I'm Single Mom
ASM 2'S

He looks at me cynically. Some of his friends still tease us. With heavy steps Akmal walked towards me.

His face this morning was like it wasn't Akmal's face I knew a few months ago. That face, like a durian face full of thorns. No smile at all. Where is Akmal's carefree face?

Now we are facing each other, though,

" Want what?" tanyanya jutek's.

Last night's pain has not healed, now he sows salt again in the wound. I tried to hold back the crying. Don't let my tears invite people who see us.

With trembling lips, I tried to talk to him "We need to talk to Akmal." My words are full of emphasis.

He was trying to get away from the classroom and his friends. I followed him from behind. Now he stopped at a big tree behind the school.

" Akmal, we need to talk." Saying again.

" For?" Just pretend to be stupid.

I narrowed my eyes, my patience was really tested, "For the fetus in my stomach." Saying slowly.

" He may not be my son." Ketus

I held up one hand, it felt like I wanted to slap her, "Who's son? Devil's son?" I started to face Akmal like this.

" Make it possible for you to not only relate to me." He answered while folding his hands on his chest.

" You forgot the same virgin blood last time? After you get what you want, you easily think of me as trash?" I returned to remind you of our sweet memories

" Foolish thing!" He passed by leaving me alone.

I rubbed my cheeks wet with tears.

Teng..Teng..Teng..

As the bells began to ring, I rushed to the classroom. Throughout the lesson I felt out of focus. Today my drowsiness was so intensely attacking probably because I was pregnant. Or this is one of the congenital pregnant women, or the congenital fetus that is in my stomach.

Even after the break bell rang, I wasn't excited to just joke around with our friends in the canteen. The rice I brought from home I haven't touched. My appetite has been gone since I was declared pregnant.

The class atmosphere was quiet, all my friends had scattered to the cafeteria to just drink or fill the middle village.

I put my head on the table. My eyelids are starting to close. For a newlywed couple, getting two red lines is fun. Even if they were crying, it would definitely be a happy cry. Then we who are still in these gray-white uniforms? especially me. My cry that came out at this moment was a cry of regret. If only it had not been too far in contact with Akmal. If only I hadn't been persuaded by Akmal's love. Maybe I can still be happy living my last days as a white-gray student. And the final national exam will be conducted in two months. Can I finish this education?

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The lesson hour is over. I walked out of this classroom.

" Eh Sa, you why the hell are you quiet, you sick?" ask Dwi, my best friend while holding my forehead.

" Our plan is to hang out with Akmal's entourage, aren't you coming?" Ask septi.

I just shook my head. The me that is now is not the me that I was. I used to go home from school every time Akmal and I always took the time to just walk together or hang out with my best friend or best friend. Now I just want to get home quickly and want to immediately lay my body on the bed.

" Tumben you're not coming, again the same enemy Akmal?" Ask Dwi kepo.

I pinched my best friend's nose, "Po huh?"

He just looked at me. Jami split up in front of the school gate. When I wanted to cross, I accidentally and Akmal both looked. Our gaze met, but he threw it away for a moment.

I continued my journey home. All the way back I reminisced about the good times with Akmal. He will always be waiting for me at the school gate. Not to forget he would put a helmet on my head and we would have lunch together.

I also recalled the first time Akmal and I had an illicit relationship. When I stopped by his house to get a change of clothes. I don't know what demon possessed the two of us until unconsciously, without rejecting I was already in Akmal's room. Even my uniform was on the floor.

Tin.......

The sound of a car horn instantly broke my daydream.

" Want to die, brother?" Ask the driver to be angry.

Oh my God.. What happened to me? I could have walked down the highway. I immediately apologized, With a reddened look on my face, I hastened my pace.

I finally arrived home.

I sat on the porch for a moment. Tiring off, I wiped the sweat that soaked my face.

Tired of it today. I took off the shoes that were neatly attached to my feet.

I heard the sound of the motor that I had already heard. Like the sound of an Akmal motorbike, and sure enough not how long Akmal passed by with his friends. Some of his friends cheered tempting us who were still both silent. He slowed down the speed of his motorcycle, For a moment we looked at each other.

" Akmal, I miss you!" My mind screams painfully.

This sick man saw you today. What if tomorrow I can't hold you?

I watched Akmal and his friends leave until he went missing around the corner.

" Mom!"

Zaskia's call came back to surprise me

" What the hell? Disturb people." I snuck into the room.

I locked the door from the inside, afraid that mom would suddenly come inside.

I took the testpack I still had in my closet under the pile of books.

I looked at the two red lines that were starting to appear faded.

I scratched my forehead, the dizziness so whack. The nausea was so great too. Until I had to muffle my voice so that it wouldn't be heard until it came out.

I picked up the phone, opened the green logo app. The message I sent to Akmal's number hasn't been sent at all. Now I feel like a useless piece of trash. Like a sweet thing thrown away! That's my.

I sent a message back to Akmal (Akmal, should I bear this pain alone? If you say you still have goals you want to achieve, I do too. Don't be a loser, Akmal!)

I pressed the send button.

Again my message only ticks one gray.

I lay my body on the bed, shivering at the anger of my father and mother. The tired face of my father. How can I throw dirt in your face?

While dad spoils me so much.

The pounding on the door made me curl up under the blanket. The body is too weak. I ignored the call from Zaskia's voice telling me to eat. I put the handset in my ear. Today I just want to calm down.

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