I Desire the Love of My Husband
I've Got to Touch You

Bian was silent as Zahra entered the room, sitting next to her husband who had not responded at all.

"You always remind me, I always have to be careful if you do something, but you're careless yourself."

Bian remained silent, he was upset with everything at this time, even though Bian thought he would remain free even though he was married, because he was married to Zahra.

"Do you like that woman?"

"Shut up, and better get some sleep."

"No, I need to know everything, Oma will be back here, and I need to be able to defend you if you're wrong."

Bian went back to silence, is that true, shouldn't Zahra be happy if Bian gets scolded like that.

"If you really like him, just say it, so I can find an excuse when you walk with him, unless you are ready with Oma's nagging like that."

"Can I like it?"

"Isn't that everyone's right, we deserve to like and be liked."

"Aren't you jealous?"

"I've told you, all about me let it be my business, you just live your own life, but even so we have to stay open to each other in order to defend each other if there will be problems."

Bian was silent, he was busy struggling with his own mind, what true Zahra would be willing if Bian was with another woman.

The woman will certainly be disappointed, and finally Bian will also be affected, Zahra can complain at any time to Ingrid.

"How do you like it or not?"

"You yourself, like Dion?"

Zahra frowned, why so question it, Bian should finish first one by one discussion.

"Jawab, you like it?"

"No, but he did like me, he told me everything, but he knows that I like you now."

"Then what?"

"Then she will stick with her wish, she will be there when I need a place to lean on, when I am disappointed with you, when I cannot tell Oma anything, maybe he'll be the first one I'm looking for."

Bian nodded, so easy for Zahra to speak the truth, but unfortunately Bian did not mind it.

Perhaps it is true what Sintia said, if Zahra and Dion had been together long ago.

"Then what truth do you want to reveal now?"

"Mama, want you to get pregnant fast."

Zahra immediately turned away, of course she still remembered the meeting and Kania that morning, and Kania also discussed grandchildren with her.

"I have to touch you to get you pregnant, and you can give a grandchild to Mama."

Zahra turned her head back, if Bian did not use a little bit of his brain before speaking, Zahra did not even think to realize Kania's request for now.

What would it be like if Zahra were pregnant and had children, without the care of her own husband, Zahra would not want to be more difficult on her own because of their circumstances.

"Isn't that normal, we're married, there's no harm in doing it."

"You think I want to?"

"Of course, because it's your duty as a wife."

Zahra smiled as she turned, why it felt so funny Bian's sentence, she always took everything that entered her mind lightly.

Bian did not want to do it, but if it was the only way to keep Zahra in check, then Bian would have to do it, Bian would have made Zahra no longer dare to act, even if it was about Dion once.

Zahra glanced at Bian's hand which slowly grabbed his hand, no, there was no way Zahra should do it tonight, Zahra did not want to get any more tormented.

Zahra immediately let go of Bian's grasp, he got up and left, all is not right.

"You dare to reject your own husband, are you not afraid of sin?"

Zahra's move came to a standstill, when her husband could not take it well, was it still sinful if Zahra refused, Zahra just wanted to protect herself.

"Our marriage is recognized all, we are the real Husband and Wife."

Zahra was silent, Bian hugged her from behind, leaned on her shoulder, and spoke right in her ear.

Bian has often said that if they are only husband and wife on paper, Bian should be aware that their relationship is just a lie.

"We're going to do it tonight, you should think, if I could touch you, maybe it could make my feelings turn to you."

Bian kissed Zahra's ears, made her bow while closing her eyes, now there was no more calmness in Zahra, all the more frightening.

"Calm down, I'm your husband."

Zahra brushed off Bian's hand that was about to touch his chest, Zahra shook her head, Zahra couldn't let that happen.

Bian twisted his body, held back by hugging him, Zahra sat down, she could not let Bian touch her.

"Zahra, we're married, do I still have to force you like I used to, do I have to be rude to you again?"

"But I can't, we'll be together every night, and we can do it another time, Bian I'm always trying to appreciate you, so please respect me too even if it's just for now."

"Really, unfortunately I can't do that, I told you that I'm the only one who can change the rules of our agreement, and I don't care if I end up having to touch you."

"But I don't want to, don't you understand that?"

"Only you should understand me, remember Zahra you have no right to demand me to be able to understand you, in the slightest matter."

Bian picked up Zahra, took her to the bed there, he immediately laid her down, and restrained her with his body.

"Bian, do I have to beg?"

"Please, but it won't affect anything."

Zahra turned when Bian was about to kiss her, and she tried to push Bian away from her body.

Getting a fight like that, Bian just a little laugh, did Zahra forget if Bian just barely broke it first, should Zahra realize if his energy will not be able to fight Bian.

"So you want to play with me?"

Bian held Zahra's hands beside her ears, immediately kissing her cheeks up to her neck.

"Bian, off, are you crazy?"

Bian raised his head, he looked at Zahra who started to snap at him.

"Depart, I beg you."

"Just cry, because I won't let you go."

"Bian, I don't want to."

"You want to make a fuss, go ahead, Oma will definitely come here, she will be mad at you if you know that you dare to reject your own husband, let's shout."

Zahra was silent, she recalled the sentence Inggrid, the old woman also supported Kania's desire for Zahra to get pregnant immediately.

That means, there will be no one to help Zahra to get away from Bian tonight, why the situation is just pressing him.

"That's enough to think."

Bian kissed her just like that, Zahra's movement, which was still trying to resist him, did not necessarily make Bian let go.