I Desire the Love of My Husband
That's Wrong

In accordance with Bian's wishes last night, this morning they actually went to see a doctor.

Both are waiting for their turn to check, because it turns out that even though they have come in the morning, they are still ahead of others.

"How long is this?" ask Bian.

"Please, when it's over they'll be out."

"For a long time, we've been sitting here."

Zahra smiled, she nodded while looking around.

The place was crowded, so many women who were pregnant passed by there, they looked happy in the company of her husband.

"Can I be like them, what if I can't make you smile like that guy?"

Bian glanced at them, what he had to say, of course Bian wanted to be like that.

Zahra turned her head, she looked at Bian for a moment, honestly her feelings were starting to get messed up now, what if her fear came true.

"Have it, don't think about it yet, we're still here unchecked."

"But if I can't love you son, you'll throw me out?"

Bian smiled at a glance, he embraced Zahra without answering her, there was nothing he could say.

Let them talk later after the examination occurs and is finished, Bian also does not know if only he is not okay.

"I want you to stay like this, even if not forever, at least longer than now."

"I'll keep trying."

"I want you to be good at everything, and every circumstance, don't hate me anymore."

"How noisy are you."

Bian silenced Zahra and pulled her to hold her, when it was their turn to enter the room.

With a feeling of uneasiness, they entered, Zahra felt her body instantly cold hot, was Zahra wrong for agreeing to the examination today.

"Please sit down."

"Thank you."

Bian pulled out a chair and asked Zahra to sit down as well, both of whom sat down and explained the purpose of his arrival.

Of course the doctor understood, he explained some things about the process of pregnancy, and the time of pregnancy itself.

Bian and Zahra listened well, apparently many things that can complicate pregnancy, especially stress and not Zahra until depression some time yesterday, even to this day.

"So, are you two okay?"

"I'm not okay, maybe I can't have kids."

"Zahra," call Bian.

The doctor smiled, he met a lot of women with such sentences.

Women who are so insecure if she can get pregnant, just because of her physical that is not good, they find it impossible to get pregnant.

"We're here to make sure everything, can it be together?" ask Bian.

"It could be, why not."

"But I'm coming by the moon" Zahra interrupted.

"No problem, it has absolutely no effect, we can keep checking if indeed the Father and Mother want it now."

The two exchanged lyrics, if Zahra could just leave, Zahra was too afraid of the result

Bian nodded, he clasped Zahra's hand for a moment, weren't they together, Zahra shouldn't be worried.

"How's it?" ask Doctor.

"Yes, we're ready" said Bian.

Zahra lowered her head, she could not think positively now, all feeling very threatening to her.

They do various checks, activities that are quite time-consuming, to make them have to endure lingering and worries.

Zahra and Bian were not so thoughtful about having children, but it might be true what Kania said if they should start thinking about that, though, did not Bian not want Zahra to leave because their covenant was no more.

"Are you okay?" ask Bian.

"My head is a little dizzy."

"Calm down, you're overreacting right now."

"I don't know."

The two then sat down, the examination was done one after another, and having been completed, Bian completely forgot the office for the sake of the examination.

"Bian, I don't want you to change."

"Hey, why do you keep saying that."

"I just want you to be like this."

"Be quiet, stop thinking bad about me."

The conversation had to stop because of the arrival of the doctor, both of them quietly ssat doctor opened the sheet of paper he carried.

This is the most interesting activity, Bian and Zahra had to feel the fear that felt so long.

"How, Doctor?" ask Zahra.

Bian turned his glance and returned to his doctor, the doctor smiled and nodded.

"All is well?" ask Zahra.

"Mother's health seems to be not good, as I said earlier if stress is also a very difficult trigger to get pregnant."

"So right I can't get pregnant?"

"No, it's wrong, you can get pregnant the fertility rate is good, it's just that, your health should be more guarded."

Zahra kept quiet, isn't that good news, Zahra can get pregnant as she wishes.

Zahra glanced at Bian, the man smiled as he nodded, of course he was happy to hear it.

"But it's a pity."

Both of them glanced back at the doctor, both of them suddenly tense because of the sentence.

"The results of this examination show, if the problem is with Mr. Bian."

"Why with me?" ask Bian.

"It is written that if Pak Bian's fertility rate is not good, the possibility for Pak Bian to have children is very small and quite difficult."

Zahra frowned, she stared back at Bian, the man shook his head with a smile, obviously it was a smile of disbelief.

The doctor showed the paper to Bian, but unfortunately Bian did not understand all of the writing.

"The results show that only 20% of the possibility for Pak Bian to have offspring."

"Lying, this must be wrong, it can't be the result" Bian said, distancing the paper.

Zahra grabbed Bian's hand, but Bian brushed him off.

"It's wrong, you believe the same examination, he's lying."

"Calm down first" said Zahra.

His attempt to grab Bian's hand again failed, the man pulled him back just like that.

"I'm sorry sir, I'm just saying what's written here."

"But this is a lie, the paper must have been switched with someone else, so careless of you."

"Dian."

"So, this is impossible, it's wrong the results of the examination are wrong," said Bian as he rose.

The two men got up, the doctor did not know what to say if it was the truth.

Isn't Bian who did the examination, Bian should have believed the results.

"So, this hospital is not good, the Doctor is not good, we look for another Hospital."

"Bian, you ...."

"We're leaving now, there's no need to hear anything more from this Doctor."

Bian just passed by, he did not care about Zahra's repeated calls.

How could it be like that, even Zahra did not have the slightest time to think about it.

"Doctor, please forgive my husband."

"It doesn't matter, I understand, but I'm just telling the truth."

"I'll make him understand later, again please forgive him."

"No problem, this is the result and everything is done, do not be discouraged, Mother and Father can continue the examination to be able to get pregnant program, the opportunity will always be there for everything."

Zahra nodded, she took both envelopes and put them in a bag.

Zahra said respectfully, leaving the room, and immediately looked for Bian.