I Desire the Love of My Husband
Defend

"I made you wait a long time, but I won't apologize."

Damar turned his head, he smiled as he shook his head, of course it was no big deal.

"Let's sit down" said Damar.

"Why hurry, you should leave when I'm gone."

Damar shook his head, Zahra sat down next to Damar and kept his bag, the journey was over and now he was just relaxing.

"How are you?"

"Of course it's good."

"His phone?"

"Shush."

Damar smiled, they met fixed in the dining area, only the atmosphere was more relaxed.

Zahra is the first time there, an open dining place and is in the middle of shady trees.

"How are people home?"

"Well, they're fine."

"Thank God, you said you wanted to see me?"

"No, they're away with the show."

"What way?"

"Oma said, it's Bian's birthday."

"Really, why don't you come?"

"Do you have to?"

Damar was silent, a moment later he nodded, it seemed like Zahra was still unable to reconcile with Bian.

Alright, no need to extend, Damar did not intend to discuss Bian this time.

"You want to order now?"

"Please, I'm coming."

Damar nodded again, waving to get the waiter to come, they ordered what they wanted.

Zahra seemed to be ordering more than Damar, no problem, Zahra was wanting to eat a lot now.

"It's been, a little bit faster" Damar said.

"Okay, please wait."

Damar nodded, he returned to Zahra, the woman seemed silent, it was not impossible if she was thinking about her husband.

Should Zahra be able to succumb more to his hard heart, he would not be able to survive in such a state.

"Are you here to daydream?"

"No, aren't you talking to him."

"He's gone, what's going on, why is this?"

Zahra shrugged her shoulders at a glance, what is it, maybe Damar knows for himself the answer.

Damar turned away for a moment, actually it was not a problem, but could Zahra focus for a moment.

"If you're not ready, you'd better give up."

"Give up for what?"

"All the things that just burden you."

"I told you I wanted to get away from everything."

"And that's still a lie."

Zahra frowned, how can a lie, isn't it true, those two opposing desires come together.

Damar smiled as he rubbed Zahra's head, what a pity that woman, why should be stuck in the situation now.

"It seems like being an adopted son like you is more fun, than being a coercive wife and daughter-in-law like me."

"It could be, depending on how that person reacts to it, if you think I'm luckier, but I don't think at all, it's wrong."

"Would you tell me about your burden?"

"No, I'm not that weak."

Both of them smiled, Zahra nodded, yes she realized that she was only her weak self at the moment.

Krieg ....

The two exchanged lyrics, Zahra then grabbed her phone from inside the bag, it was a video call from Kania.

Zahra was silent, this must be about Bian, whether they were still together, or maybe this was Bian borrowing Kania's phone.

"Jawab, aren't you brave right now?"

Zahra looked at her glance, after sighing, she answered her call.

Isn't it true, if it was Bian who borrowed Kania's phone, Zahra immediately switched her camera so as not to show her face.

"You're not coming?"

"You didn't see me there, so the answer is clear."

"And you still won't come?"

"Of course."

Damar nodded slowly, he only hoped that Bian did not know of his current existence.

Because if that happens, Zahra will get back into trouble, it will get even more troublesome.

"Zahra, I hope you're okay until I see you again."

Zahra closed her lips, she did not turn away from the screen of her phone for a second, like that Bian now, she looked bad.

Zahra has made it bad, it is the result of Zahra's selfishness, what Bian really suffers there.

"Can't I see you, I'm not interested in seeing those tables."

"I don't want to."

"Just for a second, sorry that I've missed you now, please take this for a play, but let me see you."

Zahra lowered her head, the instant feeling was chaotic, her tears were ready to flood her cheeks.

Damar seemed to rub Zahra's back, it was obvious that Zahra was still pushing herself.

"I'll be back in the cell soon, they'll be home, after that I won't be able to call you, don't have much to say because I just want to see you, then I'll close the call."

Zahra moved Damar's hand carefully, she turned her head and saw Damar nodding.

Zahra then returned the camera to herself, Bian seemed to smile, but it made Zahra even weaker.

"How are you, Oma said, you're already very well now, I hope forever it will be like that."

Zahra bit her lower lip, she needs strength now, from where Zahra can get it.

"You look different, I believe now that Oma is telling the truth, you're very well, you have to keep that up, keep your good state."

Zahra kept her cell phone away, she covered her face with both hands, trying to make no sound when she could no longer cry.

Damar closed his eyes for a moment, it was bad, nothing was okay from Zahra.

"Please, the order."

Damar turned his head, he smiled while helping to tidy up his order, Damar thanked him without a sound.

Even so his servant still understood, and left again after his task was completed, Damar again glanced at Zahra.

"Zahra, you know, I'm always waiting for you to come, I always thought that you wouldn't be able to do this to me, but I'm wrong I underestimated you all along."

Zahra kept trying to maintain her control, nothing changed, Zahra still weak if faced with Bian.

"I don't know how much longer I'm here, but no matter how long it takes, I hope you can stick around, you want to wait until my sentence is over so that I can replace all my ill-treatment with something better someday."

Zahra cut her connection just like that, she cried without caring around, just let those who were there be nobody, Zahra did not need to think about it.

Damar nodded, he brought the drink closer to Zahra, what to do now, maybe Zahra should just stay home.

"Drink," said Damar.

Zahra didn't care, she was so focused on her crying right now.

Damar slightly smiled, hesitantly pulling Zahra to lean on his shoulder, it was not at all the bad intention of Damar.

"Not always will the bad man be evil, and not always will the good man be good, but a second chance will always be there for anyone who intends to change, it depends on your own confidence."

Zahra shook her head, all this time she had always believed in Bian even if it was just a charade.

And it felt like Zahra was tired of the Bian play, but until now, Zahra was still helpless against the man.

"Lies often save us, but the lies themselves that will harm us, I've said that if you feel inadequate then you have to end it all, this is not about separation, I've said that, but more on the second occasion or whatever sentence can better satisfy you against Bian."

Instead of silence, Zahra's cry becomes more and more, when the desire to part and endure suppress it together, the people near him actually support to survive.

"You are not as strong as Ayra is proud of, you must realize that, stop fooling yourself, you still expect it and that's the truth, you forget if there is more power over your heart, you won't be able to control it Ayra."

Hearing Zahra's sober cries, enough to make Damar sad, it was enough to explain if Zahra was a gentle woman.

He was spoiled but he was stubborn, but he would relent when he felt that something was precious, and Bian could not understand that, either, so that all felt not in accordance with their expectations of each other.

"Defend if you want to, and let go if you no longer want to, the choice of coming and going is side by side, but you won't be able to stay in the middle, you have to choose one without having to force."

Zahra shook her head, Zahra could not tell when Bian was telling the truth and when Bian was lying.

It looked the same to Zahra, and perhaps forever Zahra would still be deceived by it all.

"Have it, don't be like this, sometimes people look stupid for the sake of making themselves happy, but it won't last long, stop, you better stop pretending and fix everything together, that'd be better."

Damar shook his head, slowly he hugged Zahra, somehow to make her stop crying.

Gradually they will be suspicious of Damar, and that will embarrass him.

"Be quiet Ayra, you have made me sin, I fear being cursed by your husband and family for having dared to embrace you like this, what would my fate be like if they really cursed me later, sss ahh it's so bad even I'm afraid to just imagine it."

Zahra instantly pinched Damar's stomach strongly, making the man grimace in pain with a loud voice.

Of course it was getting their attention there, Damar instantly silently stared when he realized their gaze.