I'm the 2nd Wife
FIRST QUARREL

As usual sister nando day comes night.home sometimes even afternoon is home.Today after doing routine tasks my husband and sister nando fall asleep.Feasy feeling due to struggle makes us sleep soundly.I fell asleep in arms comfort my husband.Without I knew this was the beginning of a disaster for my household.I who fell asleep many do not realize the day has night can even be said almost midnight.I woke up because of my thirst.I was surprised to find my husband was still asleep by hugging me warm.I tried to take off his embrace to wake up and to ta disturb his sleep.But even my slow movements can still wake him."hemm sarah what is it?".ask my husband who is not aware of being with me.It hurts to hear the husband mention the name of another woman when with us.ya god is as sick as this feels."yah....".my words resuscitate him.I hide my eyes that have been glazed,I'm trying to hold back these tears from falling."what time is it?".asked confused."1pm more yeah".I tried to answer the usual.Hope my husband realized his mistake and apologized.But all just wishful thinking.when the yoke I received."why didn't you wake me, were you on purpose".it snapped with a high tone and just this once came out of his mouth to me.the more hurt it feels."sorry well, I'm not asleep".I replied as I lowered my head trying to hide my eyes that increasingly could not bear to shed tears."You did not intentionally let me not go home, let me stay here right!".the ingenuity makes my heart break."what father mean?how come to arrive angry angry like gini?".I began to be bored with his attitude that arrived angry angry unclear."you're the second wife should know himself know the position, but the second wife should know the position,it's a good thing I came home still trapped to stay.basasal selfish woman".bentaknya again.deg,I got a hard blow on my heart because of the words of the man who married me and my son's future father.My tears flowed unstoppably."It's wrong if you stay here?".revealed me with a tone that began to rise."Clearly wrong, wife doesn't know herself".he replied as he immediately got up and changed his work clothes earlier.Without saying goodbye he immediately ran out of the room and left.I sat glued to the bed hoping this was just a dream.Suami that I have been proud of in my heart,I regard as a perfect priest for me to abuse me and demean me as his second wife.my crying is increasingly broken.Delese and disappointed.God why I have to accept all this.When I was on two bodies I had to feel all.And yesterday before I'm pregnant maybe I'll decide to go and end our marriage story, but right now there's her in my womb,he's innocent he's innocent I don't want him to be born ta know his father.The tears of my eyes are increasingly flowing.Every night I cry for my destiny.That without me knowing I fall asleep because I'm tired of crying.

The sound of the dawn prayer wakes me up every day.I take ablution and prostrate to him.crying and complaining all.Hope for a justice for me and my baby.Finished prayer I rushed to shower and tidied my room, Wishing a justice,walo there is a housekeeper I am still accustomed to cleaning my own bedroom.Even sometimes the closet and the contents of the room all I tidap.lik only tingga lap and broom mop only.Today I clean my room trying to divert my thoughts from last night.Try to make peace with this situation."clean the room already, I want to do again huh?".I asked myself."Mumpung is still at 5.30 mending I run for a short morning run around here let the body improve a little".my monologue to myself.I changed my nightgown with training and instant hijab and shoes by raga.handphone and hadsat I forgot to wear.sambut run more cool while listening to slow song let the mind also join the fres."not going where?".asked the colorful who saw me want to go to the exit."would run away aja colorful around here, want to join nemenin?".tanyaku.kalo any colorful at least I'm not alone."yes non briefly colorful change pants first".he said while immediately running to his room to change.Tak up to 10 minutes colorful already appeared with shorts 3/4 and a casual t-shirt."But non colorful do not have sports shoes".he said while looking down embarrassed.gapap war wear sandals aja, later if it fits into the mall I buy.kalo I give mine must be different size because my feet are big".I said as soon as running small towards the door.After coming out of the apartment building we ran to the right of the street apartment is still not so crowded,air pollution from the smoke of the car's smoke is not yet solid.The dew in the grass adds to the cool atmosphere this morning.Tak too far distance I traveled considering I was pregnant young and vulnerable."already we turned back, mbak,previously stop by the stall ato anything, make breakfast so you don't hunt for colorful cooking".Revealed me who followed colorful with a small run behind me."Yes non, what does not want chicken porridge?it's at the end of the road near the apartment there is a nice chicken porridge non".sound colori while brandishing his thumbs with a funny style and medoknya."can war later we try".jaeabku while running a small run towards the direction that is said to be colorful.Truely I saw at the end of the road was a chicken porridge wagon that crowded buyers, just saw at the end of the road,it must be good if rame gini.gumanku in heart.After arriving at the brother of the porridge we immediately ordered 3 porridge chicken in packs all for mbak saroh.Finished we continued a small run to the apartment."huft........".my breath is not bored because I have long ta exercise."capek ya non?".ask colorful when we are already in our unit."yes war please get warm water ya".my orders are taken in colori.after drinking warm water I save my legs and stretch the body on the sofa sleeping in the tv room."non want to eat now?mumpung is still warm no".saran irani."emmm can bring it here".Hunger strikes because of fatigue.When I open the packaging of chicken porridge I immediately run to the nearest sink to remove the contents of my stomach that are still empty."non why,not good ya porridge.mau in what masakin?".asked colorful panicked while helping massage my neck to relieve vomiting vomit me."Enek war see the porridge is either innately pregnant probably".as soothing colorful."make hot sugar water bring it to the room ya war the same eucalyptus oil" my orders to ease my nausea on the chicken porridge.Set me pass to my room.