I Found Love With You
71. Pain

“Do what we lie, Ndra. Mang Awan telling the truth.”

“I beg you, Bi. I beg you to tell me where Sadiyah is now?” Kagendra was no longer ashamed to sob in front of Darmawan and Rostita.

Darmawandan Rostita did not expect Kagendra would be as desperate as this. They looked at Kagendra with pity.

“I beg you, Bi. I beg you, Mang. Don't hide Sadiyah from me. I have to meet with Sadiyah right now. A lot of things to straighten out. Everything in the photo is just fabrication. I never slept with Natasha. Indeed, I admit that I have a relationship with Natasha again behind Sadiyah. But that was just the beginning when Natasha just returned to Indonesia.”

“We really don't hide Sadiyah. We only know that Sadiyah is somewhere along with Mak Isah. Sadiyah herself was driving so that apart from Sadiyah and Mak Isah no one else knows where they live now.”

Rostita doesn't lie. He did know the city where Sadiyah lived but did not know exactly where Sadiyah now lived. Rostita did not know the location of the rice fields that Nandang inherited from Sadiyah.

“I love Sadiyah, Bi. I have to meet with Sadiyah right now. Please help me, Bi.” Kagendra knelt before Rostita and Darmawan. Her tears unstoppable slid profusely past her cheeks.her shoulders trembled withstanding the cries.

“Don't be like this, Ndra. You get up first, don't kneel like this. You haven't healed yet either, have you? Just sit in the chair.”

Darmawan gave a pleading gaze to Rudi to help Kagendra to sit on the chair.

“Bos, don't be like this. The Boss' body is still weak. The boss must also pay attention to his own health.” persuade Rudi while helping Kagendra to get up and sit on a chair.

“Tell me cities that Sadiyah may come to. I'll look for him. Rud. Prepare yourself to accompany me looking for Sadiyah.”

“Bi Ita does not know at all which cities Sadiyah may come to.”

“You'd better be patient, Ndra. Sadiyah told us if she had settled down, she would have told us. So, you just be patient and wait for Sadiyah to tell us the location of her new residence. We'll definitely tell you.

“Promise Mang..”

“God's Insya. Hopefully Sadiyah will send word soon.”

“Then we say goodbye, sir, Mom. Sorry if our arrival disturbed Father and Mother.” Rudi helps Kagendra to walk towards the car.

“I say goodbye Mang, Bi. I'm waiting for news from Mang Awan. Please help me Mang.” pinta Kagendra with the rest of the tears that are still standing.

Rudi helps Kagendra get into the car.

“Awas his head, Boss.” Rudi protected Kagendra's head with his hands.

After entering and sitting in the passenger seat, Rudi looked at Kagendra who was looking at the direction of the road ahead with a blank look.

“Bos wear seatbeltnya.”

It seems that Kagendra did not hear Rudi's words because he was still looking forward without doing what Rudi asked.

Finally Rudi helped Kagendra to pair his seatbelt.

“It looks like the Boss' mind has started to go insane. I'm afraid that if the Boss Bu is not found, the Boss will end up in a mental hospital.”

Looks like Kagendra's soul isn't where it should be. Proven by silence

Kagendra even though Rudi said it.

Rudi started running his car. Not long after, he looked towards Kagendra and

seeing Kagendra still staring blankly.

“Bos...conscious Boss... if Boss goes crazy and goes to mental hospital. How the company's fate

The boss? What about the fate of hundreds of Boss workers? Boss can't fall like this. We must have found the whereabouts of Mrs Boss. But before working hard to find the Boss, the Boss should pay attention to the Boss' health first. If the Boss is sick how to find the Boss.” Rudi tried to resuscitate Kagendra by wiggling Kagendra's arm a little rough.

"Boss...conscious Boss...” shouted Rudi.

Rudi pulled over his car and looked at Kagendra who was still engrossed in his thoughts

by oneself.

Plaque….

Rudi slapped Kagendra's cheek.

Plaque…

Plaque….

Plaque…

Plaque….

After the fifth slap, Kagendra finally regained her senses and stared intently at Rudi.

“Why did you slap me?” ask Kagendra in a daze.

“Because the Boss is unconscious.”

“Sickness, Rud.”

“Eh...”.

“It hurts, Rud.”

“I'm sorry Boss. Looks like my slap is too hard.”

“Sick one time, Rud.”

“Bos...sorry, I....”.

Kagendra slapped his hand repeatedly on his left chest.

“Here it hurts so much and is also tight. I'm having a hard time breathing, Rud.” Kagendra continued to beat his chest with his right hand.

“If the Boss wants to cry, just cry Boss. If you've been crying maybe the pain is reduced.”

Lucky Rudi pulled his car over in a quiet place so they will not feel ashamed in case someone passing caught Kagendra crying.

“Why he left me. Wh why? Did he not realize that I loved him? Does he love another man and go with that man?”

“Bos don't accuse like that. Boss must be sure that the wife of the Boss is a sholeh wife and is unlikely to go along with other men.”

“If it is true she is a sholehah wife, she will not leave me. But in fact he left my house. She left without permission from me.”

“It was due to the fault of the Boss himself.”

“I know, I was wrong. Everything is my fault. But he should have listened

my explanation was not to go. He's guilty too, Rud. He summed up everything himself. I also reserve the right to provide an explanation.”

Kagendra grew sobbing after bringing out what had been in his mind.

Half an hour of waiting in silence. After Kagendra calmed down, Rudi started to re-apply his car.

“It's been a little relieved, Boss?”

“Hmmm..

“You directly return or rest first at the hotel here?” ask Rudi.

“Just rest at a hotel near here, Rud. My head hurts a lot. I want to

lay down first in bed.”

“Good, Boss.”

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to be continued....