I'll Live As I Wish
Episode 1 Born
I'm a baby now and my name is Stella. I had a life before. My name is Aisyah. I was 19 years old and at that time I always lived to fit in with everyone's wishes. I thought I was loved because it was in accordance with their wishes, but instead, I was used in betrayal and killed because it was not useful. At that time I also had a girlfriend named Caesar and we have been dating for 3 months. I didn't expect the boyfriend I thought my boyfriend would accept me when everyone dumped me and it turned out he was the same. He made me third. She's been dating my best friend Riska for a long time. They're all really mean to me....
"Your son is no longer useful, don't come near me. There you go away from me. Oh yes I almost forgot, you definitely do not know that your boyfriend who you like is actually my boyfriend and we have been dating for a long time before you know him. Ups ahahahahahaha it's so funny to see you like this". Riska said while showing an expression of satisfaction.
"Riska you don't talk to him anymore. You will be so happy that you forget about me. Drug take care of yourself Aisyah may you be lucky ahahahaha. Let's go Riska". Caesar said.
"Duh don't be so Sar. You don't feel sorry for your ex. You're so mean to your ex Sar. Puft ahahahaha". Said Riska.
"You are cruel too. He is your best friend, but you are like him. Ahahahahahaha I'm not strong enough to laugh let's go". Caesar said.
"OK ayok go. Bye-bye innocent pretentious kid". Riska said with a laugh.
"You guys are a couple.....". Said Aisyah who had not finished finishing her words, her eyes were already closed and she was unconscious.
"This where why is it all dark ? Am I dead and this is in hell ? Is this really a place that suits me ? It's dark, it's silent, and there's nobody". Said Aisyah who just opened her eyes.
"Hmmm who keeps talking ? It's so noisy I need some quiet". Said Aisyah who was slowly able to see around clearly.
"Your son was born. I'm glad I saw you last time before I was unconscious". Said a woman who was sleeping beside Aisyah.
"Lucas, what if our son's name is Stella ?". Said the woman called Runa.
"Hmmm that's good I like it too. Okay so your name is now Stella, son". The man called Lucas.
"Our son ? Who is talking about this ?". The word Ayesha (Stella) in the heart.
"You are so adorable Stella. I am your brother and I will love you very much. You have nothing to fear and if there's anything bad about you I'll make him suffer. Oh yes Stella, I'm warning you to be careful that men don't go with men if they take you. You just have to stay with me, you don't have to go with a guy". Said a child who was looking at Aisyah (Stella) very gently.
"Ahahahaha Stella was little Daniel. You don't have to worry now because he's still small and doesn't understand anything. You can tell him when he's a little older and he's starting to understand. The man who approached Stella I have to admit I was with her". Lucas said.
"Okay Dad and one more not only acknowledged dad but me too". Said a boy called Daniel.
"What's with all this anyway ? Am I dreaming ? Or am I reborn as in the comics I have read ? Everything is so foreign". The word Ayesha (Stella) in the heart.
That's how I started living with strangers in this strange place. I am determined to live as I want and not need people's love for me....