I Desire the Love of My Husband
I'm Giving Up

"Zahra, you're awake."

Zahra was aghast from her seat when she heard Kania's voice, she glanced at Bian who looked disturbed from her sleep.

A moment later, Zahra saw the phone in her hand, after getting what she needed, Zahra kept it back.

"Zahra, Bian," call Kania.

"Emmm," muttered Bian.

Zahra gulped, got up and immediately brought everything she had prepared.

Zahra dragged her suitcase and opened the door, Kania and Kemal behind it.

"Zahra, where are you going?" kania asked confused.

Zahra looked around, there was no Ingrid there and of course it could have made her steps easier.

"Zahra."

"Thank you for everything, I'm leaving now."

Zahra broke through the two, with quick steps she went down the stairs.

"Zahra, wait a minute, Zahra."

Kania shook his head, he immediately followed Zahra's departure, how could such a behavior be.

Kemal chose to go into the room, seeing Bian who was still asleep there was enough to irritate him.

"Bian, can't you just change a little?"

Bian moved, very noisy, did Kemal not know if his head was still very dizzy.

"Bian," call Kemal a little rough.

Bian turned his head, slowly he sat down, his head was dizzy.

"How good are you, now you're ready to lose that woman?"

Bian frowned, he looked around, right where Zahra was, why not look.

"Where's Zahra, where's she going?"

"He's gone, don't expect him to come back."

Bian immediately panicked, he opened his phone there was a taxi order there and the taxi was already on its way.

Bian hurriedly came down and ran out, it could be that once the woman ran away while Bian was still asleep.

"Zahra," cried Bian.

Bruinskk .....

Bian was dumbfounded when he did not hit Kania in the doorway, while both of them were silent, until Bian continued his steps.

"Zahra," he shouted again.

"You can never change."

Bian turned his head, where was Zahra, why was Kania letting him go so easily, was not Bian still asleep when Zahra left.

"Your own behavior made her go away, stop being stupid."

"Where is Zahra, where is she why did Mama let her go?" tanya Bian ripped Kania's shoulder off.

Pplag .....

Bian was silent by touching his cheek, this morning Bian had already gotten a slap like that.

"Until when are you going to be like this, always bothering others?"

"Where is Zahra, I asked where is Zahra?"

"She's gone, and don't think she'll come back, take care of life by herself from now on."

"No, no, it can't happen, Oma."

Bian yelled out to Ingrid as he entered the house, the old woman could definitely stop Zahra.

"Mom."

"He's in the hospital now" Kemal said.

"Who, who's at the Hospital?" bian asked annoyed.

"Your own mother, wasn't it you who sent her back to the hospital?"

Bian was silent, he lowered his head while pressing his head, what happened why could such a sudden state.

As Kania approaches, he looks at Bian with annoyance, a man who always asks for a defense but can never prove his own words.

"It's a shame for your life" said Kania.

Bian turned his head, his head was so dizzy, what should he think at this moment.

Where is Zahra, why should she leave without saying goodbye, that woman has made a mistake again this time.

"Papa, let's go back to the hospital" said Kania.

"Don't even dream of Zahra coming back, you've lost her now."

Kania also passed by leaving Bian, it was too late, Bian did not have any more chances.

Where Zahra now absolutely no one knows, Kania who had pursued him did not get any explanation.

"Zahra," shouted Bian in frustration.

It kicked everything around him, in his mind Zahra always made him emotional.

How else Bian treats him so that Zahra can be good again, is not Bian has tried to dampen his emotions when facing Zahra.

"Zahra, come back, Zahra."

"Den Bian."

Bian turned his head, wasn't Zahra the one he was calling, then why was that woman coming before him now.

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Zahra got out of the taxi, she had no purpose at all, in her mind the main thing was that she could get out of the house.

His feet swayed, with troublesome luggage, Zahra walked over and sat down on the sidewalk stall chair.

Zahra stared blankly at the clearly crowded street, where Zahra had to go now, Zahra wanting a place that the Bian family would not find.

"What do you want to buy, Neng?"

Zahra turned her head, bought what, there was nothing she wanted at the moment.

"Where are you going, so much stuff?"

"I don't know where to go either."

"Neng, run away from home?"

Zahra was silent, maybe only that sentence was right for Zahra's current behavior.

There was no choice, all was lost in Zahra's supposition, so just let it be what her life would be like now.

"Drink first, think right."

Zahra turned, smiling as she received her glass.

"Thank you, sir."

"Yes, please go ahead."

The man re-entered his stall, there were no gulps Zahra had taken, the glass was clasped in both hands.

If only the phone was with him, it would probably be a little easier to move at the moment.

"To a friend's house first, so you can think more calmly."

There was no answer, not no listening, but Zahra immediately thought who to go to now.

All who knew Zahra also knew the Bian family, they could definitely find him as well, and that was not what Zahra wanted.

"Are there no brothers?"

Zahra turned her head, she shook her head with a smile, a piece of kara is her life now.

"You want to stay in my house?"

Zahra frowned, what a good offer, who he was and what kind of person he was.

"I have a Son and a Wife, don't worry, don't think bad first."

Zahra was silent, but they did not know each other, Zahra went to calm down.

It is possible that living with a stranger will not guarantee his calm, but how else because there is no purpose at all.

"How about, if you want me to drop home."

"Where's house?"

"The village next door, quite far from here, has to take the bus."

Zahra went back to silence, was that the only way, maybe Bian and his family would not be able to find him.

Zahra sipped her drink, perhaps for today, until Zahra could think where she should go.

"Where?"

"What if you were left behind?"

"Ah no problem, can be closed first for a while, as well as any items that want to be brought at home."

Zahra smiled, she nodded her head in agreement with the offer, there was no harm in just a moment.

The stall was immediately closed, the owner of the stall was silent beside Zahra while waiting for the bus to pass.

"Well, let's hurry."

The man stopped the bus, he helped carry Zahra's stuff, pity it too if left unchecked.

Zahra came in, the glass was still held, let it not come to the house of the owner of the glass.