I Desire the Love of My Husband

I Desire the Love of My Husband
That Teases Me


"Sss aaaa was very upset with the woman, why not just let me slap her," said Sintia annoyed.


Currently both are on the way home, although the night is late but they must go home soon.


"Have you forgotten, they've done it all, why are you still nagging like this?"


"Are you not upset with him, his behavior is very bad."


"Yes, I know, but it doesn't need to be like this either, you just spend your energy on vague nagging like this."


Sintia snorted, as if she could calm down, Vanessa was very annoying, after the apology happened but Sintia felt it was not over yet.


"Look, after this there will definitely be something else again, the woman will not be silent."


"Leave it, as long as you don't do it."


"All you can do is leave, do you not have a heart, do you have no emotions?"


Damar frowned, he immediately marginalized his car, what this time should the two of them argue, what's in it.


Sintia turned her head, then glanced, why should she also stop her car like that.


"When are you going to say something like this?"


"Until I'm satisfied, if I could just slap him once, I would be silent now."


Damar exhaled at once, patient and patient, Damar whispered to his own heart.


"Why are you, you feel sorry for him, you want to defend him too?"


"For what reason, for what I defended him and for what I hated him, I had nothing to do with him."


Sintia was snapping her original leg, that was not what she wanted to hear at the moment, because right now Sintia only wanted to get support.


Damar smiled, he grabbed both of Sintia's hands, kissed her for a while and rubbed her with his mother so.


"Stop nagging like that, I like that, if you keep going like that don't blame me if I can't help myself."


"What do you mean?"


"It's late, the streets are pretty empty, and we're just the two of us here."


Sintia frowned, then where the direction of speech was, how could Sintia think correctly if it was like that.


"You mean me?"


"You want to be rude to me?"


Damar smiled, he nodded as he turned, obviously it made Sintia even more upset.


Without excuse, Sintia hit Damar repeatedly, good that it represents her anger towards Vanessa.


"Aah it hurts ah."


Sintia clucked, she returned to her position, silent there with a straight look at the road in front of her.


Damar shook his head, like that is a woman, why sobbing once his behavior.


 


"Zahra, I ...."


"You have to rest, don't talk much anymore" Zahra said


They were both staying in the room, all had already dispersed to the inn.


Bian was trying to talk to Zahra, but she kept trying to avoid him.


"What do I have to do to forgive me?"


"Zahra, this time ....."


"Shut up."


Bian was silent, both of them lingering in the gaze of each other, Zahra did not want to say much because she was afraid of her cries that might not be held back.


"You want us to talk seriously?" ask Zahra.


Bian just nodded, that was his wish, but Zahra had been avoiding him ever since.


"Listen, I've been trying to forget everything that happened to me during our time together, you know that it's hard, I haven't had time to forget everything and now something like this is happening, how can I accept it?"


"I know, I do realize that everything that happened was my fault, that's why now I'm really sorry about you."


"I've forgiven everything not just you, but I don't know when I can forget everything."


Bian nodded in understanding, until this moment Bian had not changed, just a little bit and maybe it was meaningless for Zahra.


"Bian, I told you that I'd stay with you as long as you didn't kick me out, but now I think things have changed."


Bian raised both eyebrows, his feelings immediately panicked, what Zahra would say next, why Bian did not feel like hearing it at all.


Zahra sighed, from the beginning Zahra always tried for every case, trying even though she had to be alone, but now Zahra wants justice really with her.


"I want us to separate, finish everything with me, and we live each life of course with each direction so that nothing is forced."


Bian's heart seemed to stop beating, sudden pain pressed down on him, could Zahra say that.


Zahra smiled, though tears started to flare out at this time.


"You know, I'm also a human being, I can be angry and disappointed, and I have a right to my own life."


"But I told you that if I didn't want to break up, I promised to change as much as I could, wasn't there a chance?"


Zahra shook her head, her tiredness was over, her patience was no longer there, Zahra was also afraid of her own decision but Zahra had to be brave.


Bian clasped Zahra's hands together, what happened to him, was it true that Bian began to love Zahra more than he realized.


"We've pushed it all too far, I forced my will on you and vice versa, but the result is always bad there's nothing good at all."


"But it's not impossible that things will change after this."


"We will change, everything will change, and it will happen after we part."


Bian shook his head, he lowered his head into Zahra's lap, what a fitting name for Bian, because at this moment the man was crying uncontrollably.


Zahra slightly smiled, it should already be able to represent her cries that had been held desperately since.


"I can't do that, why don't you give me a minute, I'll completely fix everything."


"Too many distractions from there and here, I no longer want to be dizzy because of that, I want to live a quiet life even though in solitude."


"Son, I can't take this, I can't grant you a wish, don't be like this."


Zahra turned, she opened her eyes repeatedly, and Zahra could not cry now.


Bian returned to his position, he looked at Zahra for a moment and hugged her tightly.


"I've thought about everything, I promise to change everything, I will try to give life as you have dreamed of."


"I can't help but trust you, even up to this second, but the results always disappoint me."


"This time will no longer, I promise you, let me prove it one last time, one more chance I beg you."


Zahra was silent, Zahra was not the most foolish man, how could Zahra avoid all the promises made by Bian.


Even if he is aware, the final result will not be in accordance with his delusion, although the slightest is never appropriate.