I'm Not Savings (Season One & Two)
Chapters 106. Curhatan Sari's

Raymond's engagement was over. Guests will taste the dishes that are available.

Sari asks Satria for permission to give her time to talk to Earth. He asked Satria to go home alone.

The earth that would leave the party, stopped its steps when it heard someone calling its name.

"Rum... Earth..wait "

"Sarii..

"May you have a moment, there is something I want to talk about.. . I'm afraid that tomorrow you won't have time"

"OK it. I happen to have my schedule empty tonight until tomorrow morning. We're talking where.. "

"We'd better talk somewhere else. We'll find the nearest cafe how"

"Cafe at this hotel only"

"alright... "Earth and Sari walked towards the cafe. In the cafe they choose a chair in the corner of the room.

"Please..what do you want to say. "say Earth started the conversation after the drinks they ordered arrived.

"Earth. Because of me, you all didn't have a reunion. If I'm not present and meet Tian, maybe everyone can chat off kangen "

"Why are you the one who should apologize, I should be the one who apologized. Because I met you with Tian, you so can not enjoy the party anymore "

"You must have asked and wanted to know why Tian got so angry with me and accused me of wanting to poison Alya"

"Hmmmm.... "

"It's all my fault I deserve to be treated that way. I once made a fatal mistake with Alya which made Tian to this day unable to forgive me..."Sari took her breath.

"May I know what you did to Alya"

"Of course I can, I'm asking for your time because I want this story... It started when I was Tian's fiancee. Suddenly I heard Tian was married and the woman was pregnant with their child"

"You mean Alya... "

"Yes... Tian married Alya when we were engaged. As her fiance I can't accept the affair. I who at that time really hoped to be a companion of his life to be a khilaf.I harmed Alya by giving drugs gynecologist to Alya drinks...

I manipulated the incident as if Alya had intentionally done that because he never wanted the child. Tian believes her and divorces Alya"

"Why Tian is stupid.just believe Alya deliberately abort the content. Wouldn't husband and wife be the same as wanting offspring "

"You need to know, their marriage was done because they were forced. Alya owes money to treat her grandmother to Tian, so Tian forces Alya to marry her as his debt repayment. Alya was forced to accept the marriage because she could not pay her debt, so Tian believed that Alya had deliberately aborted her because Tian knew Alya did not love her.. "

"I didn't think you'd have the heart to kill an innocent baby... "

"I know Bum. My mistake was inexcusable, but I did it all because I loved Tian too much. I'm afraid of losing him... "

"Want Tian still suspects you... "

"I knew... Tian deserves to hate me, but really Earth. I really want to apologize sincerely from Tian and Alya. That's why I told you. I know you're the closest friend to Tian... "

"No... Alya doesn't know. And I realize it wasn't Alya's fault. He was also a victim of Tian's greed. Tian should have broken off my engagement before he married Alya...."

"You didn't talk to Tian before you did that crazy thing... "

"I've spoken, and Tian promised to keep marrying me. You know that I did love Tian from a long time ago, so I would foolishly love Tian . Even though I knew it was all Tian's fault.I vented my heartache on Alya. and her innocent baby.I was afraid that if Alya and Tian had children it would be hard for them to separate"

"Hhhmmmm. "Earth Dehem.

"I'm now just realizing.After seeing Tian's persistence found Alya's love back after they divorced. I never saw the radiance of love in Tian's eyes when I saw him first, but with Alya, I knew Tian had loved him before even though Tian never admitted it .. but I could see there was love in her eyes when I hurt Alya. ..Especially now.I can see Tian's whole heart is already filled to the brim by Alya. There will be no place for any other woman... "

"Yes, I can also see that Tian loves Alya very much... "

"I also realized it, during this time maybe I never loved Tian but it could be said that it was just an obsession. If I really love Tian, I should be happy to see him happy. Maybe true, I was just obsessed with having it, I wanted to be his companion when I knew there was never any love for me in him.. "

"It's good that you've realized it.. "

"But I know... Tian will never trust me again. I just want to apologize sincerely to Alya and Tian, because I realize my mistakes are too big to be forgiven... "

"You try to speak well well, I'm sure Alya can accept"

"If Alya can definitely accept. because I know she's a good woman... she with her beautiful face was also endowed with a good heart. What's more now.I see a lot of love for Alya from Tian.I'm sure Tian would be willing to risk his life for Alya.

"You can also find genuine love from men if you want to open your heart and I hope you change your nature... "

"You're too honest. I do have enviousness.that's what I want to lose... at least a little better than me now. I know that love cannot be forced.. What's wrong is only the people who live it. Tian may not be my soul mate.. because no matter how hard I try to seize Tian if he is not my soul mate we will never unite. And no matter how hard I separate Alya. if Tian is indeed his soul mate. "

"That's a soul mate. no matter how far you run and avoid, if indeed a soul mate will definitely meet you" said Bumi.

"And I realized Tian wasn't my soul mate after the various ways I did to separate Alya and Tian but they stayed united"

"That means you are now aware of everything, even though the extent to which you pursue it and try to get it if it is not your soul mate you will definitely split up... even though in various ways and with all our strength to maintain it will certainly be missed if indeed our destiny is not his soul mate. "tujar Bumi.

"Yes. and I want to apologize from them. Please apologize to Tian.especially Alya"

"I'll tell you at the right time.I can't promise as soon as possible. Because you know Tian. I can now understand what Tian was doing, I used to think Tian was outrageous with his attitude... I'm sorry.Maybe Tian is afraid that you will repeat your mistake... "

"Yes, I also understood with Tian's attitude earlier. It seems like it's almost late at night. Next time I can still meet you. Just share the story. "sari said.

"If I have time, of course I can. Let me take you home. "toward the Earth.

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