I Desire the Love of My Husband

I Desire the Love of My Husband
What feelings?


Bian entered the house after Nur opened the door, Nur happened to be near the door.


"Zahra's asleep?"


"It doesn't seem like it yet, there are still guests there."


"Guests?"


"Yes, there was a Den Frans with her mom."


Bian shut up, Frans again, are they close until they have to meet again.


Even they were in the room now, Bian and Zahra's private room, it could be once they were like that.


"Auntie make you drink, Den."


"No need, I'll just go upstairs."


"Good, Den."


Bian nodded, then left Nur.


Bian walked quickly, until he entered the room without knocking on the door.


They were silent at once, Bian watched the three take turns, Zahra looked very happy with them.


"You've come home, come here" said Zahra.


Bian walked slowly, he shook hands with the two, but Bian focused more on Frans there.


"Are you healthy?" bian asked as he hugged Zahra for a moment.


"Of course, I'm fine now, don't worry."


"Good, you've eaten, what about the cure?"


"It's safe."


The two smiled, Bian glanced back at the two of them, isn't it already night, what they're still in his room for.


"Zahra, then we'll take our leave."


"Ah why should I go home, just stay here, Oma has also offered it earlier."


Bian frowned, why Inggrid did that, so long as to ask a stranger to stay at his house.


"It can't be that way, we have our own house too."


"Zahra, sometimes you have to come there, don't you like it there?" ask Frans.


"Of course, I'll be there if I'm healthy later, is that okay?" ask Zahra to Bian.


Bian did not respond, he just turned his head around, indeed if Bian forbid to go Zahra will obey.


Zahra nodded, leave it alone, maybe Bian was tired and lazy to talk a lot now.


"Yes, we go home" Frans said.


"Okay, be careful and let me know when you get there, you have to take good care of my mom."


Frans smiled and nodded, of course it would always do, Isma is the one she has now.


"Rest yes, don't think much" said Isma.


Zahra nodded, he kissed Isma's hand for a moment, to be honest Zahra wanted her there always.


But whatever the reason it could not be, and Zahra had to accept it, but even so Zahra could not describe the happiness she felt after knowing Isma.


"Bye," said Frans.


Zahra waved her hand and let them go, after the door closed Bian lowered Zahra's hand just like that.


Zahra frowned and turned her head, she saw a different look on Bian's face from a few seconds ago.


"Are you tired, want to eat?"


"Be quiet, what are you taking them to this room for?"


"Why, they're good people, they're not strangers to me."


"But this is our room, Zahra's private."


Zahra was silent, it turned out that Bian was really angry with her, not tired, Bian was silent because he was angry.


"I'm sorry, I don't think you'll mind that, that's why they went in here again."


"Yes, they should have known themselves not to come in here."


"Yes I'm sorry, I'm not going to do it again."


Bian was silent, he exhaled all at once, just came home from work, Bian was tired but had to see such a thing.


It was possible for Zahra to behave like that, not knowing the rules at all, to put another man into their room.


"I'm sorry, don't be angry for long."


"Who are they, Frans who is that guy?"


"He was the one who helped me at that time, you would know that they were Mother and Son."


Bian exhaled again at once, why did Zahra have to know them all.


Zahra had no one, but she was so easy to get close to a stranger, to her it was annoying.


"You're still angry, I've apologized, they're not bad people why don't you believe."


"Be quiet, I'm sultry."


Bian got up and went to the bathroom, Zahra clucked a little, annoying to her husband.


Did Bian forget to ever bring Vanessa into that room as well, even they were wearing both mattresses.


Zahra closed her eyes for a moment, why should that incident that she remembered, be so annoying.


Risa came out of her room, she heard the loud thump of music from Vanessa's kamae.


It's late at night like that, why Vanessa is still noisier instead of just sleeping, she's just annoying the other residents of the house.


"Vanessa," call Risa while knocking on the door.


There was no answer, it was clear Vanessa would definitely not be able to hear her voice at all.


"Vanessa," called her who was now banging on the door.


Still not getting an answer, Risa lowered her head at a glance, if she screamed the same as lying.


Risa passes away, momentarily disappearing, Risa returns with the spare key to Vanessa's room.


That way, he can enter the room without having to be difficult, Risa shook her head to see Vanessa who was sitting on the floor there, the room was so messy and made Risa disgusted herself.


"Vanessa, what are you doing, you don't know what time it is, is your wall clock not working properly?"


Risa clucked, she then turned off the music, of course it made Vanessa focus on him.


"Mama" said Vanessa a little harshly.


Risa frowned, what was with her daughter, it had been days Vanessa lost her spirit.


"What, you want to get angry?"


Vanessa clucked, she got up and re-lit her music.


Risa who can't let it turn it back on, Risa also revoked the electrical connection.


"It's very disturbing."


"And your behavior is also very disturbing, you are not aware of it?"


Vanessa was quiet, she just sat in her bed, why would anyone bother her like that.


Risa exhaled at once, where the passion of her daughter's life, why now so moody continue.


"You're why, it's not good like this keep going, Mama's same story."


"Go, I don't want to talk much."


"When, until Papa asks you, what will it be like?"


Vanessa was silent, she could not possibly forget the figure of her father who was easily angry.


And the situation as it is today is very hated, Vanessa looked down, she was lazy to tell a story.


"There's no point in you being like this, if you can't afford to be alone, there's no harm in you telling other people."


"I hate someone, I want to get him out of this world."


Vanessa made Risa surprised, it was bad, how could her daughter say that.


"Just talk to you."


"I hate him, he's so sick and I don't want him in this world."


"Who, calm down, talk slowly."


Vanessa just sobbed, that's why Vanessa does not want to talk much, her emotions can not be controlled.


Risa rubbed her back, since the first arrival, only this time Risa saw Vanessa as you currently know.


"What problem, man?"


"He's so stubborn, he's forcing everything, he's obviously unwanted but he's forcing it."


Risa took a deep breath and exhaled it slowly, so it was a male matter.


"Who, do you like someone?"


Vanessa is silent, can Vanessa say everything, say if Bian is the husband of another woman.


"Who's Vanessa, you've never told this story before."


"I want it, I don't like it anymore."


"Then why, does she have a boyfriend?"


"He didn't want the woman, but she kept holding him."


Risa nodded, what was that so-called love triangle, what might Vanessa who was on the wrong side.


"You only know him, you know him after they're together?"


"Yes" said Vanessa lazily.


Risa sighed again, and it was also true that Vanessa was wrong.


"You want someone else's, you should know it's wrong."


"Mama's defending that woman?"


"Of course, Vanessa you have to be aware not all the wishes you can get, you have to position yourself well, you're just a bully to them."


"Mama," cried Vanessa annoyed.


Risa smiled, she rubbed Vanessa's head, even though the woman brushed her off repeatedly, but Risa still did.


Indeed, no one can manage the day completely, but at least they can limit it a little.


"Find the other, you won't be happy if you ruin other people's relationships."


"I didn't ruin, he came to me himself."


"And you shouldn't have accepted it in the first place, you should have stayed away, so before you go any further you should have stopped, you should be aware that your feelings are wrong."


Vanessa snickered, irritating the woman next to her, why would she come if it only added to Vanessa's mess.