I Desire the Love of My Husband
He's Here For Me

Zahra sipped her drink as quietly as possible, it seemed like Zahra would also be happy if the separation happened.

"Why are you silent, you must be sorry about this marriage, so just let her go, no need to care about it."

"Your mama's right, maybe it's better."

Bian glanced at the two in turn, what Zahra would anger him again.

"She won't be with you, if she wants to be with you, she won't say that."

"I want to be with Bian, but if that parting can make you happier, why not just do it."

"What are you talking about?"

Zahra turned her head, there was no answer, Zahra just kept quiet with her gaze towards Bian.

"You want to split up with me?"

"Tell me yes" said Kania.

"Don't listen to anyone, just say what you want to say."

"She's willing to part, you can't force her to hold on all the time."

"Mama, can't you shut up, I can take care of my own household."

"But he doesn't want to be with you, you're selfish."

Bian glanced back at Zahra, the woman just silently lowered her head, there was no way Zahra would part with her, didn't Zahra already like her.

"Zahra, why are you quiet, let's say it."

"Mama."

"What, Mama just asked him to be honest."

"But Mama forced him to do it."

"You also need an answer, and he just kept quiet, it's not wrong that Mama forced him."

"Mama."

"What, let's just listen, he's gonna stop or hang on."

"It's none of Mama's business."

"So she'll forever be an unacknowledged daughter-in-law?"

"Mama."

"I'm sorry."

Zahra chose to leave the two, Zahra did not care about them, both only made Zahra uncomfortable.

"Zahra," call Bian.

Zahra did not care, she climbed the stairs without looking at her head in the least.

"Zahra, your food isn't over yet."

Bian lowered his head for a moment, Zahra had disappeared up there, there was no point in Bian talking anymore.

"Like that best woman of your choice, no manners at all."

"He was upset because Mama talked so much."

"Myan ...."

"Listen I'm fine, she's my choice, whatever she is, I keep her, I'm the same she still has to learn to live this relationship, she said, so Mama don't make him uncomfortable with himself and with all of us."

"Do you dare lecture Mama?"

Bian shook his head, he got up and left Kania.

"Bian, you don't make Mama more disappointed with you."

Bian turned around, he looked at Kania with annoyance, Bian would be lazy to live his day if it continued like that.

"You're wrong to act like this, Mama, Bian."

"Then what do I have to be like, I have to end my one-month marriage, don't you think about my feelings?"

Kania gets up and approaches Bian, if it is true that they are that serious, Kania still remembers if Bian is not ready to be a husband, and Kania is still convinced that his marriage with Zahra is only forced.

"What else, Mama, what else to say, I want to get Zahra out of here, that's never gonna happen."

"You're serious about him?"

"Really, are you still going to keep him?"

"Of course."

"You really love him?"

Bian was silent, it wasn't at all, Bian could never love Zahra until this second, and it better not be.

"You lied to Bian, Mama knows what you're like."

"But there's something you don't know, and it looks like you should know, if my feelings are my business, it's my responsibility."

"Tell me, do you love him, do you love your wife?"

Bian went back to silence, Kania continued to talk a lot, and it made him even more upset.

"What do you really want?"

"Mama's request will come out, but after you answer Mama's question."

Bian turned, as if in a national replay, very complicated.

"If you keep quiet like that, Mama will draw her own conclusions."

"Mama, want me to keep separating from Zahra."

"Of course, because not only Mama, but Papa you want the same thing."

"But you have to remember, Zahra is there for me, she is present among us is my decision, so only I have the right to decide if she leaves or stays."

Kania nodded, she could not look at Bian, and maybe it was better for Kania to try to believe and accept all that.

"I'm sorry, but I'd better get home, enough discussion this time, I have to go to the office."

Bian stepped back, enough debate, Bian did not love Zahra, but Bian also would not let go.

"Bian, listen to this first."

Bian closed his eyes as he stopped his steps, he rubbed his hair back and back forward while exhaling his annoyed breath.

"You don't want to answer Mama's question, like that you are now?"

"Yes, I love Zahra."

"Look at Mama."

Bian turned around, his facial expression started to not be okay, and Kania knew the meaning of that expression.

"You love her?"

"Yes, I love him."

"If so, immediately you give a grandson to Mama, otherwise you better split up."

Bian was silent, how could it be like that, Bian did not want to touch him at all, it never crossed his brain.

"You can't do it, it's true that you're just doing the show."

"Mom, don't you think that Zahra's mentality is not going to be good, she's 19, how could she be pregnant and have children."

"What's the problem, Mama while pregnant and giving birth to you, still 18 years old, no problem whatsoever."

"Yes but different."

"Just like, she's ready to get married, which means she's ready to conceive and give birth."

Bian clucked away just like that, all the more unreasonable, Kania is really outrageous.

"Let's wait for 5 months, if there's no result, you'll be forced to separate you."

Bian shook his head, he could hear the sentence, but Bian was reluctant to care about it, it was very unlikely.

Bian entered the room and saw Zahra standing out there, the habit of the woman daydreaming on the balcony of the house.

"Zahra," call Bian as he approaches.

Zahra did not budge, she only turned a glance as Bian massaged both shoulders.

"You really want to separate from me, you agree with Mama's request?"

"The decision is yours, didn't you say that only you can change our agreement."

Bian nodded, he shifted and stood beside Zahra, both of them silent, struggling with his own thoughts.

It's impossible, it's very unlikely for Bian to touch Zahra, what else to impregnate her, it's too impossible.