?" ask Zahra.

"I'm waiting for you to change your mind."

"That's not gonna happen, you're just wasting your time standing here."

Dion did not flinch, he chose to quietly look at Zahra, the woman looked to turn to avoid Dion's gaze.

"Zahra, you shouldn't be doing this, this is overkill."

"Then don't see me again, you have to go for the next."

"No, fine I'll go now."

Dion then left without saying anything more, no problem, if forced it might make things worse.

They turned their heads and looked at Bian expectantly, except for Kemal who seemed indifferent to the result.

"How's it?" ask Kania.

"Zahra didn't want to, she said she wasn't feeling well, so maybe she'll take her step later."

"He's going to Bian?" ask Inggrid.

"See it, but hopefully."

"Don't expect too much, he's no longer concerned now, why are you still taking care of him?" ask Kemal.

They looked back at Kemal's astonishment, instead of realizing that his attitude was wrong, Kemal actually persisted in the hardness of his heart to hate Zahra.

There is nothing they can do now against Zahra, other than to follow where he thinks.

"We better go now, won't it be just a little while?" ask Dion.

"Yes, that's right, we're only given an hour" Kania said.

"All right, let's go."

They got out, got into their cars and left their homes.

Zahra seemed to notice them all, they actually went to meet Bian, wasn't Zahra great at still being able to endure the pressure of her longing.

"May you be happy, and may you also be happy Bian."

Zahra smiled, she shook her head as she entered the room, there was no need to think too long about Bian.

Zahra can still be weakened by the figure of Bian, even though just remembering his memories.

Krieg .....

Zahra grabbed her phone and lay down, smiling at the video call from Damar, she answered without hesitation.

"It's still morning, have you forgotten?" ask Zahra.

"Is your day off still busy with work, I'm lonely and I seem to miss the doll."

Zahra frowned, really like that, so Damar was still thinking about the doll until now.

Unable to, Zahra felt jealous of that, Damar seemed to laugh after being satisfied looking at Zahra's face on her phone screen.

"Don't say that again, I don't like it."

"Truely, then there's one more thing I want to say."

"What?"

"I'm lonely and I feel like I miss the owner of the doll."

Zahra felt silly with Damar's sentence, seeing Zahra's increasingly funny expression, Damar just laughed more.

"Well, it's worse than the previous sentence" Zahra said.

"Of course, I know that."

"So, what's up?"

"Are you busy, I'd like to interrupt you today."

"You dare to do it?"

Damar nodded surely, I don't know, Damar was bored and he felt that only Zahra could accompany him.

Not without thinking about the consequences, but Damar could not avoid his desire to meet Zahra.

"How about, I asked if you only had free time."

"Of course, I'll always have time for you."

"really?"

Zahra nodded surely, rather than at home Zahra should continue to feel guilty for everything.

It is better that Zahra seeks her own happiness, not thinking about anything else, Zahra agrees with Damar's invitation.

"You want me to pick it up, but I'm still in a taxi."

"It seems unnecessary, we meet anywhere, where should I go?"

"I'll send it later."

"Okay, but I have to get ready first, and it's gonna take a while."

"No problem, do as you please."

The two smiled, it was very much in line with Damar's wishes, as he wanted to meet Zahra, right then and there they actually met.

Zahra saved her phone after the connection was cut off, of course she realized if it was a mistake, Zahra has been guilty for the umpteenth time.

Refusing to meet her summons for various reasons, Zahra easily accepted the invitation from another man, which was very bad for her status as a wife from her husband.