I Desire the Love of My Husband
Just Please

Bian brought food for Zahra, he bought it from the outside, to prepare them to go home so Zahra had to eat first.

"I don't know if it's good or not, but you should eat first."

"Thank you."

Bian nodded and gave Zahra his food, Bian let Zahra devour her own food.

Until now Zahra still silences him, it seems that Zahra will no longer change her decision to part with Bian.

"Zahra, your phone's not coming back?"

"No."

"Let me buy you a new one."

"No need, I don't really need a cell phone."

Bian nodded again, it was up to Zahra, Bian had to think hard how to get Zahra to forgive him.

Bian really did not want to part with the woman, this time maybe when Bian was really honest, Zahra's trust was up for him.

"Zahra, I don't know what else to say to you."

"I didn't ask you to talk."

"But I feel like I have to talk."

Zahra shook her head, she took a sip of her drink, Bian said it must have been a compulsion to hold on.

Zahra had said everything last night, and it should have been easy enough for Bian to understand.

"Zahra, do you really not have a heart anymore for me?"

"It's all the same, it's just that I need to be more in control of it."

"I'll do anything, give it a chance."

Zahra shook her head, let Zahra stay in her decision, don't force her to change because Zahra will definitely budge as well.

Bian looked around, whether his family could persuade Zahra, were they also trying to apologize to Zahra.

"How's Oma, is she okay getting there?"

"I haven't asked that, my phone doesn't have a battery so it can't be used."

Zahra was silent, he again stabbed his food, hopefully Inggrid safe until there.

Later they will meet again in good condition, all must remain good so that Zahra can calm down when he has to leave them.

"You can't let Oma alone."

"Oma's not my responsibility, isn't she your grandmother."

"But Oma loves you more than me."

"That's your responsibility, the affection is there if only you didn't always let her down."

"I know that."

Both are silent, maybe Ingrid will be able to keep Zahra to stay.

Anyway Zahra must stay with Bian, no matter how Bian will certainly do as well.

"Zahra, I've got what I want, all thanks to you too, so let me thank you first for everything."

"You just have to thank me."

"No, it's not enough, let me try to make you happy in my way, a way that may not be to your liking but I'll try."

Zahra was silent, what kind of way Bian meant, all this time he always tried various ways to do whatever he wanted himself.

Zahra closed her eyes for a moment, no, Zahra could not be eaten again by Bian's words.

"Zahra, this time I promise this last time, my last chance will not be wasted."

"Just do what you want, happiness doesn't always have to be together."

"I don't want to, just hang on. We fix everything together."

Zahra turned away, it had always wanted to do it long ago, but Bian had never been serious about it.

Bian shook his head, he wouldn't stop before it worked, this time it wasn't just nonsense but Bian was ready to prove it.

"Don't give up, I know you still want to give me that chance, Zahra let me prove it in the last moment you gave me."

"I don't know, but I've been thinking that if I don't want to, you should understand me this time."

Maybe later Bian can ask all of them for help to talk to Zahra, persuading her too until she wants to change her decision about their separation.

"Zahra, I'm out first, I have to call Mama don't you want to know Oma's situation?"

"Yes." Yeah."

Bian then passed away leaving Zahra, better give him free time to think.

Bian was sure the farewell would not happen now, Zahra would definitely come back good and would accept it again.

"Eat a lot" said Bian, closing the door.

Zahra just kept the food, he he thought about sentence after sentence Bian said.

How could Zahra leave him, if all his heart was still the same towards Bian.

"Who should I ask now, don't I have no one but them."

Zahra clenched her hands, God's injustice suppressed her feelings again, but Zahra still deserved to blame God for her current life.

If God had not taken his parents together, perhaps his life story would have been better than it is today.

"Don't God see if I didn't want to be here in this life with all of them."

"What are you doing, why aren't you answering your mom's call?" ask Kania annoyed.

"So I bought Zahra a meal, I didn't bring her cell phone."

"What's up, is Zahra okay?"

Bian nodded for sure, the woman was indeed fine now, but her request was very unkind.

"Why are you, now that you're sick, you need to check up, aren't there any doctors?"

"I'm fine, I'm not sick."

"Then why are you?"

Kania turned her head as Ingrid walked out of her room, the woman looked at the screen of Kania's phone.

"It's Bian" said Kania.

"Where's Zahra?"

"Bian, where's Zahra, Oma wants to talk to him now."

Bian nodded he went back in to meet Zahra there, not Bian who deliberately disturbed him.

Bian gave his phone without saying anything, Zahra smiled as she looked at Ingrid.

"Oma, is Oma okay?"

"What question is that, that's Oma's question for you."

"I'm fine here, I'll be home in the afternoon."

"really?" kania sela.

Zahra smiled as she nodded, now the two faces Zahra could see at the same time.

No more worry, they both look fine, thank God that means Zahra doesn't bother them anymore.

"An evil one again?" ask Inggrid.

Zahra immediately glanced at Bian, the man just nodded without saying anything.

"What else is he doing now?"

"No, Bian didn't do anything, he took good care of me."

Bian smiled briefly, always like that his sentence, had never changed in the past.

Zahra can always cover everything, even in the worst of circumstances, Bian is always proud.

"Go home, Oma is waiting for you at home."

"Don't wait too much, I won't rush."

"Yes that's good, you guys just relax the important thing is to get home safely."

Zahra smiled, actually Zahra just wanted to buy time so as not to meet them immediately.

Zahra still wanted to be alone and think things through on her own, without anyone's interference, without anyone's seduction.