I Desire the Love of My Husband
I Don't Want to Lose

With Zahra slowly getting out of bed, Inggrid seemed to have fallen asleep by now, and Zahra was able to get out to meet Bian.

Zahra walked out of the room, opened and closed the door very carefully, Zahra could not be like that even though Zahra needed Ingrid more than Bian.

While he looked around, until he finally entered his room slowly, apparently Bian was still awake in there, he was silent sitting on the sofa.

"Bian," call Zahra.

Bian turned his head, he immediately got up from his seat, immediately he pulled Zahra and hugged her.

Really it makes Zahra happy, but the hug can not necessarily make Zahra proud if Bian will accept it.

"Why haven't you slept?"

"Why did you just come with Oma, you forgot who you were here with?"

"I'm sorry, I just don't want you guys to fuss constantly."

Bian was silent, he glanced at his cellphone that looked lit, indeed without sound just the light was suddenly bright.

But Bian ignored him, he had a focus on Zahra for now, and it was even more important to his own life.

"Don't ever leave home like that, do you know how I dizzy looking for you?"

"Do you care about me?"

"Shut up, you fool."

Zahra was silent, still like Bian said, maybe Bian would not be able to appreciate it.

"Can you not repeat that?"

Zahra let go of Bian's embrace, the desire to return his embrace should Zahra hold strong.

"It all depends on you, you say it's all your will."

"But I never asked you to leave."

"But your attitude makes me want to do it, I told you that I always try to appreciate you, but what's the reward for me?"

"So you want revenge?"

Zahra smiled at a glance, maybe it was true, but Zahra did not know what to do in order to make Bian regret.

"Is it not enough with everything, Oma has taken everything now, I don't have a job anymore."

"It's your job to restore his trust, you always remind me to be careful in stepping, but all this happens because of your own carelessness."

"Don't you dare lecture me, you want to be insolent again."

Zahra shook her head, that was enough, Zahra did not want to argue anymore, she was very tired and wanted to rest.

"Can we just go to sleep, we can talk about this again tomorrow."

"Right, I'm already unemployed, so we can talk anytime you want."

"Bian stopped, can't you think any better about me, I've never had much behavior, all this time I've always been quiet and followed everything, but you've just got a big head with everything."

"Then what do you want?"

"If you continue like this, I give up right now, I won't care anymore about this house, I don't care even if I have to be a bum on the streets there, the important thing is I can be free from your pressure."

"And you dare to do it?"

"Of course, if you can do everything you want, I can too, and I just need a little courage to do it."

Bian narrowed his eyes, of course Bian still remembered how Zahra had rejected the marriage from the beginning.

It looks like Zahra will be able to prove his point, and when that happens Bian himself will be difficult.

"What do you think, you still need me to be able to gain power, so you should also appreciate me."

"Then what do you want me to do?"

"There's nothing, I just ask to be appreciated as you want to be appreciated, don't I always do that no matter how bad your attitude is."

Bian was silent again, what could Bian do that, Bian felt that he could not be good to Zahra.

"Okay, I'm trying to do better with you."

"Hopefully you can."

"Don't big head."

"That applies to you too, when everything is returned to you, the limits will remain for your behavior."

Bian raised both eyebrows, what Zahra was trying to suppress now, he must have felt had more strength to be able to fight Bian.

Ingrid had to leave their house, Bian nodded, that's right, it would all be better if Ingrid was no longer with them.

"May I rest, and you better rest now."

"Please, sleep well, aren't you tired."

Bian walked back to the sofa, he lay there without glancing at Zahra again.

Seeing that, Zahra just shook her head, she walked and lay there on the bed, there was nothing she wanted to think about right now, Zahra just wanted to rest.

----

"Where the hell, is it true he's asleep."

Sintia turned her head, she looked upset at Vanessa's words, since Sintia was ignored because Vanessa was so busy messaging with Bian.

"Is he always sleeping fast?" ask Vanessa.

Sintia did not answer, she turned to her back, lazy to constantly discuss Bian.

"Sintia, I'm asking you."

"And do you think I know the answer, I've been here the same as you."

"But you said, you've known him before."

"Yes but I don't live in the same house as him so how can I know."

"Why are you, so judes?"

"N sleepy."

Vanessa shook her head, she chose to be busy with her phone alone, but if Bian was still going to reply to her message.

But after a long wait, the reply of the message never came, Vanessa began to sleepy, glancing at the person next to her who might have fallen asleep, Vanessa chose to just lie down.

"Lost right?"

Vanessa turned her head, but Sintia was still awake.

"It's so much to fall in love."

"It can be arranged, doesn't it always just happen."

"But it must make sense too, I already told you about the man."

"But I don't care, I'm still going with my thoughts."

Sintia turned around, Vanessa's tone sounded so serious, maybe Vanessa really has an interest in Bian.

"If you like him, don't ask me to stop, I told you we'd compete healthily."

"Just compete with his wife."

Sintia turned her back to Vanessa, let it be like that, because it seems Sintia has indeed begun to be interested in forgetting Bian.

Vanessa's presence will definitely be the best entertainment for her, seeing Bian fall apart in her life, because of Vanessa and Zahra.

"I wish you could be with Bian."

"Don't fool me, your prayers must be the opposite."

Sintia smiled, she closed her eyes, whatever she wanted to think.

Vanessa turned her back to Sintia, maybe Vanessa also likes Bian, a day together they can not be forgotten just by Vanessa.