I Desire the Love of My Husband
Believe

They were already impatiently waiting for Bian to come out from inside there, Kemal, Kania, Vanessa, Sintia, Damar and Dion, they were there now.

Hearing that Bian's freedom would exist today, they were so eager to pick him up, but still Zahra was nowhere to be seen among them.

Even so, it does not necessarily reduce their happiness over the freedom that Bian will get.

"I'm coming" said Bian.

They turned their heads together, the panantian that felt so long was finally over, the man was in front of them now.

"This is what should have happened a long time ago" Damar said.

Bian turned his head, he wondered why the man was among them, who he was.

"Thank God, you are free now" said Kemal.

"Don't repeat your mistake again, or the sentence will be heavier than yesterday" said Sintia.

Bian nodded, hugging them in turns, even though Bian did not know who Damar was, he still hugged him.

"Be better" said Sintia.

Bian smiled, he glanced at Sintia and Vanessa alternately, without hesitation Bian hugged the two together.

Sintia seemed to be smiling with that hug, but Vanessa was visibly upset that she had to share Bian's embrace with her cousin.

"Where's ayra?" bian asked releasing his embrace.

No one answered, from the beginning they had not seen Ayra, and there was no news of her.

"Whether he's sorry about his decision, I can go back in if he's sorry."

"Where it can be like that, he is waiting for you at home" Damar said.

Bian looked back silently at Damar, the man knew Zahra, not Damar he had seen during a great quarrel at that time.

Bian did not get any explanation about the man, but it seemed that Zahra liked him.

"No need to talk much, let's go home now, we'll see Ayra and we'll be happy there" Kania said.

They nodded in agreement, after talking a few jokes, they then left the annoying place.

They would celebrate Bian's freedom with a big meal, and already they should enjoy it.

"Non Ayra, everything is ready, maybe you want to see first, fearing something is lacking."

The door opened, Zahra slightly smiled looking at Nur behind the door.

"Please, Non."

"No need, if it's done, just wait for them to come."

"Non Ayra's not out?"

"No, my head hurts, I'd like to stay in the room, you better be with them there."

Nur nodded, it was no problem, Nur will help them.

But Nur did not see if Zahra was okay, the woman did not seem happy even after her husband was released.

"Do you need to call the doctor?"

"No, I'm fine, don't worry."

"But Non Ayra doesn't look okay."

"No, no, Auntie better get down, they'll be there any minute."

Nur nodded again, he then resigned and went back down, maybe Zahra will go down when they come later.

Nur hoped that it was true, so that Nur could see Zahra happy, were they not so happy when they knew Bian would be released.

"Auntie, Bian's coming home" cried Kania.

"Welcome back home" cried Dion.

Nur ran up to them all, he smiled at Bian, the man did look bad, but the important thing is now that Bian is free.

Bian smiled, he then hugged Nur for a while, of course Bian also missed the house.

"Welcome back, Den," said Nur.

"Thank you very much."

Nur nodded, he allowed them to just enter, Kania's order had been prepared by Nur since.

They were eager to get to the dining table soon, but Bian seemed to hang in his place.

"Where's ayra?"

"Non Ayra on top, it looks like she's sick right now."

"really?"

Bian knocked on the door and opened it slowly, he saw Zahra sitting in front of the dressing table there.

Zahra also saw the arrival of Bian from the mirror in front of her, he remained silent as Bian walked over to her.

The thunder in his heart could not be avoided, either it had to be interpreted as what Zahra was feeling right now.

"Ayra, I'm back, you didn't welcome me at all, does that mean you regret your decision?"

"I can't regret anything, they want you more than me."

"I can't think like that, not even a little."

Zahra closed her eyes as Bian leaned over and hugged her, for what it was like, Zahra did not want that.

"Are you scared of me?"

There is no answer, maybe Bian already knows the answer himself.

Bian tightened his embrace, didn't he already say that his longing was big enough for Zahra.

"I'm sorry, I know that you still think I'm lying, but I'm not lying right now."

Zahra opened her eyes, she let go of Bian's embrace and got up from her seat.

Bian looks backwards, he will not let Zahra go from him again, however Bian will try to prove his words.

"You better be with them now, not here."

"I'm here to invite you to join, you've made me here, so we should be together."

"I don't want to, I want to sleep now, my head hurts."

"Then let me massage."

Zahra shook her head, she flipped over Bian's body and pushed him to the door.

"You meet them, I'm going to bed."

Zahra opened the door, but Bian closed it again, pulling Zahra to lean against it.

Does Bian look so creepy, why does Zahra seem to be trying to avoid him.

"I can go back to the cell if you're sorry, I told you that."

"Don't keep repeating the sentence I answered earlier, it's just a waste of time."

"Then I have to say what, I say miss you don't believe."

Zahra lowered her head, she just wanted Bian to be quiet and leave her sight immediately.

Zahra had said that if he wanted to sleep, what else was difficult to understand from his words.

"Yura."

Zahra turned her head, she was closing her body to the door, Bian's hands locked her there.

"I told you, please come out, I'm going to sleep."

"Look good, all the bad things that I did, may still be so strong in your memory that it takes away all your trust, but if you don't change your decision to set me free, then, I'll try to prove that I won't let you down again."

Zahra was silent, the two pairs of eyes met in a meaningless distance, how could Zahra not believe him, until now the belief is still the same, Zahra is still stupid to distinguish lies and honestly Bian.

"Isn't there always a chance for someone to change, whether it's a bad change or a good change, you must understand that."

Zahra remained silent, her extremely chaotic feelings enough to silence her mouth.

Zahra wanted to be angry, wanted to be rude to her, but all of that was still lost by the longing feelings that were there for her.

"Ayra, just once, tell me that you miss me too, I've heard that from Mama, but I want you to say it yourself."

The more uncontrollable, the better side and the worse side of Zahra clashed, raging against her at this moment, the more pain she felt in her head.

"Say, once you say, I'll go after it, I promise."

"Go."

"A sentence, or at least you answer this question, you miss me?"

"Bian, go."

"Just one word, is it hard, you're too convoluted."

Zahra closed her eyes, let out a long sigh, her gaze starting to blur now.

"Zahra, do you miss me?"

"Yes." Yeah."

Bian smiled, as was his hope, and Zahra granted it.

Bian touched Zahra's cheek, slowly he kissed her warm forehead, the touch slowly dissipating the rumble of his anger towards Bian.

Zahra is still weak, or perhaps will be forever weak if faced with Bian.