I Desire the Love of My Husband
Uneasily

"Tante, can I follow up, Bian?"

"Please, where might Aunt forbid you."

Sintia smiled and passed away leaving Kania, didn't Sintia already say if she would not give up trying to make Bian back like her.

"Dian, wait."

Bian turned his head and stopped his steps, the arrival of Sintia was not what he expected, and for what Bian should obey him.

"Bian, I never asked anything from you, why don't you ever try to appreciate me just once?"

Bian did not answer, just let Sintia say what now, he is free and has the right to talk to Bian.

"Why don't you ever want to give me a chance even if it's just one time?"

Bian turned away, once Bian did not want it would still not want, did Bian have often said about it, only those who never want to understand.

"Bian, look at me."

Sintia touched Bian's left cheek to face him again, Bian also did not refuse and obeyed.

"Do I have to beg you, I just want to be given a chance."

"The opportunity for what we will do is marriage, if until your own separation is lost, you who never want to understand everything, all the risks."

"What risk, Bian, I'm sure there's nothing impossible if you'll be able to repay my feelings, you just have to open your heart."

"And I can't do that, Sin."

"Why, I've never done anything wrong with you, all this time all I've done was to make you like me."

"But whatever it is, I've never been able to like you one bit."

"Dian."

"Here you go, Sintia, I do not like and disagree with our matchmaking, and if you continue to agree and join me in forcing me to agree, you yourself will be disappointed, he said, and even when you're disappointed, I'll never care."

"So that's as bad as you really are?"

"I'm evil?"

"You are evil, you feel the truest in everything."

"Oh obviously, I feel most right for my own life because of what happened in my life, only I can feel including this matchmaking pressure."

Sintia frowned, even though Bian knew what was the reason his parents betrothed them, and it was not clear if all of that was for his future.

"Sorry, Sin, but I can't, and one more thing you should know, I already have my own choice."

"What do you mean?"

Bian shook his head and entered his room, let it be, Sintia will definitely understand what Bian meant, isn't that woman smart so it won't be difficult to be able to understand what she said.

Sintia did not budge, after Bian disappeared from his opponent, Sintia thought about what she heard.

"### What Bian has found a woman to be his partner now, but who, hasn't Bian been close to me all this time."

"Eat, Ra," said Dion.

"Thank you."

"From just staying there?"

Zahra just smiled in response to Dion's question, let alone Zahra's own wish.

"I'm afraid, what if I just make things messy?"

"That's for sure, Zahra, it won't be inevitable if you get there."

"So what should I do?"

"Just walk, just follow what it must be, you will agree with what has been promised, Bian."

Zahra Shut up, but her feelings are not good now, Zahra will definitely disappoint many people and what will come back to Zahra later.

"Have it, don't worry too much, no matter what happens later, Bian will definitely defend you because it is Bian who needs you the most here."

Zahra was still silent, really like that, then what about his parents later, whether they would also accept Zahra as they accept Sintia.

"You want to change your mind?"

Zahra shook her head, I don't know what Zahra should be like now, Zahra just wants the house and again isn't Zahra ready to live alone.

If Zahra leaves now, I don't know what her life will be like, with no one and nothing in her possession.

"Zahra," call Dion.

"Yes" said Zahra lazily.

"If Bian succeeds in canceling his match with Sintia, that means you will start a new life."

"New life .... will I marry Bian?"

"No, but a new life where there will be some people who hate you."

Zahra was silent again, of course it had been thought by Zahra since yesterday, Zahra knew it would disappoint them and it was appropriate that they would hate Zahra.

"But yes, let it go because there is a Bian who will defend you, don't worry about that."

Zahra smiled slightly and nodded, hopefully Bian will defend her later, because if Bian ignores her, Zahra will suffer a lot.

"Have, you better eat now, lest you limp later when you meet them."

"Yes." Yeah."

"Yes, I'm going to go to the room first."

Zahra nodded and let Dion go from before her, Zahra saw the clock on her phone, why until now Bian has not returned and even for just a message Bian did not send to Zahra.

"Where is the man now, what should I do."

Zahra played the origin of the screen of his phone, the anxiety is getting bigger now, because the time is running and getting closer to the meeting later tonight.

Zahra could not guess what it would be like, but Zahra clearly knew that everything would only happen, and more clearly Zahra was the trigger for the problem.

"Or I just run away now, I don't need to meet them and there's no need to cancel Bian's match with Sintia."

Zahra rubbed her face, but Zahra was afraid of her life if she was alone out there, Zahra was not ready for the hardships she would experience later.

Bian had guaranteed everything, and Zahra would still have a decent life, but what had to be in a way to disappoint others.

"What an evil I am, I'm going to hurt the feelings of another woman, a woman who obviously wants Bian to be hers."

Zahra closed her eyes for a moment, but no matter what would happen, Zahra had already agreed with everything and Zahra just had to go through with it now.

"Hopefully there will be no chaos, anything else until the hatred, I do not want to be hated by anyone as well because I just want to keep my house alone."

Zahra nodded and returned to struggling with her phone, Zahra sent a message to Bian who was out of nowhere now.