I'M SORRY, LOVE
CHAPTER 5. LOSE RIGIDLY

As Sabrina opened her eyes, she saw an unknown child sitting looking at her.

Sabrina blinked her eyes, trying to remember what had happened until she lay there.

Rohit smiled, then he said, "Sister passed out in the park last night, so I asked the people to bring you here."

"Who are you?" ask Sabrina.

"My name is Rohit. I'm the old kid who lives in the park there."

"You live in the park? So what about your parents?"

Rohit was silent, he was sad whenever anyone asked about the whereabouts of his parents.

"Why are you sad Dek?"

"I don't know who my parents are. I was taken care of by Nek Sakinah, but she died when I was 10."

"After that, I don't have anyone anymore. So I live anywhere, as long as it's not hot and not raining. Indeed, I spend the night more often in the park, where Brother lay unconscious last night."

Sabrina looked at Rohit, it turned out that such a small child could stand up to the bitterness of life.

The bitterness that has not been deserved is felt for children of Rohit's age who still need parental affection and also the comfort of home as a shelter.

Sabrina is curious to know the side of the poor boy's life.

"So, who gave you food and other necessities of life?"

"I work Brother. Sometimes mulung, ngamen, and occasionally given money and food by good people who come to the park."

"Sometimes there are hawkers who are sick, well.I replace them selling at red lights. The most important thing is halal and not to steal Kak" replied Rohit.

Sabrina's heart grew fuller when she heard Rohit's life story. As difficult and as sad as he used to be when the father died, it turns out that nothing compared to the journey of Rohit's life.

Sabrina is still luckier, has a strong mother, protects and struggles to make ends meet.

While Rohit is that small, must fight alone to challenge the rigors of life.

Seeing Sabrina shed tears, Rohit was worried, "Sister why are you crying? Is anyone sick, brother, let Rohit call a doctor."

"Well...It's okay Dek, Brother only remembers the past," replied Sabrina as she sighed and wiped away the clear water that had dripped down her cheek.

Then Sabrina held and patted Rohit on the back and said, "I salute you Deck! Thank you for helping me" Sabrina said.

Rohit just nodded while smiling. His plain and petite face made Sabrina even more pitying.

Recalling her problem, Sabrina felt unwilling to live, she was disappointed and disgusted with herself.

But, when he looked at Rohit, Sabrina felt ashamed. Shame, because of the strong defeat of a child without parents, dare to challenge the cruelty of life.

Sabrina got up and sat down, then she said, "One more time, thanks Dek. I'll be home after the doctor comes. But I promise, someday I'll find you and take you away. We will live and live in a more decent place" Sabrina promised.

Then Sabrina said again, "This is my business card, if you need help, don't hesitate to call me!"

"Can you read it?" sabrina asked while holding out her business card.

"Could Sister, because I used to go to elementary school even though I didn't finish. Thank you, brother. Uh, did it turn out that Sabrina's sister was the hotel manager?"

Sabrina nodded, then she took the money from the bag and gave it to Rohit.

"Take the Deck, to buy food."

Sabrina nodded, then said again, "Take it! God willing I will be like you" Sabrina said with a smile.

Finally, due to Sabrina's compulsion, Rohit took the money and upheld it and thanked her.

As they chatted, the sisters came.

"Good morning Ma'am, how's it going?"

"Alhamdulillah Sus, have done it. Oh yes Sus, can you please buy me some clothes?"

"Boleh Mbak. Incidentally not far from here there is a women's clothing store," said Sister.

Sabrina gave her some money and the nurse immediately rushed to buy what Sabrina needed.

At around 9am, the doctor came to check on Sabrina and she allowed Sabrina to go home.

Sabrina takes care of the administration, then she leaves and takes Rohit first to the park, where he falls unconscious.

Rohit waved as Sabrina rushed out of the garden.

Sabrina had to go home before her mother was worried because she had not been home since last night.

By driving Sabrina's taxi home. But earlier he called the office and told his assistant that he did not go to work today.

When she arrived home, Sabrina said basmallah, she entered the pavilion of Rey's house, where she and her mother lived.

Sabrina is hoping she won't meet anyone right now, especially Rey. Because Sabrina was unable to lie that she was doing well.

Seeing the condition of the quiet mother house, Sabrina was grateful, meaning all residents were still busy with their respective activities.

Sabrina went inside and she did not find her mother there.

With a feeling of relief, Sabrina hurriedly walked into her room to calm down.

Although it is difficult to forget what Rey has done, but Sabria must be able to close the meeting and behave like nothing has happened.

Finished storing the recording evidence in a safe place, Sabrina also settles down to reduce fatigue and feelings of sadness.

Sabrina fell asleep for a moment, but the nightmare had jolted her and finally woke up.

The sweat drenched Sabrina's forehead and the bad memories flashed back to haunt her.

Sabrina got up, opened the window and looked far ahead.

He was doubtful whether he could still achieve a happy married life later or had to choose to live alone and keep a secret meeting until his death arrived.

Right now all Sabrina can do is hope, the events of the night will not have a bad impact on making her pregnant.

And Sabrina had to be prepared early on, looking for an excuse to get away from home. Because he will not be able to see the affection of Rey and Alira who will later live there after the two are married.

Sabrina also contacted her friend to find a job and rented house outside the city.

As much as possible he had to leave as soon as possible to avoid, until he got a well-established life.

If that time comes, then Sabrina will come back to pick up mother and bring Rohit with her.

Sabrina's determination is round, maximum 3 months in the future he has to get a new job, so soon he can apply for a resume from where he now works.

Seriate.....