I Desire the Love of My Husband
That's Different

Bian entered the house with his regret, he did not care even though there were Ingrid and Kania there.

Not long after, Zahra seemed to run in after Bian, it was enough to make them suspicious.

"What's this?" tanya Kania held Zahra.

Zahra turned her head, she glanced back at Bian for a moment, the man had disappeared up there.

"What's wrong, you guys fighting again?" ask Inggrid.

"Where are you guys from?" added Kania.

Zahra reached into her bag, she gave Kania two envelopes.

"What's this?"

"Stop discussing Grandson, it will only offend Bian."

"What does that mean?"

"I can't explain the contents, maybe Mama knows better, excuse me."

Zahra glanced at Inggrid and nodded respectfully to his eyes, and then went after Bian had left since then.

"What's that?" ask Inggrid.

No answer, Kania opened the envelope and read it.

Of course his reaction was not okay, he understood enough about the contents of the paper, and how he could believe it.

"What's up, what's that letter?" ask Inggrid again.

"Bian has no children."

Inggrid frowned, he quickly grabbed his paper and read it carefully.

Ingrid did not know if they were going to the hospital just now, he did see them go but did not ask where they were going.

"This must be wrong" said Kania

"They didn't make this on their own, it's an official examination from the Hospital."

"Tell me that's not true."

"Be quiet, don't be like this, how can I talk."

Bian ruffled his hair in frustration, he was very sorry for the examination.

Very bad results, how can Bian receive it, after repeatedly discussing the grandson Kania and it turns out Bian himself who can not give it.

"Dian."

"I don't want any of this!" snapped Bian.

Zahra closed her eyes for a moment, then what Zahra had to do, that was not her wish either.

"You're happy now, it's not you who's in trouble, it's me."

"I'm not mocking you, can't you just shut up?"

"you better shut up."

Bian turned around and sat there on the bed, it all felt annoying, why could it be like that.

Which hospital could give a different result, the examination was definitely wrong, it was definitely not the result of Bian's examination.

"Nothing is impossible, don't you understand that?"

No answer, Bian rubbed his face repeatedly and quietly by clenching his hands together.

Zahra shook her head, she sat down and rubbed Bian's shoulder slowly.

"Don't be so good."

"Then I have to what, why am I angry, you think I'm happy with this?"

Bian was silent, they should not have left earlier, Bian should have just gone to the office and taken care of his work there.

"Bian, like this won't change anything, it won't do any good."

"Can you talk like that, don't you understand my feelings?"

Bian was silent again, he moved his body, resting on his thighs while covering his face.

It's a shame, why Bian can't have children, but he always took care of his health all this time.

"There's no point like this, Bian we do torment every time to find out how it works."

"What development, I can't have children, isn't that clear?" bian looked at Zahra.

"Little possibility, doesn't mean you can't, why are you like this, you can have children don't just give up."

Bian turned around, he silently stared at the floor below him, what he had to think, Bian did not want such a reality.

"Bian, we do anything, isn't there now a lot of ways to get pregnant, so think right."

"You want a child?"

Zahra was silent, of course she wanted to, just not ready for now.

Could it be that if it was delayed, Zahra would not discuss it now, maybe Bian could focus on himself for now.

"You don't want to?"

"That will only make you feel more useless, we just live it all, do not need to say whether or not, we will get it someday."

Bian was silent, whether or not the answer was correct, Bian could not think right now.

Whether they should argue like that, Zahra doesn't like it at all, for what they fuss if fine feels more fun.

"Don't be angry like this, I told you I don't want you to change."

Bian exhaled all at once, he turned his head and pulled Zahra into his arms.

Of course it made Zahra smile, without delay he immediately returned the hug.

"I always wanted to give up on the situation, but at the same time I survived with everything, until now I felt a reply to the difficulties as long as this had arrived, I was happy with the current state, I was happy with the current state of affairs, so you also don't just give up."

No answer, Bian does not know what to say, is not this situation different, this is not a matter of hatred that Zahra always got first.

Bian could not accept it at all, but Zahra spoke so easily, does the woman really not understand.

"Don't think of anything if it just disappoints you."

"Dump that paper."

"I've given it to Mama, they won't be discussing Grandson anymore now."

Bian was silent, Zahra deliberately gave it, what their response would be like.

If yesterday they hated Zahra, maybe this time they'll hate Bian.

"There won't be anything, it'll all be fine they won't curse you for this."

"That's not necessarily true."

"Don't worry, they always love you, how can they hate you."

Both are silent, struggling with their respective thoughts, Zahra felt a little relieved because maybe he could delay to have children until he was ready later.

But pity also with Bian, why should it be like that reality, Zahra worried if it happened to him but it turned out wrong.

"Bian," call Kania as she enters the room.

The two turned their heads together with a missed hug, Zahra got up to make room for Kania.

"Mama can scold me if you want."

Kania sat beside Bian, Zahra turned her head to see Inggrid who also entered the room.

It was possible that Zahra would have to leave now, her legs that had stepped back backwards.

Inggrid kept him there, and no one asked him to leave even if they had come.

"The real me is useless" said Bian.

Zahra and Inggrid turned their heads together, what Bian had said, Zahra had already said that everything would be fine.

"I didn't know it was going to be like this, not Zahra who couldn't get pregnant."

"Shut up, don't talk about this anymore" said Kania.