I Desire the Love of My Husband
I don't know

Bian entered the room, Zahra had entered the room since an hour ago, Bian was invited to speak by Ingrid after dinner last night, so he had to be late to enter the room.

"Zahra."

Bian looked around, there was nothing there, going into the room where the woman was, did she make a mistake.

"Zahra, where are you?"

"What, noise."

Bian turned his head, apparently Zahra was silent on the balcony there, the woman was walking and sitting on the bed.

"What's wrong, you sleep here?"

"How else, it should be like that for now."

Zahra nodded, there was nothing she wanted to say anymore, if it was like that, then it should be like that as well.

"Why you?" bian asked as he approached.

Zahra got up as Bian sat down, but the previous thing should not be repeated.

"Why the hell, let's sit down, it's not gonna be anything."

Bian pulled Zahra back into his seat, they were conscious now, there would be nothing more.

"You sleep here, I can get on the couch."

"No need, you're here, I'm not the occupant of this room."

"Okay, okay, no need to talk about that, how good it will be, you don't want to sleep, right?"

Zahra just shook her head, Bian nodded, meaning they could still talk.

"Tomorrow, I'll start working again, Oma told me to do my job again."

"Yes, good."

"From tomorrow, I'll be busy again, so maybe we can stay away."

"Good."

"You can do anything, just be careful."

"I know, anyways I won't do anything, just relax I'll just be at Oma's house."

"You don't walk, maybe you need your own entertainment?"

Zahra shook her head, what entertainment, Zahra was lazy to do anything.

"Zahra, I'm sorry yes, I've done it again."

Zahra did not answer, noisily, Zahra did not want to hear any more apologies.

"I'll be more careful, I'll try to keep my attitude."

"You need a break, not work tomorrow."

"Yes, you're also resting."

"I'm not sleepy yet, you just go to sleep first."

Zahra passed back to the balcony there, Zahra stood leaning against the fence, looking down.

"What are you saying Papa is doing now, do you know that I miss you?" zahra said slowly.

Zahra looked around, there was nothing there aside from the trees as well as grass alone.

Zahra is afraid of her life now, all threats, all scary.

"I want to be with you, can't just be with me tonight."

Zahra lowered her head, it was the most impossible question could materialize, Zahra would only further make her feelings chaotic.

"You why, it's night, the wind is not good for health."

Zahra blinked, he looked straight ahead again, Bian actually approached him even though Zahra had told him to sleep.

"Nothing, I've asked you to sleep."

"I'm not sleepy, you can't stay here anyway, if you're sick I'll bother later."

Zahra turned her head, as scared as Bian was bothered by him, but that was not necessarily the case.

"Why the hell, don't talk like that."

Zahra turned back, he played his original fingers.

"I'm okay, I just remember my parents."

"They must be happy there, you don't burden them."

"No, I was just thinking, maybe what your mom said was true."

"What did Mama say?"

"I can get this house again, but I won't be able to get the happiness I've ever had here."

"Why is that?"

"Because there are no more of them now, I'm happy to have them, not entirely because I own this house."

Bian was silent, maybe it was true, but there would be no point also Zahra kept thinking about that, her life had to keep going.

"If I had been with them that day, I might have had some last memories before they left, but I was on vacation, preoccupied with my own world until I didn't realize it was their last."

"You, we won't all know when our last time is, so don't talk like that."

Zahra was silent, it was true, but it seemed that Bian did not understand what Zahra was feeling.

"Zahra, you better go in and sleep."

"You go first."

"When are you here, it's midnight?"

Zahra exhaled heavily, she turned to face Bian and silently looked at him.

"Why?"

"I don't know what my life will be like after tonight, I don't know when your parents came and cursed me, I don't know if Sintia would still vent her emotions to me, but regardless, would you be able to keep me from all of them?"

Bian flipped for a moment, why should that be the question.

"Zahra, I don't want to be nice to you, I don't want to change how you feel about me, you have to remember that our marriage is only on paper."

"So you won't care what happens to me, even if it's your own parents?"

Bian was silent, Zahra smiled slightly and turned back, Zahra should not have asked that question.

Both of them were silent, struggling with their own thoughts, at least for now Zahra could calm down because there was Inggrid with her.

"Well, I won't expect anything from you, forget everything, we go through everything."

Zahra entered the room, she picked up a pillow and a blanket on the bed there, let alone Zahra who will sleep on the sofa tonight.

"You sleep in the bed."

"There's no need to treat me well, or I can really like you."

Zahra lay down and covered her body, Bian just silently looked at that, what he had to think, after all Zahra already knew what kind of marriage they were in.

"Zahra, I'm sorry that it made you feel trapped in this situation, but we've agreed to everything."

Zahra did not answer, her position turned her back on Bian, making her not have to care about the man, just let him think Zahra is sleeping.

"If I knew, I'd stop them, but if I didn't know, I couldn't do anything."

Zahra smiled, whatever, Zahra did not want to discuss it anymore, because all she had to do was prepare to accept whatever tomorrow would bring.

"May you survive for one to know ahead, I'll set you free after that."

Zahra closed his eyes, hopefully he can, hopefully Zahra can survive with everything, including staying to not like Bian.