I Desire the Love of My Husband

I Desire the Love of My Husband
Occasionally Must


"I told you, this is overkill."


"Oh, here's the cure, drink it let's not cheer you up."


Damar shook his head, he accepted the medicine without saying anything more.


Vanessa did take Damar to her house, and now she still survives there.


"You're alone here?"


"Yes, who are you, who do you want to live here?"


Vanessa clucked as she turned, she unceasingly watched the room.


How can Damar feel at home living in a place like that, every working day should he be able to just rent a house more decent.


"Why the hell, it's uncomfortable, just go home there."


"Where can you live in a place like this, why not rent a bigger house."


"What's the big house for, I just live alone, want to be filled with demons later?"


Damar sentence a little make Vanessa laugh, how could his mind like that, if it is a big house, could not Damar invite his friends as well.


Damar keeps his medicine and struggles with his cell phone, while Vanessa sees it until finally she also chooses to focus on her phone.


"When do you want to be here?" ask Damar.


"Why do you mind?"


"No, I have to go."


"Where are you going, not going to work today?"


Damar's silent, wherever it is then what's the matter with Vanessa.


They have their own business, so just let Damar go, no need to explain to the woman.


"Well, if you want me to go, I can go now."


"I'm not getting kicked out, I'm asking you nicely."


"Yes I understand, take it easy I'm not offended."


Damar smiled, Vanessa talked to him, but her eyes focused on her phone, should Damar be angry with that.


Vanessa breathes heavily, and that's enough to make Damar frown, maybe Vanessa is having a problem.


"All right, I'm going, excuse me."


"What's wrong?"


Vanessa, who was about to get up, sat back down, glancing at Damar without saying.


Damar smiled again, he shook his head and kept his phone, maybe there was still something they could talk about.


"Will not go?"


"Yes, but maybe you still want to be here."


"For what?"


"Where do I know, it looks like you're feeling hard to leave."


Vanessa was silent, she was back in the middle of her cell phone, I don't know what she was doing with her phone, Damar couldn't have peeked at her.


Vanessa clucked, nodding softly, like a person who was thinking hard, Vanessa looked serious with her gaze.


"Is there a problem?" ask Damar.


"Nothing, what a problem."


"If I knew what I was asking, then how are you doing?"


Vanessa frowned, and suddenly Damar asked like that, had they not been together.


Damar nodded, alright, it's possible that the woman is in trouble, and it seems that Damar knows what the problem is.


"I'll just go home."


"More enemies with Sintia?"


Vanessa was silent, so Damar could ask that, what was the reason.


Damar exhaled all at once, he fixed his sitting position, his body started to feel uneasy at this moment.


"What's the question for, it's got to do with you?"


"Actually no, but maybe you need a story, don't be like Ayra, you're damning everything yourself, eventually you'll get sick too."


"What pain?"


Damar was silent, did Vanessa not know, did Sintia not tell about Zahra.


But hopefully he does not know, so that Vanessa does not need to disturb Bian when Zahra is not healthy.


"What's wrong?" ask Vanessa.


"No, I'll just give you a walk if you want a story."


"I have to go, I want to see Bian."


"Still bothering him, you know I'm saddened to see your behavior."


"And should I care about that?"


Damar went back to silence, wasn't the woman stubborn, maybe even all the women were stubborn.


Already seen from the beginning, Vanessa is always forcing everything, well Damar is wrong to ask questions.


"Vanessa, don't you have another boyfriend, is your friend just Sintia?"


"What do you mean, you intend to mock me?"


"What's this, I ask, doesn't need emotion."


"Indeed, you know I grew up abroad, I went to school there, and only now am I here."


"really?"


"What do I force you to believe?"


Damar nodded with a smile, it was true that there was no importance, but at least if Damar knew a little he could help.


Vanessa gulped down the drink Damar had provided, so sensitive as he was at the moment, it all felt irritating to him.


"Didn't you work, you should have made friends at work."


Vanessa did not answer, she just kept quiet with her own daydream.


"Everybody must feel that what you're choosing right now is wrong, you're really messing with other people's lives, and it's not going to give you a good ending."


"Talk like that, it could be because you've never been in love, right?"


"That's right, and you need to know, I'd rather never fall in love than fall in love with someone's wife, just like you fall in love with someone's husband."


"You'll feel it if you experience it, so don't talk if you don't know the truth."


"There's no truth to how you feel about Bian, whether you're unconscious, the more you hurt Ayra, the more hurt you are."


Vanessa was silent, why so discussing that, did Damar deliberately want to make her angry at this time.


Why interfere with his problem with Bian, why don't Damar help him to get Bian.


Vanessa glanced at Damar, the man looking silent with a straight look to the floor there, what if Damar could like Zahra.


"Vanessa, I think you should stop everything."


"Unfortunately I don't want to, and you better help me, doesn't Ayra like you, you guys can be together if they split up, it's equally beneficial."


Damar looked back at Vanessa, bad thinking, excessive, and inappropriate.


Vanessa smiled briefly, it seemed that Damar was unaware of that, and it was possible that Damar was also in the running at the moment.


"I don't understand why men always act indifferent to love, but they feel it too."


"No, not like that, obviously I care about love, but directed love, supposed love, not forced love like your love."


"You forgot that love needs to be fought for?"


"It is not uncommon for us to do that, forgetting something that should not always be remembered."


Vanessa said, Damar is just testing her patience, and that's not important to Vanessa.


He grabbed his bag, put his phone in, and left, no discussion to be maintained.


Damar will be very annoying if they continue to talk, seeing Vanessa's departure can only be responded to by Damar's belt.


"No longer understand that woman."