I Desire the Love of My Husband
I thought I Could

Bian turned his head as the door of the room opened, he immediately got up from his seat when he saw Vanessa walking behind Zahra.

Vanessa smiled, finally she could see Bian again after a long time, the man looked fine not like a sick person.

"Vanessa."

"He's here to see you, so I'll drop you here, you'll be healthy after you meet him."

Bian turned his head, he looked at his wife deeply, there was no anger at all, his tone and the look in his eyes, his facial expression was ordinary.

"I'm sorry, Vanessa I hope you remember what I said about Oma."

"Of course."

Zahra nodded, he glanced at Bian with a smile, at a glance he rubbed Bian's arm and passed away leaving the two.

Vanessa stared at Zahra's departure, until the door closed, Vanessa doesn't want to think about it now, because Venessa just wants to meet with Bian alone.

"What are you here for?" bian asked annoyed.

"Why am I here, because I care about you, you say you're sick as long as I don't see you, so I'm here because I think your pain is severe."

"Where do you know this place?"

"Sintia, don't you know each other, obviously Sintia will give me your home address."

"You met Oma?"

"Yes, it was Oma you who opened the door."

Bian rubbed his face while turning away, it was very wrong and bad for him, what will be the anger of Ingrid to him later.

"So you're married, why are you lying to me?"

Bian turned his head, he was silent, so Sintia did not say anything about herself and Zahra, so Vanessa only knew that now.

"Woman was your wife, right?"

"Vanessa I ...."

"But I don't want to accept that, you yourself to me, according to what you told me."

"Vanessa, it's not time for us to talk, just go home now don't make it harder for me."

"Difficult?"

Bian shook his head as he twisted Vanessa's body and took her out, preferably the woman away.

"You're why, Zahra, I can meet you."

"You don't know the problem, so you better shut up and go home now."

"I don't want to, um what the hell is off ah."

Vanessa pushed Bian back, Vanessa's ignorance was Bian's dishonest mistake from the start, so just leave Vanessa to her own free will at this point.

"Go home, don't meet me, let me meet you later."

"When?"

"Yes, when it's time."

"What the hell, it's been almost two months you've not been out of the house, right, then how much longer?"

"Shut up, now go home don't talk much, or you don't need to chat me anymore."

"Why is it like that?"

"Task a lot, go home first I'll explain everything."

Bian again pushed Vanessa down the stairs, it would be harder for Bian to get his best chance over the company.

Whether until when Bian will continue to be locked up in the house, Bian is lazy if he has to help raise the company of others.

"Where are you going?" ask Zahra.

The two turned their heads, Bian moved his hand away from Vanessa's shoulder.

"He kicked me out, but you let me" said Vanessa.

"And you know that Bian is sick, so where to bother."

Vanessa frowned, what was it exactly, were they working together to lie, Bian was fine he wasn't in any pain at the moment.

"Here home, I told you I'll explain later."

"Vanessa."

"I want it now, let's explain."

Zahra silently watched the two, Bian could have done all that, but Zahra thought if they were no longer related.

Zahra smiled slightly, there should be no need for good thoughts about Bian, the man would definitely remain the same towards her.

"Zahra," call Inggrid.

The three turned their heads together, Bian immediately glanced at Vanessa and pulled her away, Zahra staring at the departure of the two.

"Zahra."

"Yes, Oma."

Zahra immediately left her place and met Inggrid there, leaving Bian alone with her own business.

"Why Oma?"

"Where is your husband?"

"Bian's here soon."

Inggrid kept quiet, hopefully what Zahra said could be proven, Bian should come to see Inggrid.

"I'll come back if you don't see me."

Bian clucked, it was noisy, Sintia was looking for trouble, she deliberately sent Vanessa here to give him trouble.

"Dian."

"Yes, it's there you go home first, now."

Vanessa resentfully leaves the place, but she'll actually come back if Bian doesn't see her.

"One time Sintia can do this, just see if she meets later she has to apologize."

Bian re-entered the house, he was looking for Zahra, and must be with Inggrid now, but where are they.

"Zahra," call Bian.

"What's wrong?"

Bian turned his head, it was good that the woman came alone without the company of Inggrid.

"He's home yet?"

"Of course, what did you bring him to see me for, you should have kicked him out."

"Do I have the right to do that, isn't he an important guest for you?"

"Yes you should stop any woman from seeing your husband."

"Truely, it's possible that you'll get angry back if I get in the way of your happiness, you want to be free of your own desires right?"

Bian smiled briefly, what was the truth he thought, but Bian just thought something else about his wife's intentions.

"Why, am I still wrong until now?"

"You're doing this on purpose, you want to make Oma even more angry with me?"

"You can think like that, if everything you think about me is just a mistake, just a bad thing, why do you keep me?"

"Zahra, I don't want to argue."

"But the talk of you who started this debate, I think I can make you change Bian, can make you accept our marriage relationship, can make you right to accept me as your Wife, you know, but it turns out I was wrong, you're still in touch with him and he even came here and met you."

"You brought him before me."

"Because I want you to know, if I can still try to accept everything, I can still give in to everything, even if it hurts my own feelings, but if it continues like this, I can still give in, I could be tired of helping you."

"What do you mean?"

"Think for yourself, I can do the same if I want to, don't think I'm weak and will be forever weak."

"Zahra."

Zahra did not care, he passed away leaving Bian without looking a little, Bian's sweet attitude all this time turned out to mean nothing.

Zahra is always wrong, including being wrong in intruding on her own hopes and feelings, Zahra has closed herself to anyone and focused on Bian, but the reply is still bad.