I Desire the Love of My Husband
Dreamlike

The rain came back down tonight, the torrential jubilation felt extremely terrifying, the light of the lightning and the thunder sura added to the horror of the night this time.

Zahra sat on the terrace outside her house, she was silent with her daydream at this time, eating and drinking that Bian prepared at the side table was not touched in the slightest.

"Zahra, you're still outside" Bian said.

Zahra did not budge, as if she had not heard anything Zahra was sculpting perfectly.

Bian put the jacket on Zahra's shoulder, she must be cold right now.

"We go in, yes" said Bian squatting in front of him.

Zahra remained silent, even glancing at Bian no, Zahra was already like an undead with her pale face.

Both hands were grabbed by Bian, it was cold, doesn't that mean Zahra was cold.

"Let's go in, you can't be like this."

Bian got up and pulled Zahra up, too, but Zahra refused, not wanting to enter the house again.

"Zahra, if this is really my last time to be with you, let me do as well as I can."

Bian pulled Zahra back to his feet, he slowly swept her, Zahra's feet so heavy as to step, either weak or unwilling.

"Non Ayra, why?"

"Zahra is cold Bi, bring warm water to the room."

"Good, Den."

Bian took Zahra up the stairs, it wasn't too hard just that it was very slow.

Bian wanted to carry her, but fearing that Zahra would get angry with him again, Bian had to be careful with everything.

"You're sick feet, can I just carry you?"

No answer, Bian looked at Zahra, the blink of an eye was so weak, Bian felt his feelings instantly shattered.

"Zahra, I'm sorry."

Bian carried him to get to the room, no rejection, even until Bian laid him down Zahra remained silent.

"This is the drink, Den."

"Thank you."

Bian receives it and helps Zahra to drink it, after the glass is stored, Bian covers Zahra.

There was no Ingrid now, so Bian could move around freely without being bothered by the old woman.

"Aunt me, Den."

"Yes, Bi."

Bian was silent until the door was closed, he glanced at Zahra who was still silent.

"Sleep, I'll take care of you tonight."

Zahra closed her eyes, Bian smiled and hesitantly grabbed Zahra's hand.

It was great that the woman did not reject him, seeing this kind of Zahra made Bian feel like giving in.

Bian kissed the hand long ago, now he can only hope to God to restore Zahra's kindness to him.

** "I won't go as long as you don't tell me to go, and as long as it's let me fight my own way." **

Zahra's sentence is still clearly remembered by Bian, now the sentence is no longer valid because even though Bian held it, Zahra still wanted to leave it.

** "I love you, I don't know when my feelings change but now I love you, my feelings let it be my business, you just focus on your own desires." **

Bian realized, he was too happy and relaxed with all the words of Zahra that set him free.

Bian is unable to realize that Zahra has never messed with her feelings, the attitude that always belittles Zahra has destroyed Zahra and made Bian regret now.

** "Bian, our marriage is coercion, and everything that is forced will not produce good things." **

Bian looked down at the hand he was holding, dozens of times Bian hurt Zahra, disappointing the woman, but also enduring what Zahra repeatedly did.

** "Stop treating me as you please, I also have feelings I want to understand." **

Bian kissed Zahra's hand again, he remembered that when he had intentionally clamped it, Bian was always rude to him.

Impact, maki caci is always thrown at Zahra, Bian does not have any feelings at all.

** "I have to impregnate you, I have to touch you tonight." **

Bian's grip is getting stronger on Zahra's hand, all those bad memories are perfectly twisted in Bian's mind.

Evil and indeed very evil Bian against Zahra, true words Inggrid, Bian has been very wasteful women as good as Zahra.

"I have to beg you what you are like, so you can believe that I regret everything" Bian said slowly.

Bian let go of the hand, he moved to sit on the sofa there, Bian would only disturb Zahra.

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Zahra walked leisurely on a path she did not even recognize at all, she walked alone without anyone accompanying her.

His feet stopped when he saw the beautiful fish swimming freely there, Zahra's smile emanated perfectly because of it.

"It's so pretty" said Zahra slowly.

He squatted down and looked at the fish closer, wanting Zahra to catch it, but it was too difficult for him.

"Don't anyone around here, I wanna catch the fish."

Zahra looked around, she saw no one there, the strange place did not scare her, but it made her very happy.

"Come here, come with me home, I'll take good care of you" said Zahra extending her hand.

"Zahra."

Zahra turned her head, she stood up and quietly looked at Bian who was walking over to her.

"Look, what I brought."

Zahra smiled, the little white rabbit was in Bian's arms, Zahra had wanted the rabbit so badly.

"Aaaa" Zahra screamed as the rabbit jumped and ran away.

"Well," said Bian.

"Bian, look at that" said Zahra.

Bian turned his head, smiling to see the fish there.

Zahra glanced at Bian for a moment, the man seemed to like his fish as well, what could Bian bring for him.

"Can you bring that for me?"

"Want to?"

"Of course."

Bian nodded, then squatted down and extended his hand to the water.

Bian almost splashed because his legs were too front, fortunately Zahra swiftly held him and pulled him back.

"Aaww," you Bian who fell down.

Zahra deliberately dropped her body next to Bian and complained as well.

Bian turned his head, he was astonished by Zahra's attitude, but then the two laughed, whether it was ridiculous what felt funny but they laughed freely.

"Zahra," call Bian slowly.

Zahra frowned, she moved as she felt a touch on her cheek.

"Zahra," call Bian again.

Those eyes slowly opened, Zahra looked at Bian who was smiling at her.

"Your dreams are so beautiful?, you smile repeatedly."

Zahra was silent, a dream, so it was all a dream, fish and rabbits it was just a dream.

"I'm sorry to interrupt your sweet dreams, but you have to eat and take your medicine, you go to the bathroom first, let me help you, for a minute."

Zahra held Bian's hand that was about to leave, Bian turned his head and was silent after having seen his hand.

"I hate you, but the dream is with you."

Bian frowned, so Zahra dreamed of it last night, whether it was God's help that would free him from Zahra's lawsuit.

"Why is it that beautiful things are only in dreams, I live in reality, but you can't be like that, am I just going to live forever with wishful thinking?"