I'll Live As I Wish
Episode 13's

"You guys here ? You guys should just watch it there dangerous". Said Brother.

"True Daniel". Said Father.

"It's okay there's me". Said Mother.

"But...". Said Father.

"Look we go on a family picnic". Stella.

"Picnic...family ?". Stella's older brother and parents said simultaneously.

"Yes". Stella.

They finally had a family picnic. Family picnic on Friday next week in the royal park. Stella can't wait for next week.

The day before the picnic.

Stella and Damien play together. Damien keeps his secret from Stella. Stella always felt familiar with Damien. It was as if he had known Damien in his previous life, but he could not remember when he met Damien. Damien is Stella's first best friend after being reborn. Damien has a sense of the opposite sex to Stella. Stella doesn't know.

While Damien and Stella were playing together, Damien had a seizure as a result of his powers eventually recovering in half. His strength seemed to explode in his body because the body was still young and could not bear this great strength even if it was only half.

"Damien, what's wrong with you ?". Stella.

"A. I'm fine. Can you close your eyes for a second ?". Damien.

"OK-okay I'll close my eyes". Stella.

Stella closed her eyes and did not hear Damien's voice. Stella opened her eyes again. Damien doesn't exist. Stella looked around but, did not meet. He eventually returned to his room and continued to think about Damien's state.

The picnic day arrived. Stella is still worried about Damien. All worried about Stella because she continues to be moody when she is a person who is looking forward to a picnic.

"Stella ayok here eat. Mom made a lot of good food that Stella would love". Said mother.

"Stella after eating we go play want ?". Said brother.

"alright". Stella.

Stella takes food and eats.

"Hum delicious mom. I really like it. I want to do it again ?". Stella.

"May there be many. You can eat it all". Said mother.

"Thank you mother". Stella.

After eating Stella went with her sister. They're walking around. Very nice and stunning view.

"Stella you want that fruit ?". Said brother.

"You brother but the fruit must be poisonous". Stella.

"No dik. If you don't believe it, brother will use magic to check it out". Said brother.

"Asik". Stella.

"Thank you brother". Stella.

"Yes eat a lot ya dik let big fast". Said brother.

"Huh this brother. I was a big brother when I was considered a little girl". Stella said while puffing her cheeks". Stella.

"Yes, my sister is already a big girl". Said brother while stroking Stella's head.

Stella forgets about Damien and spends time with her family.

I didn't expect time to go so fast. It was dark that Stella and her family returned to the palace. After arriving at the palace Stella went straight to her room and lay down.

"My princess please don't do this. You should get ready for dinner". Said Lea.

"Lea this time I'm like this. Please tell my family that I won't have dinner together". Stella.

"Alright princess". Said Lea.

Lea goes to deliver Stella's message and leaves Stella alone in the room. Stella's asleep. Stella was tired from the family picnic.

Someone is crying. She's a girl.

"Ugh, please..... I just want to be happy". Said the woman.

"Please take off my clothes". Stella.

"Are you happy now ? You want to repeat what happened in Aisha happened to you ? You really can't change". Said the woman.

"Who are you ? And how do you know the name in my past life ?". Stella.

"Haha...... You will come back devastated and suffering because that is your destiny. You are destined to feel suffering. You will experience tragedy in your past life hahahahahahaha.....". Said the woman.

"Ughs.... Brother, mother, where is your father ? I'm afraid, help me !!! Why does all this have to happen to me. This is so unfair. Lord Ernix you are very unfair in giving happiness. I don't trust you anymore, god Ernix". Stella.

...(.(.The god in question here is their belief)....

..."huh..huh". Said Stella panting....

"Huft is just a dream". Stella.

Stella kept crying alone in her room. He finally returned to his first plan to escape after the age of maturity (debut).

(The intended debut is the upway of maturity or age that reaches adulthood).

Stella is looking for the money she collected. It turns out that the money is already a lot, enough to last 2 years and he will find a job. Stella begins to further work out her plan to escape.

Stella thought that everything would go her way but, apparently, it did not.

"This why am I in the world of my past life ?". Stella.

"What's going on ? Why am I here and this is my grave, meaning Asiyah's". Stella.