I Desire the Love of My Husband
Don't Do

Bian entered his house, his search yielded nothing, Zahra he did not find even where he had been hiding yesterday.

"How's it?" ask Kania.

Bian turned his head, the woman was still there, Bian shook his head and sat down.

"How is this," said Inggrid.

"Mommy's worried about her?" ask Kania.

"Of course, Mami was worried about him because Mami wasn't sure he was really looking for her."

Bian turned his head, he silently looked at Inggrid who was also looking at him, still suspecting him like that.

Bian had already gone around looking for Zahra, how could Inggrid think that way.

"Bian, you ....."

Brakkk ....

They turned their heads together, rising up at the same time as they saw the door open and Zahra's body lying there.

"Ayra" said Inggrid.

Bian immediately ran, he squatted ensuring Zahra's consciousness.

Bian shook his head and immediately brought Zahra in, he laid her on the sofa there.

"Why again this woman," said Kania.

"Zahra, Zahra you're why, Zahra," said Bian patting him on the cheek.

"Auntie asks for wind oil as water" cried Inggrid.

Zahra is weak now, no longer as strong as she used to be, and maybe the day after tomorrow she will not open her eyes again.

"Zahra, you have to build, you hear me, Zahra" said Bian.

"This, Den."

Bian turned his head, he took the oil, spilled a little into his hand and brought it closer to Zahra's nose.

"Would you call a doctor?" ask Kania.

"Later on" said Bian.

Kania glanced at Inggrid, why later, how about Zahra not come to his senses.

"Zahra, you're with me, let's get up."

Bian added his wind oil again, he also massaged Zahra's forehead, what happened to the woman now.

Whether there was something evil to him while outside, or what was it, Zahra did not return overnight and when he returned it was just like that.

"Zahra."

Zahra moved, frowning as she opened her eyes slowly.

"You're awake" said Bian, who grabbed the glass.

Zahra saw all of them, what they were doing, whether they would still struggle to change Zahra's decision.

"Wake up first, you have to drink" said Bian.

Bian helped Zahra to sit, the body was indeed weak, even to sit like there was no energy in the slightest.

"Drink first."

Zahra took a sip of his drink, he leaned on Bian's shoulder with his eyes closed.

"He must not eat, and when outside he certainly does not eat" said Kania.

"Auntie, bring warm food" said Inggrid.

"Good, Mom."

Bian hugged Zahra, what is his mind if someone did evil to his wife.

Bian shook his head, he carried Zahra back and carried her up the stairs, Zahra would be more calm lying on the bed.

"Mommy, I have to call the doctor."

"Call me if you think that's the right one."

Kania nodded, then sat down and pulled out her phone.

Inggrid shook his head and passed after Bian, what else could he expect from the marriage.

The more here Zahra seemed to suffer, there was nothing Inggrid could think of other than agreeing to the divorce Zahra wanted.

"I don't think so" said Bian.

Ingrid looked at Zahra, sculpting, what was Zahra doing again, just like before.

Inggrid sat beside Zahra, his hands raised rubbing Zahra's head.

"Just do what you want to do, Ayra, Oma apologize for adding to your burden all along, now, Oma will only support whatever you will do, she said, your decision will be Oma respect."

Bian frowned, it could be that Inggrid said to Zahra, Bian already said that Zahra was not fainting.

"Oma," call Bian.

"Your happiness is in your own hands, if leaving can make you happy, then just do it."

"Oma," call Bian again.

"Oma won't force anything on you anymore, Oma will let you love yourself before anyone else, even if it's Oma once."

Those closed eyes seemed to be dripping with tears, his breathing occasionally held back, even without any movement Zahra showed.

Inggrid rubbed the clear droplets, maybe not only was Bian evil all along, but Inggrid was also evil because it always forced Zahra to survive when the woman was about to give up.

"Oma always plays on your feelings, forces you to hold on when you give up, and forces you to give up when your strength wants to hold on, Oma apologizes."

Bian lowered his head, looking at Inggrid who was also shedding tears, had made Bian's feelings chaotic.

Bian began to care about it all now, Zahra's teardrop without a stuffing was very painful to Bian.

"Separation is wrong, but if togetherness only brings problems, separation is the only option."

Both of Zahra's hands clenched slowly, her eyes opened and looked at Ingrid.

Inggrid smiled, the strokes of the hand had not stopped since, Zahra felt the warmth of her love.

"Just do it, don't be afraid, Oma will support you fully."

"Let me go, because I just want to go, nothing else."

Inggrid nodded with certainty, Ingrid will support him without any protest.

Zahra glanced at Bian, she grabbed the man's hand slowly.

"Let me go, I won't ask for anything, this house or anything else I won't ask for it, I just want it all done and I'll go."

Bian shook his head, he was reluctant to look at Zahra even if at the slightest glance, his desire to keep everything was also very strong.

Bian did not want the separation to happen until at any time, just one more chance he asked but why is it so difficult for Zahra to grant it.

"You're quite aware that you've never been happy with me, and I feel that, too, we'd be happy if we stepped out on our own terms instead of together."

"I can't Zahra, I've made it clear that I can't accept your lawsuit, don't you understand that?"

Bian got up, he just let go of Zahra's grasp, the woman made him frustrated.

Zahra tried to get up from his sleep, with the help of Ingrid he managed to sit down.

"Defend is no longer my intention, I always try to understand you from a long time ago, understand you all even though the reply is always bad to me, but for this time only why you can't understand me."

"What kind of understanding do you want, I don't want us to separate, why don't you understand that."

"Because there's nothing else I can understand, it's all too bad, I can't see the good side anymore now, even to myself I don't understand anymore."

Bian turned his head, he silently looked at that pale face, the look in his eyes was indeed indecipherable.

The love, understanding, and tenderness that has always been seen is now gone, indeed Bian who has damaged it.

"I'm going to beg you if it makes you understand and want to understand."

Bian shook his head, he sat back down and hugged Zahra tightly, now it was Bian's turn to sob.

Zahra smiled slightly, her tears also crossed her cheeks due to Bian's crying.

"You'll be happy after you let me go, you can get the woman you expect, the woman you love without any compulsion."

"Shut your mouth that."

Zahra smiled again, she did not want to cry but why her tears kept flowing.

"Life won't change if we don't change it, you'll be yourself with the right love, but it's not me."

"Shut up, didn't you hear me, I said shut up."

Inggrid wiped his tears and just passed, all hope was gone, Zahra will not change it again.

Zahra replies to Bian's embrace, thinking that Bian will change when it's too late, and this is proof of his thinking.

Bian changed when Zahra had given up, this time Zahra would not budge, just let them give up for him.