I'll Live As I Wish
episode 5 Secret

While running Stella found a place. The place is so beautiful and comfortable. "I'll make this place my place where if I want to be alone, I'll come here". Stella said while looking around. Damien and Daniel they blame each other for Stella leaving them. Daniel left and before he left he said to Damien "You don't get close to my sister". Damien simply smiled and muttered "This time I'll save you". After muttering that he suddenly remembered something. It was Aisyah who was being tied up and she was suffering a lot. There Damien uses magic for Aisyah but she does not know what magic she uses and she also does not know Aisyah is there and tied up. He tried to remember, but he always ended up with a headache. He was also confused as to why he was currently a child.

"Ugh why it hurts so much. Then why was Aisha tied up there and why did I become like this ?". Damien said while holding his head. I have to solve this puzzle because it could be the key and the truth. Before that, I should know if he is happy this time or not. I also have to keep it a secret from Aisyah. He is my savior and I promise to make him happy this time.

"I became afraid that I would have to wait until adulthood to escape. I'm afraid I'm going to love this family and not be able to leave them. I've raised money to escape and now I'm worried about their affection. On the other hand it says not to go but on the other hand it says not to go. Though it was my desire to run away so as not to suffer like before. I also did what I wanted and it was very selfish, but I felt their affection instead of hatred. What should I do to not love them ?". Stella said as she sat and leaned against the tree. Stella felt the wind blowing and heard the birds chirping making her instantly sleepy. He also fell asleep under a tree.

There was a young woman singing. Stella opened her eyes and the woman said, "Stella you're a very pretty boy". Said a woman. "Who are you ?". Stella. "You'll know when the time comes. Now is not the time to know". Said the woman. "Where is this ?". Stella. "This too you don't need to know. Hmm How about we play ?". The woman said as she stroked Stella's head and smiled. "Silver is very canitk. Pink hair and eyes were like a very beautiful night sky. Sorry I didn't accidentally". Stella said as she closed her mouth. "Ahahaha you haven't changed. Now you have to go. If you stay here too long you will die. You can come back here if you can already awaken your power. Good bye Stella". Said the woman. "wait. Don't go". Stella said as she tried to grab the woman's hand. Stella woke up and opened her eyes. He saw his father and brother walking and he was carried by his father.

"You're distracted, aren't you ? I'm sorry we're going to your room but since you're awake, don't go to the room, let's go to the dining room we'll eat". Said Father.

"Gum". Stella.

"Gum". Stella.

The nanny's aunt also served food. "His aunt made the Princess' favorite meal so that the Princess would love it". Said the nanny Aunt with a smile.

My father put me in a chair and he sat next to me. The three of us ate and talked happily until before I asked "Dad I have a mother ?". The question kept everyone quiet and everyone was gone. Dad said "I still have a job" and brother said "Oh yeah I still have class". The nanny's aunt also went to the kitchen. Everyone left me alone in the dining room....