I'm the 2nd Wife
I'M DECIDED
6Moon is my gestational age.My stomach is bimcit and not sexy anymore.my body is growing.but I am grateful my baby is strong with me to face violence from his father.This afternoon brother nando came, with his makeup tangled is not neat."aa can anye ask for time to talk ak?".tanyaku that afternoon, I decided to ask about the change in attitude of kak nando who turned rude and arrogant."what's it, I'm.leaving"."just a moment ago ak".I asked with me elus my belly that was bulging as I sat on my back in the bed beside her."I feel the little one kicking".I said as I carried his hand to my stomach to feel the movement of our baby."hmm.." That's the only reaction shown by kak nando."do you like being a father?".manyau provoked kak nando's reaction.His face turned cold and sharp."Aa aa why some months this changed the same mother?".tanyaku again."what are you nye, I'm used to you are a pretentious and melow".bentaknya.I try to patiently hope my husband will melt."sorry if the mother is wrong"."you are lucky I made the wife of all your needs I participated in a luxurious life with money splashed.ndak have to work event to get there".snapped again.I can not bear.I also cry no voice from my mouth to say.My pride in the stamp, my husband insulted me."ya already nye I lazy.here want to seneng seneng even badmood monk".said brother nando while grabbing his suit again and stepped away just so.I sat down really roared so that I bemoaned the state of my household increasingly clear direction.I took a piece of paper I wrote everything there in heart.
the flasback
"Nye you have no need to cover up your problems, I already know all but I'm silent".revealed weni who tonight accompanied me at home because of the colorful permission to go home 2 days to his village."you mean wen?".many of you still try to lie."nye I know nando now turns even he's rude and often snaps at you, snaps at you,you don't get mad I'm looking for info because I don't want you to get hurt.Color stories all to me about your problems that he accidentally heard.he doesn't have the heart of you".cerca weni at length.I just looked down these tears flowed by themselves without being able to bendeung anymore."sorry wen not me ta want to tell a story, but I want to solve my own problems.this is my household problem".I said try to be wise."I'm sorry nye not makud want to interfere, after hearing the colorful story I look for why kak nando changed.and it turned out to have a mouth.."weni deliberately hung his words."whatan wen kok stop?".tanyaku who finally curious by weni's remark."there's a news that you're pregnant bian child, and bian fled to taiwan because he did not want responsibility".my heart stopped hearing stories of weni.'what my husband doubted me, what was so low I was to him'.My monologue in heart with tears rushing down my cheeks.
Some days I turn my mind back to me in one decision.I deliberately want him to tell me himself why and what the cause of the change But he did not want to bceeita.Thus I was on one decision.Written a letter to my husband into the brown aplop and the letter that my husband needs to believe.A few days ago I did a fetal DNA test that can be done since the baby was five months old.And at that time I wanted to give a chance brother nando to talk or just ask the truth from me.But all nil.until I am in.one heavy grit that I have to take.With a heavy heart I have to choose this path.I am tired of continuing to hurt my mind.After yesterday's meeting was not good to fruition today I have packed all my important items just one suitcase and one bag is ready in the bottom lobby.Calculated monthly money and additional extras from the husband and severance pay work which until now I have not touched.I decided to go from my husband's side I will go."nye you are really with your vaginal discharge?".asked weni who is currently in the car with me."yeah wen I'm tired I'm really hurt".sobaku"ok ok if you're sure I'm sich ga trouble"."thank you wen for all your help".We planned to go to the island to get away from Nando's brother.with me bring the fetus fruit of our love.my cry is getting deep and slashing."I love aa wen, but I do not want to continue to be hurt, but I do not want to continue to be hurt,my heart is more precious"."Yes nye I understand, I support your wishes.