I'm an Actor

I'm an Actor
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"Honey, never blame yourself, because we can't predict who and when love is anchored, maybe the love we feel right now is wrong in the eyes of everyone because it stands on the building of the household between me and Rossa, but this has indeed become our storyline, patient yes dear, dear, I will definitely find the best way for all of us" Niko said as she kissed Jessika's head deeply, as deeply as she felt for the woman who had suddenly been present in her life without her having thought before.


loving others after his wife in the middle of his marriage is still running is not a thing that can be justified, but what power all this must be Niko natural and live, there were no bad thoughts or suspicions in her head about everything that happened and it was set by Jessika, although indeed without Jessika and Niko realize this there is also an intervention setting God in it, because how strong Jessika spread charm and ensnare Niko if there is no blessing of God can not happen as it is today.


"Jess, thank you for coming and being a friend who would listen to my complaints when I was in this state,"


Jessika smiled in her heart, because at times like this was the most appropriate time for her to enter deeper into Niko's heart, mastering every room of the bulkhead in his heart and this was also a golden opportunity for him to forcefully expel Rossa from Niko's heart who might still be residing there.


"That is the function of a lover like me, when you have a problem with a legitimate wife, then I play the role of solace, you, and when you get along with your wife, I must be ready to accept only the rest of the time you have, another when this dark relationship is known by the legitimate wife, then usually the man will return to his wife, he said, while women like me should be willing to be left without any demands," Jessika told with all her drama.


"Stop! Don't ever talk like that, I won't treat you like that, you're just as important in my life" Niko put her index finger right over Jessika's lips so she doesn't continue her words.


"Is that important to your wife in your life? Even after what he's done behind your back?" Jessika's fishing rod does not want to give up making Rossa's name really ugly in Niko's eyes.


"Are you jealous?" Niko Goda.


But Jessika just threw her eyes away from Niko's eyes that seemed piercing.


"Rossa and I dated for a while, and got married, to be honest, I didn't know much about her, her life, but I tried to accept everything about her, my succumbing to her might have kept us going this far." Niko Urai.


"Mas loves Rossa's mommy so much ?" Jessika asked again as if she was very thirsty for all the information about Niko and Rossa.


"If I told you I'd only ever fall in love with you, would you believe my words?" Niko asked back.


"meaning?"


If you can be honest, Jessika's heart is now like a garden that is grown with thousands of flowers in bloom, he said, he also felt like he was soaring to the seventh sky when he heard Niko's chatter that he only ever felt in love with Jessika.


Ah right, Jessika's heart blossomed just because she heard Niko's cheap chatter? Jessika begins to make a point of her own that is too easily overwhelmed with Niko's sweet speech.


"Mas, you're like you're just trying to crush a schoolboy, if you don't feel like you're in love with Rossa's mom, then how did you decide to marry her?"


As much as Jessika's energy hid her groggy feelings.


"I'm serious and I'm not in a race, I'm a picky guy and it's hard to adapt to other people, at the age I was almost in 3 heads back then, Rossa came into my life, offering me a relationship that was more than a friend, I tried to open myself up to living it, even though that love didn't grow until we got married" she said.


"Why did you fall in love with me who is obviously a stranger and we have never met before?" Apparently Jessika was quite interested and enthusiastic to listen to her lover's story.


"Of course, I also felt confused, how could I suddenly feel that you entered my life so easily, filling the emptiness of the heart that I had been feeling all along, it seems like I'm in love at first sight with you," said Niko.


"Haish, falling in love at first sight of how, first impression we just met you jutek half dead!" Jessika Cibir.


Niko starts down Jessika's neckline with her lips and the breath she deliberately exhales violently in order to hit the smooth white skin of the neck and always tempts Niko's faith.


"Ahh, stop!" jessika felt uncomfortable.


"Jess, can I sleep with you tonight?" Ask Niko expectantly.


"When you sleep?" Jessika raised her eyebrows.


"Why?" Niko asked, her voice sounding a little lethargic.


It seems like she will get rejected again every time she invites Jessika to have a physical relationship that is further than just kissing each other and touching each other.


"Not for now mas," Jessika refused as usual.


"Do you know, I so wanted to go through a beautiful night with you, but--" said Niko Iirih.


"Mas, you know that I don't want to do that before we're legal, even though I grew up in a free country, but I don't want to, please understand, don't let me think that all you want is to sleep with me" Jessika said a little annoyed.


"Whether I understand, I will not force you, and never once thought so badly of me, I sincerely love you, even if you do not want to sleep with me, my feelings are not limited to your desire, although I do not deny, I can always resist my desire when with you, you are too tempting and exciting Jess," said Niko.


However, Niko must be able to understand and respect the principle of her lover not to want to do more before they are legal to become husband and wife, although of course Niko must be disappointed, but of course Niko must be disappointed, it's just that Jessika's rejection of it does not necessarily make her make herself intend to leave her lover.


On the contrary, Niko was increasingly curious and challenged by Jessika's rejection of one thing.


His biological passion will not defeat his sincere love for his lover.


It feels like Niko's love for Jessika is not just a bribe.


"Thank you for understanding me" Jessika said as she kissed Niko's lips with a feeling.


"Jess!" Niko snapped when the kiss had just come off.


"Why?" Jessika asked with an innocent face without her sin.


"I'm as strong as I can to hold my passion, but you're actually deliberately luring her to climb back up, you have to take responsibility!" Angered Niko, who left Jessika in her room, leaves Niko, who buries her desire to make out and spend a hot night with her lover.


"Jess, you're so naughty!" Shouted Niko who only in sahuti with laughter led Jessika.