
Micho closed her eyes, she just wanted to let out this scream of a safe heart she kept to herself. But why did it make him hurt more when he told Amara?
Micho wiped Amara's tears, Amara looked at Micho with tears.
"I'm sorry" said Amara.
"Ra, it's not your fault. I don't mean to blame you, Ra. I'm just sharing with you, 'cause I'm comfortable telling you all this, didn't you say we're friends?" Micho.
Amara stood up and wiped away her tears, closed her hands and looked at the beautiful-looking expanse of flowers despite being under the dark sky. Micho stood up and looked at the same scene.
"You're saying it's not my fault? I destroyed it, I hurt you I hurt Sabrina. I deserve to be blamed because I only care about my own interests. I was too afraid to disappoint my father, to disappoint my mother so I acted rashly and hurt Sabrina" Amara said loudly while looking at Micho.
Again, Amara's tears rolled down her cheeks. Micho closed her eyes, feeling the same pain that Amara felt. Amara, who until now did not know the truth that night, still considers herself to have been tarnished.
Micho clenched her hands, all this her own fault for letting Amara misunderstand that time. Perhaps her marriage would not have failed if it had been if she had denied Amara's remarks. But in fact Micho was silent, so that misunderstandings occurred and fate played them.
"Ra, listen to me! It's not your fault!" micho snapped back.
"I thwarted him, I did it. Then, whose fault is it if it's not my fault, huh? " amara's dream again, his eyes still on Micho in front of him.
Micho looked at Amara and took a few steps closer towards his wife. Micho tucked away Amara's flying hair and stared at the beautiful face that was swollen with tears. Perhaps at this time he had to tell the truth, Micho had actually been wrong to leave Amara in a misunderstanding until all this happened.
"I, it's my fault, Ra." Micho said, clasping Amara's hand. Amara looked at Micho questioningly, how could this be Micho's fault?
"What do you mean?" ask Amara.
"Please let this failure happen because God did not match us. I should have been able to open my eyes long ago if we weren't matchmakers" Micho said.
Amara turned her gaze and smiled wryly. Clearly thwarting himself, what kind of joke would Micho be saying if he did not blame himself now?
"Don't try to cheer me up, Mas. I'm guilty, just tell me what I can do to make up for all my mistakes, just say it, Mas!" snapped Amara.
"Enough,Ra. Enough's enough!" snapped Micho. Micho grabbed Amara in her deck. Trying to give his wife some peace. Amara felt a little better and no longer spoke.
"It's all my fault, if I hadn't hidden the truth you wouldn't have done it" Micho said.
Amara is still trying to digest Micho's words. What truth does Micho mean? the question he asked in his brain. But, to just ask and take off hugs from Micho reluctantly to do, she was too comfortable in her husband's arms.
"No more blaming yourself, it's my destiny to be a match with you, and not to be a match with Sabrina" Micho said, smiling Amara in her sobs. He is still silent and enjoys his comfort in Micho's arms.
"You need to know, Amara. That as a whole, you never lose your hor-ma-tan" Micho said. Amara who was smiling at him instantly fell silent. A beautiful smile was lost somewhere.
"You never lost your honor, dear." Micho repeated.
Amara was surprised, her body was squeezed. A shadow a few years ago swirled in his brain. How could he not lose his honor? The blood was clearly in its place lying down. All the sadness he had felt all along was also because of that. Causing mama sick because of dreaming of her daughter getting married and never being praised also because of that. Then, how could Micho say he never lost the honor?
Amara pushed Micho's body and stared intently at Micho.
"What do you mean, Mom?" ask Amara. Micho closed her eyes. Unable to he had to repeatedly look at the beautiful eyes that could make him fall in heart was crying.
"What do you mean?" snapped Amara. Amara wiped her tears. Should you be happy, sad, or disappointed? It feels like what Micho said really hurt her heart.
"Jawab, Mommy!" pinta Amara in the midst of tears. Even the sky watching was grieving bringing down countless heavy rains.
"Why that stuff? Why are you so bad, Mom?" ask Amara.
Micho can't answer anything. Amara who slapped him as if making herself wrathful. The face of the person who slapped him was also what made the cooperation with several companies not possible because the girl broke the file. The signboard that identified Sheyna Amara made him sure if it was the same person. In the end Micho wants to teach a little by letting the girl in a misunderstanding, but in fact it becomes a weapon that destroys her own.
"I'm sorry, Ra. Micho approached, but Amara retreated and so several times.
"Stop, don't come any closer. I hate you" said Amara. Amara runs towards Micho's car, gasing the car and leaving Micho in the park.
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