I'll Live As I Wish
Episode 14

"Wait a minute after I thought about it, it's in the world of my life ago and now I'm in my grave but how can I here the feeling was I was again in the same garden Damien". Stella.

Previous events....

Stella and Damien are both in the park. They are playing together. Stella sees Damien's face wanting to say something, but she doesn't say anything. Stella waited for Damien to speak. At once Damien started to get serious and started to raise the conversation.

"Stella, there's something important I want to tell you". Damien said as he took Stella to stand face to face.

Stella is silent and just follows Damien. "Don't he want to shoot me ? But we've been together a long time and he's my only best friend. I don't want to lose her because I have to reject her love". Stella said in her heart.

"Stella this is a secret I've been keeping and now I'm going to reveal it". Damien.

Stella just nodded and said inwardly "Oh well wait I'm still not ready for this. I don't want to lose my best friend".

"So Stella I...." Damien said the unfinished talking cut Stella.

"Wait Damien. I can't hear this I know it's gonna hurt but I can't hear". Stella.

"Prophe Stella. So you know ?". Damien.

"Yes I know". Stella.

"I'm sorry Stella I can't help you when you ask me for help". Damien said with a very sorry expression.

"Yes yes I will be sorry...in ? Wait what ? Ask for help ? When ?". Stella said in wonder.

"Eh don't you already know?". Damien.

"Patience so this is a misunderstanding ?". Stella.

"Misunderstand me ? So the point is that what we're talking about is that it's different, not the same ?". Damien.

"Hahahaha you're so funny Stella". Damien said while stroking Stella's head.

Damien began to tell his secret...

"Stella I'm Andrey. Andrey is the name I used when I met Aisyah. I don't need to explain about Aisyah right ? You already know what I mean. I once accidentally crossed the world. I arrived in your world when I was 5 years old. I was researching my mother's whereabouts. My mother after giving birth to me she became dreamy. He said things I couldn't understand. They said my mom was mentally disturbed, but I don't think it was because of what my mom said, like she saw the future. He warned me not to be close to my cousin. I didn't hear it at first I stayed close until I finally saw the real side. I thought he was nice to me because he really thought I was family and he didn't want to take my place. The only ones who knew about it were me and my mom. From then on I heard my mother say however, mother suddenly went out of the house and never returned. I became desperate because I couldn't find my mother. I was 4 years old when Mom disappeared. I found mom's diary. There are spells and obscure words. After I examined it turned out that it was the language of his mother's people. Mother comes from the ancient Tinxi people who are experts and great about spells and one secret is that only one person of original descent can see the future and its destiny is to change the future. Since I am also a descendant of her mother's people, I became able to cast a spell in her diary. I was surprised but according to the palace records about the people, their descendants will always be able to read the writings of their people even though they have never learned their language. I started chanting the mantra and eventually I moved into your world Aisha I mean Stella. When I opened my eyes in your world, my mother was waiting for me, and she said, "You're late, son. But it's okay because you're already here. Sorry mom left you. I love you baby". Mother said while hugging me. My mother is 5 years old. I said with a happy smile. My mom and I started living together. But only 3 years I was with my mother because she died celebrating my birthday. He promised to come with his friend and his friend's son, but he got into a car accident and died that day. When I got the news I started crying and ran somewhere. I was lost and could only sit on the road. That's when I met you Aisyah. You came up to me crying and hearing my story and comforting me. After that I started using magic to find out about you and it turned out that you were the son of a friend of her mother who said she would come on my birthday. Your mother also helped me bury my mother and pay all the fees. Your mother helped me with my living expenses. But what I'm wondering is why your mother didn't realize that you were actually her daughter and that she thought she was a fraud. Back then why did you meet me because you were left alone on the road with your stepmother, but you thought it was all your fault for not listening to your mother. What you think of that mother is actually your evil stepmother. Sorry I didn't say it until you closed your eyes as Aisyah I still didn't say it. I'm happy because on my birthday the person I met was you weren't your stepmother's son. Your biological mother is also busy with her problems and she also forgot to introduce her daughter but I am happy because it means that your biological mother did not introduce your stepmother's child to me as a biological child. The reason why I was able to find out that fact was because thanks to magic and thanks to me was my mother's offspring". Damien said while crying.

"So he meant.....". Said Stella who was speechless as she had yet to finish her words.

Stella started crying for a few hours. Stella stopped crying and wiped her tears. Stella started talking.

"Damien, I thank you for telling me your secret despite the weight you keep telling it. I don't hate you even getting mad at you after hearing that. I'm grateful to have told you this and I'm glad you were looking for me when I became Stella. I'm glad you were the first person I trusted when I became Stella and wanted to be my friend again and not leave me". Stella said as she hugged Damien.

Damien began to cry loudly when he heard Stella. Damien got up and said, "You believe me, don't you, Stella ?". "Yes I believe". Stella. Damien holds Stella's hand and Damien closes Stella's eye.

Damien releases his hand that closes Stella's eyes. Stella slowly opened her eyes and she felt astonished and confused.

That's what happened. Back to reality now. Only this time did I become so distrustful that I visited my own tomb with my new life form.

"Ugh I started to feel pain from remembering the things I experienced when I became Aisyah". Stella.

"It's okay Stella. I will help you take revenge. So do you want revenge ?". Damien.

"I want to but what about my new family there ?". Stella.

"Let's just calm Stella I've left a message to your family and they can't get to this world because all they can do is the Tinxi. I am one of the descendants of the Tinxi Yan people still living only on my own. So the only one who can come here is me and we are now in 1 year after Aisyah's death. I can set the time when I come here. So when I returned to my world I went back to the past when I was only 4 years old thanks to that I met you who were just reborn. At first I was hesitant but when I buried Ayesha I gave my magic to you to keep your corpse alive. When I saw you as Stella, I had a faint sense of my magic marks and while you were sleeping I went into your memories and became convinced you were Ayesha". Damien.

"All right, let's help me get revenge on them". Stella.